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	So, the latest... i've grown lots and lots... My heart has become much more open and less guarded. i seek a long term relationship. i'm not sure what that looks like, but know that i need to feel supported, and cared about. i need to receive encouragement when things might not be quite right, to be shown empathy when something is wrong. Really it's about mutual feelings of respect and understanding. It's not that i am needy emotionally, but just wish for the basic human interactions, the more intense, and deeper level of caring that come with emotional intimacy. The wish for long term is relatively new to me and i will need to learn as i go. ~~~~~~~~~~~ Back in ... hmm... 2002ish... i gained some insight, i became aware, i comprehended, i had quite an epiphany, about my true nature. These are all different ways of saying that my submissive self was awakened. i think i'd been sleeping before that. Ever since then, i've been exploring, and what a life changing journey this has been! i have been privileged to meet and learn from some wonderful Masters and Dominants, both real life and online. With each lesson, and as each day passes i feel more and more comfortable in my submissive skin. Sometimes i am overwhelmed by my ache for more, more, MORE! The more i learn, the more submissive i become, and the edgier i get. i'm very open to new things, experiences, adventures, and situations. i feel much more at peace inside... knowing... learning... and just being. i am a fun person and have great humour! Sometimes i am silly. Always, i am a true friend. i am here to see what happens next! Life can be rather unpredictable sometimes! Thanks for reading, have a wonderful day! Popcorn anyone??

4/9/2008 7:10:19 PM

Today i am moving my journal over from "cdngirly"
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12/22/2007 6:40:25 PM: i've come to realize that i want more depth in my life. i enjoy playing very much and that will not ever change. mmm What is lacking is the level of intensity that can occur when two people mesh, when two people achieve a deep level of emotional intimacy. hmmmm... _______________________________
11/13/2007 6:51:40 PM:

i recently experienced a relationship with a Dominant Man. When we were together it was always D/s. We did not live together, nor did He organize my life, so i cannot call this 24/7.

This relationship has now ended. What i have learned is this... that i am meant to be with dominant men, that i can never ever go back to "vanilla"... ever. i found my niche. i learned so much more about myself.