Why is it that once someone sees that i am married that they automatically assume i'm unfaithful?  Has the concept of honesty and trust between a husband and wife really gone out the window?  i'm so sick to death of people contacting me that automatically assume all i want is sex.  Trust me i get plenty of that at home and don't need it from any one else.

Lord what happened to this lifestyle meaning something deeper then sex?

i was sitting here earlier this evening, looking out the window and the colors on the trees are amazing!  So vibrant and beautiful, this is my first change of season here in the U.P. of Michigan and i have to say it has the WOW factor.

i also wondered what it would be like to be bound under all of that color.  To feel the bark against my skin, to smell the dampness of the leaves and the coolness of the air.  The ropes snug to my wrists and ankles.  Hearing the snapping of twigs and the rustling of ground cover, all the while wondering what would happen next. :) 

my eyes drifted to our barn and i had to smile, thinking of all the things that could happen in the hay mow...LOL.  *rolls eyes at myself*  Mmmhmmm...i think i'm gonna have to find out. *G*