Sometimes i feel so lonely.  A part of me wants to find a Dom, someone to look out for me, and someone for whom i can learn to please completely.  But other times i don't.  i can't stand the thought of getting close to someone who will let me down.  The question isn't whether he will, it's just a question of when and by what degree. That is not the right attitude to have if you're seeking a Dom.  i know it too.  i just don't know how to not feel it.

Thank you for the positive feed back on my new photos.  It's nice when people take the time to say something nice.....makes me smile!

JSYK.........i don't feel a great need to get fucked tomorrow.  If that was my goal i sure and hell wouldn't be on a site like this, i'd be at the Madison on Thursday night taking my pick.  When i get the feeling that you're trying to get me to say things so that you can tug your dick while you read my words it's gross to me, and inspires me to look elsewhere.

When you seem to be truly inspired by what i write, interested in who i am, well then i feel like i fall into you more and get more and more interested.  i might be young, but i've lived a LOT of years in almost 22, so don't try to trick me, manipulate me, lie to me or other wise deceive me.  i can spot it a mile away and i don't come back from that.  i will never trust someone i catch in a lie, period.

It's not complicated to me this is eharmony, but we both know we're kinky.  i know i'm submissive and have needs wrapped up in that, you know you're Dom and have needs in that, when we see we're on the same page we DATE.  Just like they do on eharmony.  We don't "try play to see".  Seriously?  You're 43 and think i am so stupid that i'd "try play" with you on the first or second meet?  You don't deserve a girl like me.