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2 am where do i begin? im a ghost of a girl i want to be most, im a shell of a girl i use to know well.? As a little girl, i use to play barbies with my friends. ?i wouldnt let them play ken because they couldnt play him violently enough. ?i remember vivid dreams of being raped and beatened by older men i didnt know. ive always had an "older man" fetish ever since i could remember. But i have no desire to be baby girl or little. ? I started to get active in kink events and the community around 3 years ago. ?Now I host 2 big parties a year at my house. ?I am extremely involved in my community of fetish friends, and they are a very big part of my life. I do not mind driving and attending events. ?Even though I'm married I have a decent amount of spare time and a sitter because I do have 2 small children. My husband and I live in an open relationship. ?We understand that we both have needs the other cannot provide thus the reason for our open relationship. ?This doesn't mean we are having trouble in our marriage or that we don't love one another. ?We are soul mates and NOT looking for divorce. ? I am myself looking for a long term relationship. ?I need someone to be able to hurt me mentally and physically but I am also looking for someone that will care and respect me. ?Someone to take me out, to travel with and to serve. I was told once that I have a slaves heart, and maybe that is so but for now I will label myself as a submissive woman. ?Communication is extremely important and you must make time for me. ?The man for me is an older gentleman, intelligent, sexy, clever, aggressive, controlling, outgoing, and a leader. ?I've described it before as the abusive boyfriend type. ?I think this is true but I do need respect, at least a little bit. ?Also I'm more interested in bigger men, but the tooth pick stature just doesn't do it for me. I am looking for a relationship to start out slow and develop. ?I know exactly what I want so I am a pretty focused woman. No hoods, no matter what. I am not looking for a daddy Dom or a submissive man.

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switchgina2
 
 Age: 21
 United Kingdom