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Male Submissive, 58, Las Vegas, Nevada
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Male Dominant, 40, la jolla, California
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Male Submissive, 43
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About SincereSub08
To the Love of My Life
It’s hard for me to tell you this in person, so I’d better write it instead. It’s hard for me tell you in person, because we’ve never met, and sadly, I’m starting to think we never will.
When I was young, I was convinced I would never find someone I would love. I was brilliant, great at sports, very knowledgeable about a lot of things. All the guys around me seemed so immature and so stupid. No one could hold a candle to me, we all knew it, and there was no interest either way.
I’m sorry if I sound like a braggart. Honestly, I’m not. I never boast or toot my own horn in real life. But I figured that if you are the love of my life, then we should be able to be open and honest with each other, and this is who I am.
When I got older, I found myself in environments with high barriers to entry, and to my surprise, I realized that there are brilliant, mature and kind men. Even more to my surprise, some of them actually seemed to be attracted to me, in spite of knowing how bright I was. A few went as far as telling me that they found me fascinating, or that they were proud of me, or proud that I had chosen them.
But now, years later, I’m starting to think that I was right when I was young. I’ll never find someone I’ll love. By now, there have been many men in my life. Several of them have told me that I’m the love of their life. As for me, I’ve never met a man I wanted to stay with after we had been together a couple of months. Usually it took me longer than that to end things, sometimes much longer, because breaking up is hard to do, but I always did end it. If I was happier alone than with a certain man, then, well, I was happier alone. I am pretty happy being alone, and I’m in no rush whatsoever to find you. What’s a few more years? Of course my biological clock is ticking, but I’m pretty sure I don’t want children anyway, so it doesn’t matter.
All I really want is for someone to hold me. Sex is good, but I can help myself, and there are toys available. Stimulating conversation is essential to me, but I have many good friends that I can talk about almost anything with, so this is not what I really miss in a partner either. All I really want is for someone to hold me. Or, to be totally honest, it would be nice if he would tie me up once in a while as well. Or spank me. Or whip me. Or…
I don’t think we’ll ever meet. And that’s ok. I reckon I’ve been single for about the first half of my life now, so I can certainly be single the second half of my life as well. In many ways, I feel life is getting better and better as I get older and more experienced. I’m generally happy, and I feel that I can do and get almost anything I want. But I just can’t help but think that it would be nice if you were out there somewhere. |
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