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I am a very content and proud 24/7 rt collared female slave to my very loving Master(whom i have known most of my life). We have been together 13 yrs now. I love serving my Master, bondage, sensual pain, but most of all, giving my Master pleasure and seeing him smile.
This is an unending path of learning we are on in this D/s life. I am a slave who LIVES a M/s way of life, and have submitted my whole body, mind, heart, and soul to my Master. I would not know any other way of life now than to be his slave. I live and breathe this. That is not to say I am not a whole woman, with my own mind, my own interests, my own opinions(albeit, in the end, it is Master who is in charge and who makes the decisions). But this is me, a submissive. This is who I am and have been since the day I was born. Many people play at this way of life, not truly understanding the depth and beauty of it, and not knowing that for most of us, it is how we live, not just how we play.
(Hopping up onto soap box here)...Just have to get something off my chest. I love to read profiles here, and I want to point out something to all the people who are, or think they are submissive. So many of them have profiles that only say...."I want a Master who will do THIS for me, and THAT for me. I want a Dom who will tie me up and make ME feel good." Thats fine. What YOU want out of this lifestyle is very important, and you must always express this to your Master(or prospective Master). But you have forgotten or do not understand what it means to truly 'submit' to someone, and all that entails. If you really are a submissive and want to devote yourself to a Master, you not only need to think about what pleasure YOU are going to get out of it, but you must start thinking about what YOU will do for your future Master. That's what being submissive is about....devoting your whole being towards giving that special someone all the pleasure you can, meeting their needs, serving THEM. And the more you do that......please THEM.....the more they will desire to please YOU. And you don't do all those things just for your own gain. You do it because you love them deeply, you want to see that look of contentment and happiness on their face, and you want to serve them with love and honor, and you want to know that their soul has been touched by your love. And secondly, if you are looking for a permanent real D/s relationship, dont limit your search to what you see as your ideal mate as far as the physical body goes. Yes we all have our desires(for men they want small slim women with perfect boobs, and the women want tall, muscular, broad shouldered Harlequin romance type men). I can't tell you how many times i have seen someone limit themselves that way, and spend years with no mate, but as soon as they open their hearts and look at people for WHO they are and not what they look like they find their special 'one'.
lisa )**)
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To anyone who sends me a Friend Invite....if I've never talked/emailed with you, I will reject it.
But if anybody wants to send me an email to say hi or ask a question or tell me something about yourself....then knock yourself out! :)
I just don't want to be added to someone's friend roster just for the sake of being one more chick on their list. :D
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Do I believe my submission to my Master is a gift? No.
The first time I heard that phrase a long time ago, it just didn't ring true(for me). And still to this day, it isn't what I believe.
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I've served my Master for 10 years now. And to clarify since there are so many differing views on serving, i also mean that we've lived together that long too...and know each other for ALOT longer.
Now, by NO means am i a perfect slave, nor do i know even anything close to everything about slavery. I learn new things about it and about myself all the time.
But i know this. I would never call anyone my "master" if i had never even met them in person.
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To all you folks making up fake profiles and using Wyoming as your fake home, try using a town other than Deaver. On collarme, there are more profiles from Deaver right now than there are actual people living in Deaver.
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Wow..didn't know I was so powerful. This morning I posted, asking for a new Wyoming profile...and sure enough...there's a new one up already!
Damn, I'm good.
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We've always gotten fake profiles for "Wyoming", but it seems like we're getting more and more all the time.
Would a real Wyoming person please sign up? I'm getting tired of seeing that fake chick's photo every day. lol
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Just wanted to say to all the new Wyoming folks signing up here...welcome to Collarme. :-) Plus...i realized alot of my posts lately have been bitchy...so wanted to post a nice one..lol
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ah yes...yet another profile from a "slave" that is all "i want, i want, i want....", and not one little mention of what they will offer to their Dom/Master/Owner.
oy
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I love it when people rant and rave over other folks bad spelling and grammar...and right in the middle of their own rant are spelling errors. And......she bashes people who are poly, and right on her own profile is a photo of her master's other sub.
