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shesmiles724
Bisexual Female Submissive, 46,  Seattle/Tacoma, Washington
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 shesmiles724

 Submissive Female

 Seattle/Tacoma 

 Washington

 5' 5"

 155 lbs

 46

 Bisexual

 Caucasian

 09/24/02

 08/16/11

I'm A Submissive Woman

I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom.

He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.

My body is his, and if he says I am beautiful, then I am. No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in his eyes, and because of that I hold my head high...for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me?
If he says I am his princess, then I am that...regal and graceful, and if I see laughter at me in the eyes of others, I do not recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong? If he says I am his toy, his slut, his tramp, then I am that...as wanton and dirty as he wants me to be, and if others do not see this, then it is they who are blind, not my Master.

My mind is his, to expand, to explore, to know as only he can. I have no secrets from him...for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly his. Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...and I do not want walls. His lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own, but they are lessons he has decided I need, and so I learn from him. My soul is his, as bare to his touch as ever my skin could be when I kneel naked at his feet. Never a moment goes by when I do not feel his presence, be he miles away or standing over me.

If I were to ever displease him, his displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any physical pain could be.
The anguish of my soul that I feel when I disappoint him is harder to bear than the physical anguish. I spend my days knowing that the energy and thought he puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for his, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that we do together.

His part is much harder than mine, and I know this and am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend his time and energy so freely on me. I have the easier job: to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to him. I am his pleasure and his responsibility, and he takes both seriously.

I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself that. My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only be given to one who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold. Only to he who has that strength will I give myself fully, because I am strong and proud. I am a submissive woman.

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5/22/2009 5:08:59 PM

life is awesome, and still looking for female submissive friends. i am seeking friends first, and perhaps a play partner. i do desire, to just hang out with a like minded female.
paris


3/19/2009 4:51:23 AM

Today, marks a special day on my calendar, 100 days to retirement! I woke this morning with such mixed excitement, sadness,  joy, and thoughts of new beginnings. What will I do with the rest of my life? Has my work changed and or touched the lives of people in a positive way? Will I be missed? I have so much to do, that these 100 days will pass quickly.


5/3/2008 6:10:24 PM

i wish to thank everyone who have offered their condolences to my family and myself. i am truly blessed to be part of such a loving community.~~~paris


4/26/2008 6:27:43 PM
I lost my Father this past weekend, after a very long illness. I pray there is an afterlife, and that he is at peace.

4/26/2008 6:26:52 PM
i am interested in meeting other submissives for friendship (likeminded). perhaps go to a spa, or the gym, hangout and enjoy coffee. i have vanilla friends, but i can't share on the deep level that i could with submissive friends.

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