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| I would like to find a life as a 24/7 TPE slave. If my new mistress told me that I would have to wear a chastity device whenever I was not with her then all I would say is what type do I need to purchase. I say that I would wear a chastity device not because I would ever need it, because if I am owned I would never do anything with anyone else unless ordered to. I have been in relationships where the mistress was very hard, sadistic, merciless, and cruel. I really don't want another Mistress that is a sadist like my ex mistress was with, but if I meet another like her and we click then I will just have to take what she want to give me if extreme pain and punishment for me is what pleases her, my pleasure is to please her so I will take what she gives, to pleases her. I am not a pain slut but I have been made to take humiliation, torture, beatings, and many other things just to please my owner. If my owner feels I need to kneel and drink their piss then that is what I must do. I don’t look for or need pain in my relationship, but in my training it was explained to me that the pain I was given was a tool in training in many ways. I have said what was my past and what I don't want, now for what I would want. I do want a strict but also a loving mistress. I want someone that I will move close to when she move to touch me not jump in fear. As a slave I do know I will need training and discipline to please my new mistress to what are her needs, to a level in reason and not mixed with my mistresses sadist side. Don't confuse me if I need discipline tell me so and give it to me, but don't use my need for discipline as away to fulfill her sadist needs. I also do want humiliation, want a mistress that will take me to levels of complete control and more.
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