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I'm a very friendly but shy male looking to be owned by a male or female or even male female couple And for once in my life to love I'm very open sexually. I only have a few hard limits things I will not participate in which include scat play death and blood. I am looking to experiment and try out all aspects of this life I'm very submissive but I do have a few dominant traits molding is definitely required I have never been own before But I want to be in the worst way. I have a very strong fetish which deals with castration and most of the time when I watch adult movies that's what it revolves around. I have even begun to experiment with wearing women's panties and I find that quite sexy. I stand 6 feet tall I weigh 196 pounds I have dark brown hair and baby blue eyes Average build. From a male's perspective I may be kind of skinny even considered Scrawny to some I don't think I look bad though To those who want money Or want me to join a website that it will not happen I will not give out money and I will not join a website to prove my submission Especially without knowing somebody first It takes time to get to know somebody And to truly trust one another it's not something that happens overnight so therefore the dominant should not expect money overnight I believe in Trial runs also I believe they could be very good And applying the potential Of a dominant and submissive relationship Skills I have plumbing school and cooking I can do wash clean and house work also Grounds Maintenance I have never been owned and have no experience and BDSM at all but looking and willing to learn I am also open to the possibility of learning other life skills I also have acting and it's my passion to be actor and even in adult filims. I also am an anal virgin but I had experience with men and women sexually I want to have castration done who will perform my castration please . Slave John
12/1/2016 7:14:42 AM
Any owner want to use me as a breeding slave then castrate me in ny I would love to hear from you slave John
10/30/2016 9:53:29 PM
I cannot believe all the fake dominance on this website. Why do women think that men should buy them things just to be their slave. Whatever happened to a woman getting a job is it not the dominant responsibility to take care of her slave where did the women get lost in this concept. Yes the slave should be attentive to her needs but that does not mean that she should drain him dry. The women on this website need to get a grip on reality and really look into what BDSM is then with the lifestyle is and truly means it is not a way to get rich quick and get pretty little things for yourself
10/24/2016 5:10:43 AM
Well to all the masters and mistress I did not get my collar tern out to be a scam. So I am still available. But this is the 3rd time I am about to give up on this life if bdsm
10/9/2016 7:07:31 PM
Last Sunday I went with one of my friends to New Jersey to the Rock Carnival it was absolutely amazing We got to see a lot of great bands from my childhood. Like Blue Oyster Cult. And the very last ever Show for Twisted Sister. It was truly an amazing experience something that I will cherish forever.
10/9/2016 7:06:35 PM
Well great things are finally happening for me. I found a really great person on here that I really really like I can honestly say with all honesty I think I finally might be getting my collar at long last.
9/13/2016 8:34:06 PM
Wow I went to work and pulled out a hat trick today I was Really smacked at work with a lot of work to do. 250 pounds of wash and fold and also had to work to keep the store clean because my cleaning lady went home sick. Somehow I manage to get it all done really pulled a rabbit out of a hat on this one Now I'm going home to rest but you needed sleep
9/11/2016 7:47:16 PM
Last night was rough trying to sleep I think my Seizures that are used to get in my sleep might be back. If it happens again I'll go to doctor and get clonazepam to control them thank God it'san as nneeded mediation. Life just keeps beating me down . when will it be my time to shine and stand out among the he crowed. When will it be my time to have a child my dream to be a daddy and slave . well other then this I am in a good mood today slave John
9/10/2016 6:58:30 PM
Had a grate time out with the hike I needed it I jump onto water from 15-20 foot lege
9/10/2016 8:17:35 AM
Going hiking today with some friends should be a grate deal of fun
9/6/2016 7:42:41 PM
I wish to give more people inside on my experiences with a female dominant And the reason why I am so appalled and so against Financial domination.A couple of years ago I meant female dominant by the name of Veronica Paisley. I was in line to be her Alpha her head slave. She requested of me that I make several Financial payments to her seeing as I had no property or anything at that time to offer The only thing I did have it that time was a suitable amount in the bank account I do not mind stating that at that time I did have a 23000 US dollars in the bank. After getting to know her and building the trust part of the relationship that's when the payments started she required that I give her access to my bank accounts. Stating that all her slaves both male and female get a payment every month for their service to her And the only way she does it is through electronic deposit being the submissive And a good slave I offered her My bank account numbers routing numbers exedra.I made small individual payments to her from might work at that time Totaling amount probably around 10 or $11,000 And every time it came time for Veronica to pick me up it was another excuse why she could not so the one day when I told her After being with her for over a year and not receiving a single payment and listening to all her excuses and stating that the BDSM Community would not allow her to pick me up I finally got fed up and told her Where to go. Only to wake up the next morning and find out that all $23,000 I had in the bank was going not only that but you overdrew my bank account by over $10,000 I was almost homeless because of it if not for a very good friend of mine who took me in when I had no place to go. I gave this woman is dominant my complete Trust And after she took everything from me she disappeared Without a Trace This is why I'm so against Financial domination or trusting anyone to the point Of making a payment or going to a website excetera excetera I hope this gives you a little more insight into what I went through. And this is why I have so much problem trying to find a home as I'm still suffering from that financial burden I have no credit cards I literally live paycheck-to-paycheck I literally rent just a room which is basically like a hole in the wall In a boardinghouse I'm extremely poor because of her I have no bank account and no credit I'm just Trying to find my home. Total dominance who read this thank you so much for taking the time to read it sincerely slave John
9/4/2016 8:00:52 PM
It is actually quite scary on how many female dominance Want a male slave to hand over money and possessions to them as well as buy them pretty things without even knowing them I would advise all those submissive men women Out there to be very very cautious of it What right does anyone have to demand something without knowing somebody there has to be trust 1st and a person should know that person before asking or requiring anything from them To all those female dominance Out there on this website especially Who are asking men to go to Amazon.com for money or to go to another website just to be considered for ownership your a big fake And you should take the time to really understand what a BDSM relationship really is about because it's not about sex it's not about finances it's not about the owner getting pretty things from their slave It's about a power exchange It's about one person hanging themselves completely over to another person and entrusting their very life to that person. It makes me so scared to think that so many people out there are like this today And it makes it so hard for somebody like me who is truly looking for a dominant soul To take ownership of me to find what I am seeking especially for those male Subs female celebs who are poor and in the same situation as me it makes it very hard for us to find a family
9/2/2016 8:21:20 PM
After being hear for only 3 days I find it vary Appalling how about the amount of Mistresses on here that want a slave to buy them pretty things. They want their slave Too literally Buy them everything. What has happened to the BDSM world Isn't it the owners job to take care of the slave? And not the slave to take care of the owner. a slave is to cook clean and part of the service includes sexual and taking pain to please his owner the dominant who think they hatva slave is just to buy them things are all fake.
9/1/2016 7:47:39 PM
Feeling alone and no one wants me. I try to please all and because of that people walk all over me I need my future owner to show me the right way to show me what Real Love Is I don't mind being beaten Abused and used sexuallyI just hate when people lie to you and hurt you in ways that are sometimes Unhealed wounds like playing with your mind and heart and then leaving you high and dry. I hope my owner comes soon