HAVE TO RUSH TO NYC

Dang it's been a while...... 

I have been working back in my field once again!!! It isn't quite what i was expecting or accustom to but it is a foot in the door once more..... I am content once again ...... 2/3 of the way thru my probationary period and  I've settled in well i feel....

most of my time has been spent working and getting back into the rhythm of things .... once i have my routine back down i can ONCE AGAIN look around for possible play if not  build the foundation for  a good lasting dynamic..... i have greatly missed being part of the local community much less being sessioned ~sigh~

hopefully i'll be around a bit more to rework the profile and catch up with my circle of friends again

Back from my mini vacation!!!

had some fun and dealt with the usual family drama ~LMAO~

job hunting and a laptop that bit the dust has kept me from the site for the most part but i will try to log in a bit more frequently..... leave me a message and i will get back to you as quickly as i can if you don't have my yahoo messenger contact info :)

it's break time..... heading down to NYC  this Tuesday for some time with family and old friends!!!

let's see what this week brings my way :D

ugh!...... the fates are against me ~sigh~............ 

i really haven't been online very often of late............ things are in turmoil.

to answer a couple of comments:

1) the few pictures that i have on my profile are chosen for their aesthetic  appeal.... i am not photogenic and those few pictures of myself that i have aren't ones that i want to post online.....i've had my pictures hijacked on this websites before .... i am not hiding myself away .... i am willing when things get to the point verify what i look like via yahoo messenger and my webcam

2)yes i have been online for a while...... the reasons for why it's been this long and i haven't yet found a compatible partner per se are numerous..... i've thought a few times that things were going to lead me to some contentment but things haven't worked or were based on lies.....misunderstandings and unreasonable expectations on both parts..... but i am  keeping a small spark of hope alive nonetheless........ i am overcautious but i won't just throw myself out there to be lead wrong.....