*rolls eyes.
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Its 10 below(not counting the wind and wind chill factor).
Anybody from Florida wanna trade homes for the winter?? No? ah come on.....i'm freezin my ass off here....
:-(
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Lovely Wyoming winds again today. We had gusts around 70 mph off and on all day. Yup..hurricane force winds in the middle of the country..and its par for this state.
oy.
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Wow. Just read a journal entry of someone I kinda know. And here I thought they were open minded. Obviously, they are not.
Ya know, its okay not to "get" something. But just because you don't "get" it, doesn't mean it's wrong.
Their comments are about the poly way of life, and frankly I'm surprised at how uneducated, closed minded, and insecure they are.
Although we do not have a third with us at the moment, we still are
poly. And my Master still loves me, understands me, and cherishes me.
Our desire to enjoy another womans company in no way diminishes who and
what I am to my Master. I am very secure in my place, and feel very
loved.
I'd say more and try to teach this person, but there's that saying..."If you understand, no explanation is necessary. If you don't, no explanation will suffice." How true.....
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Have you ever heard about Wyoming being windy? A lot of places claim to be windy, but...they aren't even close to WY..lol Today, which is NOT an unusual day here, we had 60 to 90 mph wind gusts...with steady winds at 40 to 50.
Add to that, its only about 34 degrees out. Now you know why not a lot of people live in Wyoming..lolol
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Master just left on a business trip. He'll be gone for 2 days. :`(
So, its just me and my 2 kitties. *sigh
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There's a difference between having red hair, and being a redhead. To be a real redhead, you have to be born that way. If you have to get it out of a bottle...nope..not a redhead.
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I just read a doms profile...in it he stated: "submissives petition the Dominant...". To any newbie out there, please understand that this is his opinion only....and how it works for him(which is cool). BUT....it is not a rule we all go by. Some Doms prefer to do the "petitioning"...some just go with the flow and see how things go.
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Did ya all know that we don't have fall in Wyoming? We go right from summer to winter.
75 degrees one day, fricking snow the next.
Anyone from the Bahamas want to adopt us?
:D
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To those who have good health....enjoy every single moment of it. And realize just how damned lucky you are.
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To folks new to this way of life...
FYI...unless you are owned and its a rule to do so, don't do the slashy thing!! Example.....W/we.....O/our......Y/you.
Its really annoying, unnecessary, mostly a newbie thing, and just makes sentences hard to read.
So quit it already!! lol
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If you send me a friend request, and you've never even spoken to me(emails etc), i'll reject it.
If you want to be 'friends' with me here, send me an email and we can talk that way.
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Been a slave to my Master now for 9 years now. And every day i am thankful that i have Him in my life..:-)
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Be forewarned. If you email me in text speak, (like "r u rly a slv?"), i will fuck with you.
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We woke up to a rare rainy and dreary day here in Wyoming, so Master and i decided to go to the movies. Seemed like a good idea to be inside having fun sheltered from the overcast skies.
So, we're sitting there watching the new Indiana Jones movie, probably only half an hour from the end, and we are 2 of only 4 people in the whole theatre..lol Suddenly one of the teenage theatre employees comes in and says there is a tornado warning going on and asked us to come out to the hallway, then left. The movie screen went black, and Master and i sat there for a moment listening to the wind howling, and the rain hitting the metal roof. We had a laugh about how it might be the "end" for us, sitting in a dark movie theater all by ourselves...lol
We finally left and got rainchecks for another day to see a movie there.
So, kind of a bizarre afternoon.
*sad side note...reports say there may have been a few people hurt or killed by tornadoes down in Colorado.
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This comment is in reference to my entry dated 4-15-08.
I dont know for sure, but as for the persons/profiles i was referring to,
one no longer exists, and the other no longer refers to the sub.
Things went kaboom i imagine...
