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I am looking around right now, very curious to see what this is all about and how I fit into it. I am a little overwhelmed at all I am learning about myself and am here for exploration and learning more than anything else.

I do not plan to rush so please do not expect me to decide to be your sub after one message or even after ten. When I make a decision I will stick with it, so it had better be one I can live with.

Please, I need friends more than pressure, so if you are interested to message me, please be willing to be my friend and talk to me before you expect me to offer myself.

I am a nice girl but shy and confused so please be kind and patient. Thank you!
6/15/2009 1:18:40 PM
Why is it so hard to find someone who wants the same things I do?

Right now I just really want to be loved. To be held and kissed and told that everything will be all right. I want to curl up with someone I love and know that he loves me back and that I'm safe because I'm with him.

And I know that later I will wish for someone to talk to, to have an interesting stimulating conversation with someone who would enjoy it.

And I'll be craving someone to hold me down and fuck me and tell me that he owns my body, that I belong to him and him alone, forever. To be forced to beg for what we both know I need like air.

Instead I'll lie here curled up with my pillow and wish yet again that I could find someone who really understands me and can love me anyway.
5/31/2009 4:25:53 PM
Hi, I realized that my profile doesn't explain a lot, which is probably why I am receiving so many messages from people seeking totally different things.

It's true that I am very unsure about what I want and what I am capable of in terms of D/s. Much of my paradigm will no doubt be shaped by my dominant's views and preferences. But I guess there are some things that I can know about myself without needing a Dom to bring them out in me.

I don't really know how submissive I am capable of being. While I know I want  to be dominated sexually, I don't think that I could maintain a submissive personality 24/7/365. I am more likely to fit with you if you want a friend, someone you can talk to, as well as someone you can dominate who will submit to you.

I am not here looking for NSA fun. I do want to be in an actual relationship with one dominant man.

Thanks, everyone, and good luck finding the one(s) you seek!
blacksub4whtdom
 
 Age: 22
  Georgia