SisterChristian

Every time I get on here it gets harder and harder to find some one.

feeling rather lonely, hating my life and wishing for more than is possible.

I may have walked away from the drug life but it remains a clear and present danger. I don't know if you've ever experienced the power that drugs can have on a persons life. If you have then you know what I am talking about. It's like being two seperate people, one a completely sane rational confident person and the other a slave to the irrational conflict of getting high, chasing the drug, and trying to maintain, a normal appearance. For most it can be rather overwhelming, for others, known as Functional Addicts, it's a seesaw of trying to keep the balance between good and evil. I thank God and my own innerstrength everyday for the ability to overcome my addiction and the strength to continue my journey of self revelation

I'm waiting to hear you say my name, I'm waiting to hear you, to feel your pain, I'm waiting for you to make me sane,

 

With your touch your whispers soft, you give me what I ask for not, you deliver me to a world our own, you give me release from the pain I've known,

I'm waiting for you to give me more, I'm waiting for you to make me yours,

 

I'm waiting for you to call me attention slut, with your touch and whispers, you give me what I need, you deliver me and make me free,

9/1 is my birthday. I didn't want to get out of bed today.

I am Switch, this means I am capable of subbing and Domme'ing my preference depends on my mood.  In life I am naturally Dominant, so in intamacy I am more submissive.  I do have those times when what I... Say Goes.

Your profile says you are a Dom. not a sub so witch is it?  I would love to have a subbie but it is a journey, much like a relationship.

I am tired of getting messages from wanna be's I need a serious sub. Bdsm is not about sex for me its about control and living a lifestyle of what you can and are willing to do.