shizumi

When you look around you and you've forgotten what reality means, slipped into a coma of dreams...everything gets twisted. So am i crazy, or the only sane one. I have no self worth, only the worth given to me by someone else. I want to be desired so that i can fulfill that desire and have reason. To be worth something or needed.
I am the submisive, dominance is in no part part of my nature.
I need a master/dom that knows what he wants, will take it, who is mindfull, and needs his sub/slave. I think some people can understand that you can be cruel yet apreciative. I need a dom who cherrishes me as his sub so that i can fullfill every fantasy and wish he has.
I am the worthless one but at the same time i cant give myself away like trash. A relationship between a master and his slave is that kinda like love. In that theres only one right slaves for a master and only the right master for their slave. A soulship.