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About shezlostagain
i am not looking for anything except friendship. if Oone wishes to speak to me Tthey must do so with respect. i am not into cyber crap of any kind so don't try and go there with me.
Ffriends welcomed.
thank you
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my appologies for not keeping up with my entries. i tend to stay a bit busy these days, but that is a good thing.
i ran into a very old and dear friend of mine whom is not in this lifestyle but has held a special place in my heart for over 16 years.
Once again we have been thrown together and have been spending alot of time together. Dinner, dancing, things of that nature, just enjoying eachothers company.
He lost his lady friend two years ago, that he dedicated his life to and is a prostrate cancer survior. i lend my ear as a true friend should and i never judge him or what he says, and in the same turn, he gives me the same.
So yes, a man and a woman can share a platonic relationship and just be merely friends, enjoying the companionship of eachother and not be alone in life. i am a bit concerned because his levels are jumping which can mean the cancer is back but atleast this time, he will not have to go it alone as he did the first time.
i was told a few weeks ago that i have such a forgiving heart and that is true. Tthose of Yyou who do not truly know me, is missing alot. i speak about one Dom on here that was not honest and kept some things from me but i have forgave him. Life is too short and too precious to me to hold all this negative energy inside so that is why i am such a forgiving soul. i am going thru some changes within myself. i still havent found the One i wish to serve but hey i love life and i love me. i am content with life as it is at this moment but i still have desires and needs that need to be met but that will come eventually. i am in no rush. i am young and have a full life ahead of me. so patience is a virtue and here i go with the rambling on again. first clue that she is tired. so with that in mind, i shall bid Yyou Aall a goodnight. i wish nothing but peace and happiness for Oone and Aall. i am still alive and kicking so dont be afraid to say hello even if Yyou have guilty feelings about something Yyou feel that Yyou have wronged me about. in order to go with life, Oone must not bear hatered nor animosity to Oothers.
Walk in Peace~ |
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the weather this weekend was great. can tell Spring has sprung. changes about and so far all to the good. i am sure it will continue to be nothing but good. new Ffriends have come into my life and not only am i blessed by Tthem but i am also blessed with the old Oones i have already.
Eventho things happen in Oour lives, Tthose already dear to my heart will always be there and never forgotten. Wwe may not keep in touch regularly but know i still think of Yyou Aall.
God Bless Yyou Aall and i hope Yyou all find the happiness Yyou deserve . i have found mine!
walk in peace |
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welp, leave it to me to get involved in an online topic going on in the room. i cant remember the way the Sir in the room put it but it was something to the effect of online collaring and offline collaring.
not much was spoken about offline collaring but i spoke up about the online collaring.
i hope i didnt offend Aanyone with what i said. not that i was judging Aanyone by thier beliefs, but i can only speak on a personal note.
i, myself, have never been collared online and i cant see how effective it can be. i cant come to terms with this. i guess it is because this is my way of life. i cant live in a fantasy, not saying Tthose in the room do. to me it would be like a fantasy or living a lie for me beings this is my way of life, so to speak. how can Oone have TPE online? how can One truly discipline and how can the submissive get the full effect of her/his punishment? like i said, i have to feel the force behind the paddle or crop. One Sir said mental power He has... i cant see that? respect, i can see. but how can One get into my head and have that mental power from far away?... and why would one need protection online? from who? NnoOone can come thru Your monitor and get you. if Oone speaks to me in a disrespectful manner online, i have the choice to speak my mind and click off the im, delete the email, or simply not accept the pm.i tried to get an insight as to what Oothers get out of "just online" relationships or what the whole collaring and serving concept is online. One said they give punishment and watch on cam. ha! and with this site full of "wannabes" that only fuels Tthem even more. i do not judge and am not judging in this journal entry. i just can grasp the concept of a "JUST ONLINE". i could sit here and be offended with that if i choose to because, i could sit and turn it back and say that is just a mockery of this lifestyle and what it stands for. so dont judge me for my opinions if i dont share the same as Yyou. talk to me Oone on Oone and get to know me before Yyou judge me.
walk in peace and be safe and well.
respectfully,
~di |
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well, i guess it is about time for me to update my journal.. think it is a bit past due. well so much has been going on in my life. some things have been put on hold, some accomplished, and some in the process of accomplishment.
i have moved recently within the past 6 months, still in Mississippi tho. i have tried to help someone out and all i got was taken advantage of. still the nice person that i am, i continue to help this person but i have set limits to what i will/can do.
i miss my very best friend in the whole wide world whom i love very very much. he wants me to move up to Wyoming but at this time i have unfinished business here in Mississippi. He is a true friend. He has given me nothing but unconditional love and i too give it right back.
i am just sorry that he doesnt share my passions in life. But, that makes U/us who W/we are (partly). I/individuals whom co-exist on this planet. None of U/us right nor wrong. Regardless, he is my friend and i love him dearly.
i am fulfilled but i am not complete .(T/those of Y/you who understands, knows what i am speaking of.)
Enough of my ramblings. i hope A/all has had a pleasent Holiday season. i wish A/all best wishes this new year and E/each finds what T/they seek in life.
have a blessed day, week, month, or year! Y/your pick...LOL
be safe and well A/all |
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