--- NOT CURRENTLY SEEKING ANYTHING MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP.----
Let me start by saying thank you for taking the time to read my profile. My name is nikki. I am 27 years old currently. I have been playing with the bdsm lifestyle since before I turned 18. I am very eclectic when it comes to things. I love music, walking, and a whole lot of other things. I am currently not sure what it is that I seek.
I know that this kind of relationship is built a lot upon trust. It is built more so on trust than any vanilla relationship that one could enter into because of the give and the take that comes from both parties. Submission isnt the surrendering of ones will to a dominant it is the willingness to submit whole heartily to the right dominant who can guide them down the right path.
I am very lame when it comes to hobbies at times. I love doing arts and crafts. I enjoy reading on occasion. I love to play music. I find conversations tantalizing. I enjoy the battle of wits and the brains of a person vs. their brawn. If you want to get to me challenge me intellectually and see where the game might lead. I write when I am bored and thoughts start to play through my head. I love playing volleyball and also find it enjoyable at times to just sit and play video games.
There are many parts of me, most make me very complex. I am a student. I can be insecure. I have issues just like everyone else does. I bleed red and love watching blood drip drip drip. But thats just my darker side. I struggle to find the right words to express myself. I am still a child at heart. If you cant stand a person who can be a little bit immature and who is very intellectually manipulative when it suits her then you might want to look elsewhere. I am me, strong willed, very mold-able, and on occasion stubborn. I enjoy the struggle against the power control. Oh and I am most definitely a brat.
If you would like to know more about me just ask. I am willing to entertain many thought and ideas but if all you can say is lets fuck please search for a bimbo who is more than willing to have their brains fucked out for no reason. Otherwise feel free to drop me a line. If you expect total submission withouta chance to trust please search on. I am not in this for sex. I am not searching for a quick fuck. I am searching for something that is meaningful.
- Every day there is something to learn. Everyday you will find an obstacle that stands in your way that you must over come. But once you make it over that hurdle you will find yourself stronger. At first you might feel weaker but as the next hurdle comes at you, you will be prepared.
