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	*Currently owned* I May be allowed to play at times, but ONLY with her permission. I can still talk and make friends. Have you ever felt the longing for something, so deep inside, it tends to gnaw at you, grow inside. Something that society tends to try to push you away from, but deep down you know, it is right for you, its what you want, what you need. That longing for me is my longing to submit. To build up the trust with someone, for no play does not happen without trust. Relationships do not build without trust. Only as trust builds, can one submit themselves, and a little more as trust builds, and a little more, until they give of themselves, everything they are able to give. I am a submissive. I enjoy being the object of ones satisfaction once a relationship has made it to that point. I yearn for someone to answer to...to look to...someone one to hold me accountable for following their rules. I know the difference in a pleasurable beating and an omg you screwed up butt blistering. I yearn for both of them in a relationship. I enjoy the helplessness that comes from being bound, blindfolded, and gagged, and left to the mercy of one that I have built that trust with. If you are looking for just sex, early in a relationship: move along. I'm not your girl. If you are more than 10 years older than me: move along, I'm not your girl. If you want a girl that will never be a brat, that will never hesitate: move along, I'm not your girl. If you want someone that can be persuaded to things she is hesitant about...take a closer look. If would be happy some one that can be a brat one day, lay in your arms content the next day...someone that is there own person, yet is willing to give their selves to you, stay, have a closer look. I'm here, I'm looking, I'm real. Are you? Another note...Yes I am overweight. Yes I am working on that, it won't happen over night. I'm not opposed to help in that area but if you message me please don't berate me about it, or say I'm less than a woman because I'm not a size 4.

12/14/2011 11:34:25 AM

WOOT for anyone who cares I have over the last month gone from 189 to 178! Still a long way to go for my goal, however, all good things come in time. For those of you that care...Yes I am and was overweight but with every day I'm one step closer to thin and healthy.

11/5/2011 7:41:46 PM

WOOT lost 3 pounds since giving up sodas thus far. Slow life changes to take the weight off in a healthy way and keep it off.