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shadownet51

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Well I'm in the market to find me a sub or slave. No bullshit casual flings, but hopefully a serious relationship. Guys and girls welcome, but please read my latest journal entry for why the sudden change in mentality and reasonings for it. For all the doms and dommes, I will not be your sub. I am always ready to learn new things so I will talk to people willing to teach me stuff.
Due to the fact that I don't check my account on here as regularly as I should, contact me on AIM as I'm there more often. My SN is shadownet51. Subs & Slaves must ask if they can speak to me if you're looking for something other than friends. Everyone else, just start talking.

Anywho... Serious stuff aside...
Hello! I am a big ball of wtf love wrapped in a thick layer of snuggles. I am pretty new to this game, but I've been in it long enough to somewhat know what I want and what I don't want. I am really into orgasm deprivation, toy play, spankings, exhibitionism, some humiliation, bondage and cold play. If these aren't real terms, deal! I make up shit as I go along anyways.

I am pretty curious about some role-playing, specifically puppy-play? I am very canis-minded myself and my personality is pretty much identical to that of a wolf's. I am also willing to try some kind of online deal, but I'd much rather I be able out to reach out and "love" someone <3.

Being on here and talking to all the love-able freaks out there has shown me what I truly enjoy about all this. I am a very simple man and I have a very simple taste: tasting! One thing that I have found frustrating with the subs I've been with is that my tongue isn't suppose to touch them! Balderdash and poppycock! I simply enjoy a person's taste and I'm almost as dexterous with my tongue as I am my fingers. I dunno why I love to lick (no feet though, mind you. Just the tastiest bits) but I just do. So beware those who wander here!

The biggest thing I've found most people have a problem with me is that I can jump back and forth from several personalities. I can be all happy and bubbly, to sad and snuggly, to plain snuggly, to hyper, to extreme sadist. I am all over the radar, so be prepared. Another big thing with me is I get really attached to people if I really really like them. One night stands are simply alien to me and I can't comprehend why people like them or want to have them at all... In other words, I am looking for friends first and sexual second.

My non-BDSM interest are much like my moods, pretty much everything and anything. Mainly I'm into gaming, anime and technology (in all its forms).

I'm pretty easy to get along with and I say what I feel exactly. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me. =3
5/14/2011 9:13:51 PM

So, as expected from my delayed reaction, the events in Japan (with the tsunami and all) have really bummed me out. Why? Well last December I met a cute little asian named Tyko (yes, much like the RC's, and I did harass her for it) and we started to really click. Now, she was very submissive and cute, but the biggest thing was that she quickly became a dear friend. Now, I am in a relationship with the best domme ever, and I got an idea... Tyko wanted to relocate to a place where she could have a good relationship and go to school, and she was very interested in joining me and my gf in a deeper relationship. So why not, as a xmas gift to my gf, tie Tyko up in ribbons, hide her naked in a box, and give the box to my gf where Tyko will jump out moaning to be pleasured. What fun! Unfortunately, Tyko comes from a very traditional Japanese family (1st generation JA) and the head of her clan was on her death bed. Tyko had to leave America an is now enrolled in Tokyo Uni. Due to her move, she has more or less dropped off the face of the earth, having to forsake all social networks tying her to the states. The last I heard from her, she was doing fine in Japan, and wished for the impossible dream to be able to come back here and live with me and my gf. Such a close relationship I had with this person explains why the going ons in Japan really make me worried for her safety. My gf learned about my surprise after the fact when Tyko left, and we still talk/think about her and miss her. We also miss the fact on having a meaningful BDSM relationship with another person and we've been thinking about looking for another to try and (for lack of a better word) fill in the place that Tyko was going to be. I must apologize for the depressing rant, but it makes me feel alot better to get this stuff off my chest.

3/27/2011 5:05:03 PM

Nyaa?! Apparently I seem scary enough to chase off people, I feel very unloved. Anywho, I'm plenty happy with the people who come over to the apartment to see me. Been learning stuffs from masters and such. Not to mention I have permission to spank a very cute girl's ass with whatever I want (save Spatulas, that was a specified no-no) from her mother ^.^

8/28/2010 8:25:22 PM
In my new apartment! Whoot! Now if I can fill it with feelings of home and sounds of spankings and moans =3
8/8/2010 5:37:19 PM
So some big things are happening for me. I'm going to soon be living by myself (yay!) so soon I will have plenty of privacy for my dark evil machinations >=3. Trying to figure out how to explain a rig in my utility room without freaking out my landlady... Can't wait to play with it <3
6/8/2010 2:34:01 PM
Woot! Updated my profile! Hopefully I'll get to meet some interesting people! And even better, some great subs! X3
6/7/2010 7:35:50 AM
Nyaa... So I lost my pet and am searching for another... I played with another sub with my gf, 'twas much fun <3 If only we weren't interupted T.T
5/18/2010 7:47:16 PM
So I have this lovely little pet now who I absolutely love and adore. Possibly could take another if they are as good as this one, but probably not. 
4/23/2010 7:45:10 PM
Currently trying to get the school situation down, so if I'm not responding instantly to messages, its because of that. Wish me luck on exams!
4/17/2010 4:58:16 PM
Currently looking for someone to show me the ropes, not really wanting to pick up any subs at the moment.
LadySoul
 
 Age: 25
 East orange, New Jersey