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WOW WOW sitting here in amazement in how S/some on here are really good in talking online but if it comes to meeting or on phone there is something wrong with you....WOW WOW to be blunt put up or shut up...stop being a player if Y/you want a booty call there is a site just for that.
There are those here that are truly looking for that O/one that will complete them!!!
Ok that is my rant for the day....
i hope A/all are having a blessed day!!!
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it has been a while since i have posted here, it is such a shame that have seen several profiles of O/ones being hurt, Do not understand what enjoyment people get out of telling lies just being deceitful, Y/you are pathetic!!!!
i have not had the best experience here but i have always felt there is that special O/one out there for each O/one of U/us. Just be patient!!
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hello to A/all:
i hope that A/all have been well! it has been 2 months since i last posted or actually venting. Am still having some issues with trust with people in general for it seems that not just here on CM there are ones that are really good at "lipservice".
i have really wondered at time if Ones really think that they can have a stable relationship when You start demanding stuff from sub/slvs on here, when You don't know them yet or all You want is pics or phone sex. i am amazed i really am. Just because we have submissive or slave on our profile does not mean that we are airheads.
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Sitting here in disbelief i have seen my name on anothers profile calling me a hater, i may not like someone but i am one that i can not hate another person. Am so tired of this persons stupid petty games he plays just for attention it is sad. i have tried to be friends with him for i care for him as a person but this is really pushing it.
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It has been quite a while since i have wrote here, i had taken myself off of CM due to Ones not being truthful. i met One several months ago but it was not meant to be. For he was wanting me to choose between Him or my son. Yes my son is an adult but is going to school and working part time, i want him to finish school and go after his dreams.
Then One i met here 3 yrs ago has been coming and going in my life saying He wants me and has blamed me of talking to others whom i told Him about that we are friends but recently come to find out for a while he has a girlfriend, made me feels so very good.
Then i met One on another site but i have seen Him on here i thought just maybe He could be the One but again it wasn't meant to be, i trully wonder if there is such a Master/Dom that is capabile of being what he says he is and no more "lip service" am feeling very discouraged within this lifestyle.
Am not feeling to trusting at this moment.....
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hello to A/all:
it has been a few days since i have wrote here, for there has been a lot of things happening recently, some good which has not happen in a long time. i hope that a/all are having a great week!!!
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hello to A/all:
still am in amazement how some think it is alright to hurt others and then just cast them aside not caring at all. i hope that A/all have a good weekend!!!!
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hello to A/all:
am still very discouraged, i have been promised so much from some and it was all lies. Am feeling as if i will never be able to trust what i am told for a very long time. Unfortunately for maybe that One who is not about lying and is truthful!
The thing is the ones that have lied to me they are on here on CM.
What enjoyment do ones get out of hurting another with their lies???
Right now am very hurt and crushed only time can change things!!!
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hello to A/all:
still feeling very discouraged, i question if there are Masters/Doms that are real and not players wanting "JUST" sex. For sex is easy to have but to have a relationship with that One who is "TRUE" to His word!! For there are some here in Texas that are players all i had from them was "Lip Service" . it will take a lot to trust again, i know you can't bring bagage from the past or you shouldn't. There are always a few that make it hard on others unfortunately. Only time will tell... i hope that A/all have a blessed weekend!!!!
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hello to A/all:
i hope that the week has started good, am sitting here very discouraged and broken hearted for i thought that the One i have been searching for finally was in my life but no for some reason it seems that playing games is more His style. i feel that maybe it is time to just give up the search, i really believed that it would happen...but it just seems to be a fantasy...
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hello to A/all:
it is amazing how some judge you when you are honest. But if they are the ones lying it is different that they are above others. i hope that A/all have a blessed day!!!
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hello to A/all:
i hope that A/all have been well? The last cpl weeks have been very trying, i will admit my prior entries were done in anger for i was hurting alot and still am, i am working thru the pain and i know that i will be stronger. But at the same time am reflecting on things in my life right now and am considering that i need a break...i wish all a good week and to those Mothers...Happy Mothers Day!!!!!!
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hello to A/all:
am sitting here really upset tonight due to the fact that One here has called me a liar, that i take advantage of people. i can't believe this and some wonder why we do not trust when we are treated the way we have.
At this time i don't believe that i could trust a Master/Dom due to this person for all that he called me it is actually him that was that way.
i feel so hurt and betrayed by Him that i don't want this any more...what is the use!!!!
be blessed
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hello to A/all:
i hope that A/all have had a great day! yes was very angry in my last writing, i just don't understand why One enjoys hurting others for W/we A/all are searching for those to complete U/us but then there are some that just don't care for i have seen O/others here that have been hurt and T/they have issues with trust and it is sad.
i will say that i have met O/ones here that are not players whom i can call friend!!!!
i know that one day that very special Man will come along who will not play games that He is real!!!!!
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hello to A/all:
sitting here a lil angry tonight thinking of those that are here in Texas and all You are, are players and if anyone would like to know just message me. i think about what they have in their profile "no drama" and be "loyal" it is to bad that they can't be that way themselves. Yes am ranting but am tired of the games they are playing with others lives. Yes i have been burned by both in so many ways it almost makes me not really trust another. But am hoping and praying that the One for me is true to His word no "lip service".
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hello to A/all:
have not wrote in a few days and again need to vent. There are some on this site that live in Tx and call themselves a Master/Dom, well i know for a fact that this is not true for they have lied. What enjoyment can those get from playing games and hurting others??????? Could someone please tell me so that i might understand? if someone is not of interest move on for goodness, life is to short!!!! i hope A/all are having a good weekend!