Cant say i'm surprised in the least..
sad.....
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I'll never forget a profile that i read one day. The man went on and on about all the things that he wanted done to him. He wanted his mistress to make him wear diapers. He wanted to be kept in a cage. He wanted to be humiliated while she had sex with another man. He wanted to have to wear a chastity device. etc etc etc. He ended with the phrase "in other words, i'm a slave". Wow. Just....... wow. The entire focus of his profile was on what kinky things he wanted! Not one word on serving his Owner. Not one.
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Oh yeah...lovely Wyoming winds at it again. They had to shut down 1-80 west of town today....because of wind. Yup...frickin wind.
We had 67 mph winds in town today.
*sigh
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Ya know, its hard when you see someone lied to and cast aside....and replaced. And its so odd when you see the replacement going thru the same process...of falling for the same person, uprooting their life and moving, listening to them say that they know better and things are different for them. But...knowing those things have been said before..by others...they knew and believed too.
I hope it works...but..honestly i have my doubts....and its hard to have to sit by and watch.
Then again its noneofmybeeswax...lol Said my thing once, and gonna leave it at that.
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Hey connie...if you are able, give me a jingle. Just want to know you are okay.
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Master and i had a great Christmas! The only bad thing was....we had 4 beautiful animated deer in our front yard and some asshole stole them!!!!!! :-(
I swear if i had caught them in the act, i would have kicked the shit out of them.
(excuse my language, i'm a Wyoming girl).
aggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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An email i received here from a nice lady reminded me that i needed to post some info about our munch here in Cheyenne.
Master and i no longer host the munch. We did so for about 5 years, and although it was a great time, and we met alot of great people, we just couldnt maintain it. So, we closed shop...actually over a year ago.
We know there has been some activity with a group up in Casper...although not sure if it is still going on.
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Master and i went to Vegas a few weeks back. He has family there, and we are hoping to move there soon, so planned on checking out properties.
Day 1. was great.
Day 2. I screwed up my back and spent the rest of the week in bed or on the couch in severe pain. Master also lost his wallet.
Day 3. Master spent the day looking for his wallet, plus we both had a stomach bug and were sick all night.
Day 4. Master called in his credit and debit cards as lost. Master found said wallet a few hours later, but by that time all cards were already cancelled. Spent rest of vacation with no money and had to borrow cash from ex-wife.
Day 5. Master's daughter breaks up with boyfriend of 6 yrs.
Day 7. Master and his daughter pushed my ass through the Vegas airport in a wheelchair since i couldnt walk. Once at Denver airport, Master left slave(me) in wheelchair at passenger pickup sidewalk while he took shuttle out to get our car. 15 minutes later Master came back to get keys for said car from slave's purse. Master again took shuttlebus to get car having to use company credit card to pay parking fees since our debit card was no longer working.
And a lovely time was had by all!!!
:-)
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Dont you just love this age of "insta-Masters"?
I havent been in this way of life that long...only 8 yrs now. But even when i started out, a sub would have a "Dom" as she got to know him and they began their relationship. And once they became serious and decided to commit to each other, he might become her "Master".
Now...they know each other a week, and online only no less, and he's her "master". (cough)
sorry..in a bitchy mood..lol |
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Thank you dee for reminding me to add to my journal..;-)
Master and i are enjoying summer here in Wyoming. Short as it is anyway. I think we get about 11.5 days of nice weather. Then it turns to crap..lol We planted flowers in our flowerbed out front, but are really unhappy with it. See, we are both artistically challenged folks. Sad, i know. We couldnt make a nice flower display if they paid us. Anyone want to volunteer to be our landscaper? *big cheesy grin
To all the young people out there(you know you're getting old when you start talking to "youngsters"), enjoy your health and vitality. When you get older, and start to lose it, it SUCKS!! The last few years, i've finally found happiness, and want to go out and enjoy life, but when i feel like 40 miles of fermented frog fuck, its hard to do!!! Don't waste your time on small stuff!! Get out and have fun!! |
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Well, i got the price tweaked down to $419, so Master decided that we would each get a new computer!! Yippee!! His was about 8 yrs old anyway, so i'm happy he is getting a new one too. We should be getting them by the end of this week!! I love getting new toys! Setting them up, tweaking all the programs the way we want....oh i'm gonna be in techy heaven..haha
I think we're going to put new flooring in the office before we set the computers up. We have a new desk too so...might as well start from the bottom up and do it right!
