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Life is a complicated creature. My goal each day is to try to make sense of just a little bit of mine.
I've been in and out of the "lifestyle" for nearly 20 years and still consider myself a baby to it in so many aspects. Every time I think I know something... I am quickly reminded by the world that I do not.
Some important things about me :) I hate conflict, drama, all that jazz. I feel that we (I) have enough of this internally to more than suffice. I am not going to meet you and have sex with you or play with you. I am not going to fall over your feet and call you Sir because you say so.
I love rope and canes and edgy things but am here for the power exchange (here being this world of bdsm/Ds/etc)...that is truly what I am drawn to. The real, the raw, the deep. I am emotional and needy and am not ashamed of either. I am feminine. I am strong. I am passionate and intelligent, soulful and a bit lost, trying to find my way.
I have learned over the years that you can kill yourself trying to make others around you happy, that you can strive for perfection in their eyes, but what truly matters is your authenticity to self, your own truth. That in part defines who i am. i am a girl on a journey to find the outer and inner limits of myself, to feel and see what lies within me.
Growth. That is what life is about after all, isn't it?
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