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Hello to A/all:
i hope that Y/your Easter weekend has been good so far, mine has been great!
i know that i have done a lot of rantings and ravings here but i feel that there are those that do understand and care, of course we have the opposite who don't care which is fine to each there own. But don't put those down just because they don't think the same as Y/you!
in a way i am tired of searching for that special One for i felt that i had found Him but i was wrong He really played me to the point i was in love with Him and it hurts badly. What enjoyment do those get from playing with others emotions, i do not quite understand.
i think for right now i feel that if it happens it happens, am going to concentrate on work.
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hello to A/all:
am sitting here so much on my mind for i thought again that i met that special One but i was wrong again. Am hurting tonight, i don't understand why others get enjoyment out of playing with ones emotions? Can someone please answer why?
So for now am taking a break for i am so very tired of looking for that special One.
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Happy New Year!!! i hope that A/all had a wonderful Christmas and that Y/your New Year has started out great!!!
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hello to A/all,
am needing to vent a bit tonight-so here goes. It is unbelievable how that some really have fun at anothers expense especially when they hurt that one and not in a good way :) Why is it that there are those enjoy it, i really don't understand. i know that some are proably wondering what she is talking about, this is why: there is a man on here that i have known for 3 yrs, he even told me that he loved me and made so many promises to me which are empty ones all along having another in his life. Yes my heart was broken so if you read this and you know who you are thank you so much for the heartache and hurt and deception.
i do so hope that A/all had a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!!
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hello A/all:
it is so hard to believe that we are into the holidays already, i hope that A/all stop and enjoy themselves don't make it materialistic.
i want to clear some things up i have had some wonderful friends here for me, i thank Y/you! This year has been something else for me but it is ending on a good note for me. Have put some things in my life in perspective.
i want a very Special Man to know that He is very awesome and i am sorry, i never responded but You had no reason to apologize for things. In my eyes You are wonderful!!!! Thank You T!!!!!!
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A little irritated tonight, it seems that when i ask some what does "mind,body&soul" mean to You that all of a sudden i become disrespectful. Apparently most do not know what the true meaning is or don't care to know.
It seems that too many want only a bedroom BDSM and not to establish a real relationship, to take and learn about each other.
To me if someone "ASSUMES" with me look at the first 3 letters, you make a A** out of yourself and not me.
ok stepping down from my soap box....
to A/all be blessed
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To A/all,
i hope this finds A/all well, have been having a lot of thoughts and emotions running thru me today. Even questions on different things. i appreciate A/all that i have talked to in the last 4 yrs here on CM. i have made some good friends, i appreciate A/all.
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hello to A/all;
i hope this finds A/all well, i have been looking at profiles it is sad that i have seen that so many are upset with others on here, if Y/you are one that is playing games please tell me what enjoyment do Y/you get out of it i would like to know. Just keep it real to each other.
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hello to A/all,
i hope that A/all who reads this is well!!!! Today has been something else i have had 3 this morning say very encouraging words to me. i guess that is true about saying something good for you never know that one who hears it just might need an encouraging word!
i would like to share a quote from "Obstacles for the weak are the stepping stones of the Strong!"
it is so true, to those going thru hard times just remember it is just for a season it is not permanment.
to A/all be blessed
Thank You Sir J for those words!!!!!
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hello to A/all, i hope that A/all is well. Sitting here wondering why some enjoy lying to others, yes there is a cpl on this site that seems to enjoy that sort of thing. Just don't understand????? |
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i hope that A/all are having a great day!!! i have many emotions running thru me today, thinking of past experiences but cannot allow those to come into new relationships. Learning to trust again can be difficult after you have been lied to, especially when you have given your all to that One.
But again not allowing past to come into a new realtionship for that is not fair to that New One, for you could lose a very good thing if you are not careful.
So be very very careful so that there will be no regrets....
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i hope that A/all is well, i find it quite interesting to have some judge me on what i said in a prior post, unless you know what one is going thru it would be better to keep your comments to yourself. To those who had an encouraging word, Thank Y/you. To A/all have a blessed day..... |
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The last 2 mo have been very stressful and i know that i am not alone. There are alot of people in this country the same as i. i know that some would say how stressful in the last 2 mo i have lost not 1 but 2 jobs, if that was not enough my best friend accused me of something that if she had trust she would never had done that for it destroyed a 6 yr friendship. Then i regret losing that possible One he is a terrific Man. So the last 2 mo have been a test and trial and i know that i will come out stronger in the end.
Please respect that i am not seeking, i know that some it seems that it is an open invitation but really it is not and especially for those that seem to think they can Dom online wanting me on my knees "PLEASE" find the next airhead available.
To A/all Peace and Happiness
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2009 is exactly what i felt it to be new beginnings!!!!! |
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It amazes me that how some people can be so superficial, to look at pic and a name and judge one. Especially when you don't even have a pic with your profile. There is a saying "Don't judge a book by it's cover". If someone is not your cup of tea move on why waste their time with sending a message.
To A/all Have a Blessed Day!!!!!! |
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Happy New Year!!!!
To new beginnings...... |
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Merry Christmas
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To all i wish a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, this year has been an unforgetable year but am looking forward to what 2009 will bring. While out hustling and bustling to try and find that perfect gift stop for a moment and reflect on those around Y/you meaning family and friends, for i look at my family and friends i am blessed. Try not to get to materialistic for Y/you never know how much longer T/they will be with Y/you...... |
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Have been thinking things over the last few weeks for yes i thought about walking away but i feel that i would be missing such a big part of me and truthfully it is whom i am, in the past there have been those in my life that it was "lip service" what i mean by that a lot of promises only to be broken. i have searched for that One who could take me beyond, One that desired what i had to offer and not feel that He had to change me just to fit.
"i am not looking" please respect that, i do enjoy talking with those to learn and i feel that Y/you can never have enough friends.
to A/all please please never forget to communicate with O/one another...
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