this slave used to think this slave it was bi... for years... but over time it has been glaringly obvious that this slave is a lesbian... The reason that this slave thought this slave was bi (in part) is because this slave was able enjoy men.. physically/sexually... but this slave is learning this slave is not and have never really been attracted to them physically or romantically and especially submitting to them... as it finds them to easy to manipulate... which is not to say this slave have anything against men... this slave is simply not "into" them... that said... this slave is not immune to physically enjoying a man, that is pure biology... and even if this slave didn’t... this slave never really believed that a slaves sexuality much matters... this slave find the idea of being forced to serve and suck and please men despite my preferences an arousing thought and idea... so yes.. this slave is a lesbian... but men is not a limit.. this slave doesn’t have limits in fact... .. 

Mistress has been training me in slave positions.  This is new to me at least so many.  There are 20 positions and have some variations in public and private.  She or Miss Debbie can use either a hand or verbal signal.

I am tested every day on all the positions and have a cheat sheet that was made for me that must be with me at all times when not in their presence.  When traveling I am to place it on the desk in the hotel in open view and leave it there for when working or at meetings.  I am not to hide it in any way.  While at the airport am to study them for at least 20 minutes in the waiting area and again on the plane.  Again not to hide them from others view (except co-workers).

OK it is a much harder transition than I imagined to being owned again.  Last time I was owned really was not as independent as I had become this time.   I am not complaining just shocked it was and is so hard to adjust this time.

I am again though finding that it is making me much more productive as all needs to be scheduled and no time for little time wasters like watching a LTM movie.  Still getting used to all the rules and asking permission for most everything.  My butt would tell you still need to improve in that category.

By far the hardest and frustrating is the orgasm control and the relentless teasing and arousal but usually with no HAPPY ENDING.  When allowed thoogh do remember the unbelievable toe curling orgasms because you do't know when the next is cumming, LOL.

Oops got to go get dinner done

Can you believe it I stop looking and then fate steps in.  It is busy and hectic but like in college I am so productive.  Over the holidays my Mom eam into my old college roomate whom was my first Mistress.  We had drifted apart but turns out she lives in the area and is divorced.  We got together a couple of times and it did not seem to click   A big part was the distance about an hour apart and we had obviously changed since collge.  Both went for the vanilla, princess fairy tale life, LOL. 

Well we got together at my house when the kids were with the ex and had some wine and my neighbor Debbie came over.  Well we got totally wasted and we started talking about college and our relationship.  Debbie was fascinated and in awe because she sees me as demanding and can be a bitch (yes it is true).  One thing lead to another and Amy asked of I would like to show Debbie how I served her.  After grabbing my chin off the floor I said why not.  She immediately told me to strip and I did.  Debbie was embarrased but was fascinated as well. 

I won't bore you with all the details of the night but was spanked, teased, used, etc most of the night.  Eventually Debbie went home to her hubby and Mistress Amy used me for awhile then we went to sleep.  In the morning I made breakfast in the nude and Debbie came back over.  They chatted for awhile when was cleaning up after and then they came to me with an offer.  I wiould be Amy's slave again and Debbie would keep am eye on me and have complete control over me when Mistress Amy was not there. 

How's that for fate??