Its winter in Wyoming but it was about 60 degrees out today. Beautiful but weird..lol
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Master told me that since he is getting a nice tax refund, that i can get a new computer!! Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
I've been on Dell.com for about a week straight now, customizing my new toy. I cant decide if i should go for the $439 one, or the $7400 one(hehehe). I just wish there was a Dell store close by. I hate having to pay 100 bleeping bucks for shipping.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! |
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Hello peoples in Wyoming, particularly in the Cheyenne area!! Ya know, we do have a munch here in town...been going strong for 4+ yrs now.
Hellooooooooooooo. Anybody home????
:-p
p.s...if you google "Cheyenne" and "Munch", there we are! and if you are interested in coming to the munch, please write directly to my Master ...his name here is "silksmaster". Thanks!
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Well things are good here. A few days before July 4th, a water hose broke in our finished basement(our dungeon), and we woke up to our very own personal swamp. How lovely! We had to call the insurance company, which means an adjuster had to come over and inspect our dungeon...i mean 'basement'. Which means we had to cover all our 'fun' furniture and hide the toys...haha
Anyway, we finally got the check from the insur company..so we are in the process of repairing things down there. Of course as this all happened(the flood) we had been doing some home improvements, like new doors and windows, etc...and of course like a couple of dumb asses, we had started about 10 projects all at the same time. *rolls eyes (we arent the brightest bulbs sometimes). So needless to say our house is a disaster area. I've even considered applying for federal funding!! Summer is coming to a close around here too, so we "should' be in a mad rush to get things done.
Well off to vacuuming. Fun city!
ttfn,
lisa |
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Okay the last entry was not about me!!Please read carefully...it was about other profiles on here and sites like this. lol
I am still with my Master of 6 yrs. He aint getting rid of me that easy..hehe I told him even when he dies, i'm going with him..lol
I was just commenting on others who have no clue about committing yourself to a master. Listen...i knew my Master for about 35 yrs or so when we got together in a D/s relationship!!!! We were together as Dom and sub a year before i became his slave and he my Master!! And then it was another 3 or 4 yrs before he collared me!! To commit your entire being, your whole mind, body, heart, and soul to another human being, you must trust them down to the very depths of your soul that it is the right thing for you. IF you say they are your 'master', then you are putting your very life in their hands!! How the hell can you seriously think you are doing that if you've never even met the person, and maybe known them online for a week??
If you think that guy you've never met is truly your master, then you need a serious reality check.
*bonking head on monitor repeatedly...... |
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You know what i find so sad? Profiles on here that read like this:
June 1. "I am looking for my 'One'...my Master. "
June 2. "I have been contacted by alot of Doms, but i am interested in one. Hope things work out!"
June 3. "I am now owned and collared! I found my Master!! I am so excited!"
June 10. "Its been a week since i heard from my Master. I dont know what happened or what i did wrong!" :-(
June 14. Well, i guess i am no longer owned. I am devasted, and my life is ruined. I will never trust again. I am a broken sub."
Oh please ladies. You are smarter than that! Good god...you call this person your "Master"....someone you have never met, dont really know at all, and could be a 12 yr old for all you know!!
You guys have no clue what a M/s relationship is.
I know..i'll get ripped for this..i dont care.
lol
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I get a kick out of people who think they are badasses when they get pissed.
I just read a profile of some sub who said any Dom who she belonged to wouldn't be sorry, but if anyone ever messed with her, they would be sorry.
