slavemychael

The trick is to keep your balance on the knifes edge, I live in my own purgatory, its a dull place where faces have no features, grey washed out figures, taunting me to join them. 

I went to the levy and yes it was dry.  I want to believe......................

I always make myself laugh, I am a funny guy.  The trick is can I make you laugh.

HBTM

I wait in anticipation, shiver in delight, for the touch of her skin upon mine, the reflection of ones self, in the gaze of her blue/grey eyes, the fall of her raven black hair, and the warmth of her body as she nestles into my lap, to kneel before her, and to kiss each individual toe which is dressed only in red.  To feel the pressure of her teeth upon my flesh, her tongue in my mouth, there is a special Princess who breaths life into my soul, a Princess that brings out the best of daddy/boy.

in this proud land we grew up strong
we were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail

no fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my face, I've changed my name
but no one wants you when you lose 

though I saw it all around
never thought I could be affected
thought that we'd be the last to go
it is so strange the way things turn

drove the night toward my home
the place that I was born, on the lakeside
as daylight broke, I saw the earth
the trees had burned down to the ground

PG

I met a Princess today, who took my breath away, I was lost in her eyes and ached to kiss her red lips

Stranded in this spooky town
Stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down
This floor is crackling cold
She took my heart, I think she took my soul
With the moon I run
Far from the carnage of the fiery sun

Driven by the strangled vein
Showing no mercy I do it again
Open up your eye
You keep on crying, baby
I'll bleed you dry
The skies are blinking at me
I see a storm bubbling up from the sea

Kings of Leon

Took my body to total muscle failure tonight, was a bizarre feeling, felt like I  floating, one with the universe and it blocked out a lot of noise.

All I think about is making my Princess happy, there is nothing else that maters  

If I don't push myself, then no one will, I had great expectations as a child of changing the world, I was told that these were silly expectations, unrealistic expectations, and I will not make a dent in the ever evolving social ecosystem that we live in.  Are childhood dreams silly, No I cannot believe that they are.

Discipline is all in the mind........I have discipline but I lack conviction.

I am told I have a silver tongue, have an answer for everything....... I am not a follower or a leader I am an individual who appreciates all things in life....that being a book or a piece of music that stirs me within..... I do not care what others think of me, but I am there always in their times of sorrow or grief....But I have found that my life has always been in the service of others, without really knowing why...........

Looking into the abyss, I see nothing, I search for answers, I call your name,

 not even a echo returns, I turn but stop,

 as I feel the slightest touch of you lips brush the cool skin of my neck, I smile knowing you are close, I am content.

For you, from me..........

Why is my heart so bad, and my soul so black..............

Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah
But what's confusing you
Is just the nature of my game
Just as every cop is a criminal
And all the sinners saints
As heads is tails
Just call me lucifer
Cause I'm in need of some restraint
So if you meet me
Have some courtesy
Have some sympathy, and some taste
Use all your well-learned politesse
Or I'll lay your soul to waste, um yeah

Stones

Every time I close my eyes
It's you and I know now
Who I am

There's a place I go
When I'm alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm fallin
That's where I'm goin
Where are you goin
Hold it close won't let this go

Dream catch me, 
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won't come back at all

You do so much
That you don't know
It's true
And I know now
Who I am

See you as a mountain
A fountain of God
See you as as a descant soul
in the setting sun
You as the sound
Just as silent as none

I do not know what I am.......

My heart pounds with the tension of desire,  but where does this desire yield from.  

My mind feels as it will never rest forever spinning,  begging to stop.

My soul floats across the vast black emptiness seeking the light that shall heal it.  But can my soul be saved as it has been ravished by the pain of many victims.

True Strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate his life, through devotion to something beyond himself.

Henry Miller

When I think of certain things or special person I feel calm and at peace with myself.... 

I had a dream about a Princess, that dream was a special dream where two souls met in another dimension..... Purple is the colour of Royalty...

Extreme songs that told me
They helped me down every night
I didn't have much to say
I didn't get above the light
I closed my eyes and closed myself
And closed my world and never opened
Up to anything
That could get me along

I had to close down everything
I had to close down my mind
Too many things to cover me
Too much can make me blind
I've seen so much in so many places
So many heartaches, so many faces
So many dirty things
You couldn't even believe

Moby

There's a place I go when I'm alone

Do anything I want, be anyone I wanna be

But it is us I see and I cannot believe I'm falling

That's where I'm going, where are you going?

Hold it close, won't let this go

That which is above is like that which is below,

and that which is below is like that which is above,

to achieve the wonders of the one thing.

Hermes Trismegistus

I do not like thee, Dr Fell, 

the reason why, I cannot tell, 

There's only one thing I know well,

 I do not like thee Dr Fell.

I think my empathy bucket is empty, and sunlight does not penetrate the darkness anymore.

I WANT A PERFECT BODY, I WANT A PERFECT SOUL (RADIO HEAD)

Is space the final frontier?