Shawnboy2002

Things are starting to look good for me but not in the dating scene job wise.  I finally got a promotion at work after giving those cock suckers six years of my life finally they see that I'm a good worker and deserve this promotion.  Me and a buddy are finally getting to move out of our parents house by the end of the summer thank god!  Still searching for a gf no luck but meeting new people online in my area everyday.  As for the diaper thing girls I can't change who I am about that part of my life its something that won't go away and I know that is one thing about me that is a turn off for some of the girls on here and on I apologize about that but at the same time I cannot get rid of it sorry if that turns yall off.  But anyway found a group of kinksters like me in my area and we are planning a munch in the near future I hope it goes well and I always like meeting new people plus I get very shy when it comes to meeting new folks.  I've always been that way. 

I have an online mommy, she is very good to me. She wants me to visit her when she gets better, she is trying her hardest to get over the chemo from her cancer. I live in alabama and she lives in New York not city. She just dropped off my cabbage patch doll in the mail today. I cant wait for it to get her. That my little saying that he is between the ages of 3 and maybe 5. But anyway, she is the bestest mommy in the whole wide world!  In my search for others like myself I have met some nice people along the way but they don''t live anywhere near me. Locals, some live in Florida,and some live near me but the only thing is they 2 live in mobile and are about my age and 1 dude in Pensacola kindof sends of a creepy vibe to me. He was all wanting me to meet him at some peir in johnson beach near orange beach at peir g at 11am. Yeah pretty fucking creepy if you ask me.  I haven't been successful in finding a girlfriend for me. Everybody says to come out to munches and demos to meet other people in the bdsm community.  Well whenever there is a munch/demo I'm either at work or doing my navy reserve thing.  I don't live my everyday, I'm a pretty normal person aside from wearing diapers.  My little comes out every once in awhile but not much.  I wasn't always like this I used to be just a straight up DL, but from browsing the net and talking with people like me my little side just came out of nowhere.  The thought of an AB to me a year ago was something I would never be into and it also disgusted me to even think about doing that.  But now IDK its kind of relaxing letting go of my adult life even if its just for an hr or 2.  I don't go to the AB extreme like that kid that was on DR. PHIL the other day.  I don't eat baby food and poop myself I may wet though. usually when I regress its only me in a diaper with a binky or bottle but thats it chatting with mommy.  If this sounds strange to some of the people on here it's because it is noone is normal there is no such thing as normal or the perfect person.  And don't hate everyone has their own kink this just happens to be  mine so F the haters. One thing that irrates me is a kinkster hating on another kinkster for the that they have don't judge unless you be judged. I think I said that right.

All  aside, what I want in the whole world is a woman to share my life with. She doesn't have to be into what I'm into fettish wise yeah it would be a plus for sure. But I would tone it down a little bit for her. Maybe she could teach me a thing or two who knows what I might be into further down the road. There is no such thing as a perfect person noone is perfect and we all have our faults but we work on them to better ourselves.  I had this one girlfriend about 6 years ago I told her about the diapers thing expecting her to freak out but she told me and I quote "Ther is a little freak in all of us".

Another day wasted on FL and now here but I will say I did get a couple of responses back which was ok but I'm not counting on getting anymore. Maybe its the fettish that I have I cant do anything about AB/DL I dont live it 24/7 but its still apart of my life and there is nothing I can do about it. Well girls maybe tomorrow then. Shawnboy signing off.