So..what....if someone messed with you and pissed you off, whatcha gonna do? Beat them up?? Oh please......
Why should anyone be afraid of you and your temper? Get a grip.
Sorry...guess i am in a bitchy mood..hahaha
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Just a tip for you folks trying to make new friends, and to find people in your area....try doing a search for people in your state!!!! You gotta get out and make some effort to find others!! They won't just magically come to you!!
My Master and i host the only group in our entire state. We see quite a few people in our area with profiles...they say they want to meet people interested in this way of life. Well, here we are! Do a search! Find us!! We used to be the ones write to these people, telling them we are here, we are looking for friends too, and that we host the local munch, and about 98% who claim to be looking for friends don't even bother to answer the emails. So, if you want to make friends or find a group, get off your butt and do some searching!
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Anyone want to come to Wyoming? Make sure you have rocks in your pockets....we have winds today of about 50 mph with gusts about to about 80..lol
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I find it so sad that so many subs still dont get it. I read profile after profile...especially the younger girls...their words in their profiles are all about them. "I want, I want, I want"...thats all they think about.
Being a slave is about serving! Its about making your Master's life easier, about doing things that please them, about obeying them....about giving them pleasure and making them smile...about loving them. But most so called slaves on these types of sites only think of what they will get out of it.
*shaking head with frustration
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Hey, my profile is back!! Silly me, i included the website URL for our munch group in it(a no-no). It's actually been in there for about a year, but i changed one word in my profile, and THEN they noticed it, and denied it..lol Oh well...lol
Things are good in my world. Master and i are still hosting the only group in our entire state. We have over 50 members now, and it's a great group of people.
I have been a realtime 24/7 ( meaning we actually live together in the same home all the time..lol) slave for 6 years now. I have learned so much, and i am in no way even close to an expert, but if anyone ever wants to talk about this way of life, feel free to write me. I love sharing my story and my experiences and doing what i can to help others.
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In case anyone is wondering, my written out section of my profile has disppeared temporarily(i hope). In the meantime, i an owned and looking for friends. And want to get the word out about the Cheyenne Munch. |
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I have a rather unique relationship with my Master. Although we have been together only 5 years as Master & slave, i have known my Master since i was 5 years old.
Knowing him so long has allowed me to skip past the 'getting to know and trust' stage with him. Neither was ever an issue with me.
I have also had a very strong bond with him...something that i am not really able to describe. I believe our relationship was meant to be. |
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Gosh it's been a long time since i posted in my journal.
Our local munch group(the only one in Wyoming that we know of) is still growing. We currently have about 50 members(half the population of the state..hehe) We had our munch here last Saturday. We host it in our home and it's a wonderful feeling to be able to be 'out there' with who you are. And it's always fun to dress up. Must be the little girl in me..lol
Anyway, if anyone in our area is interested in coming to our munch(in Cheyenne, WY), give me a jingle.  |
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Just a comment...
My Master's sn, on virtually every site he is a member of, is 'silksMaster'. When we first got together 5 yrs ago(as M/s anyway), he had me pick a D/s name. I chose 'silksoul4u'. To me it means that my soul is like silk...very strong, yet very soft. The '4u' part was for him, my Master. He then chose His name...silks Master...as a way to honor me and my choice to devote myself to be his 24/7 slave for life.
You rarely see this...these kind of honorable masters.  |
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Nov 27, 2003 Its about bed time...Thanksgiving is over. It was a wonderful day. Master's son, who spent 4 yrs in the Navy and was in 2 wars before he was 22 yrs old, spent the day with us.
I am so grateful for my Master. He is the love of my life and has taught SO much about myself and about life. I am thankful he is in my life as my best friend, my lover, my Master.  |
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Ahh..Saturday morning...Master let me sleep in a bit. We are heading to Denver today for some appointments. But as always, it is a day to serve my Master. Its in my blood, in every breath i take, to do so. And it fills me with joy to see him smile. |
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