~A Masochistic Sinister Submissive~
My name is Melissa, and I am 29 years old, I am 5'3" and I live in Mississippi.
To begin I will start off by saying I am NOT interested in Men to submit to. Now that that is out of the way I can get to more interesting topics...me. First I will disclaim a few basics about who and what I am, along with who and what I do NOT want.
I am a masochistic submissive. (For those that need further explanation..I love pain) I am a very strong individual, strong mind and wit. I may come across in a dominant aggressive manner but that is only to those who feel the need to demand anything from me the moment they speak to me. That does not cut it with me. I love being submissive, it is something I truly believe one is born into. I do not believe one can pick up a book or go into a chat and discover "hey, I wanna be like that". I am very direct and I will not sugar coat anything. And if one chooses to speak to me in such mannerism then one will suffer the consequence. Does that make me dominant? One would think..but no...it makes me strong..sassy..whatever it is you wish to call it.
I have going on almost 10 years experience with the BDSM Lifestyle and am very intuitive in being able to weed out the non-experienced "curious" lifestylers. If that is what you are seeking then please, pass me on by. I have experienced both having a Master and a Mistress, but I prefer a Woman.
A few words of what the BDSM Lifestyle persists of to me..
~LOVE...you don't have to be mean just because you are Dominant..love me..cherish me as I will cherish you.
~RESPECT..it goes both ways. You cannot have a lasting relationship in any lifestyle without it. Respect my wishes, thoughts, opinions and allow me to submit the way you need me to.
~TRUST..That is one of the most valuable aspect of this lifestyle. Be trustworthy..as I lay there bound to you unable to speak as the whip seers across my flesh.
There is just so much involved..just the intensity alone is mindblowing. The connection one feels between Mistress and submissive, the love..exploring the mind and body beyond comprehension. The levels of ecstacy one can reach with a look..a glare..or the sight of one kneeling before thee waiting and so desperately wanting to serve..serve that One. To feel Her serrated whip sting my soft flesh..only to take me to another level that only She can. The cries that escape my lips with each lash across my burning flesh..the way Her fingertips brush across my lips in satisfaction..that..is so beautiful to me.
Again..these are just my thoughts, my views and opinions. I thank you for reading if you have come this far. If you would like to chat or have any questions feel free to ask, I'll answer anything asked...politely.
"I am not my physical body, but that which uses it.
I am not my emotions, but that which controls them.
I am not my mental images, but that which creates them."
"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain."- Kahlil Gibran
~And She whispered to me in the darkness as we lay together,"Tell me where to touch you to give you ultimate pleasure,tell me where to touch you so that we will truly own each other." And i kissed Her softly and whispered back, "Touch my mind."~ - Me
