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Howdy, My name is Sydney As far as gender goes I'm a complicated case, I'm gender fluid but I'm also transgendered. I feel both male and female.

As far as my "role", I am a dominant sadomasochist which I realize is fairly confusing to most people. I am someone who has a fairly dominant personality, I enjoy everything being a dom has to offer however, I like pain and I like bondage but, I'm not into servicing people, not interesting to submitting to anyone, I don't like most of the aspects that come with being a sub aside from pain and bondage-yeah I know, I'm just all sorts of complicated aren't I?
I'm not the type of person who goes out of my way to hook up with someone, sex is more fun with someone I actually care about, But I've been single almost 8 months now and I have been out on a total of 3 dates in those past months and must admit, I'm getting rather annoyed at the fact that I'm not getting anywhere nearly as much action as I want. I honestly would like something more meaningful, but this is collarme.com, we have a reputation to uphold here right? If you really want to get to know me as a person better, you can see my other profiles upon request-otherwise I'm not expecting too much off of here. I'm not a "lady like" or "classy"-never will be. I don't have much money. My clothes aren't fancy and are in short supply. I don't obsess about my looks all the time, but I'm not a complete slob either and I do have manners. I personally believe it's BS on how much pressure there is to "look perfect". People are pumping billions into the beauty industry all because some starving, overly photoshopped lady with a pound of makeup and thousands in plastic surgery in a advertisement says it's the best thing you can do for yourself. Beauty that matters the most comes from within and doesn't cost a cent. Don't get me wrong, I love make up, however I treat it as a art form and nothing more. I don't wear it every day, in fact I don't wear it very often at all. And just so you don't think I am trying to mislead you with my photos, I am indeed a BBW. I don't plan on going out of my way to get skinny aside from regular healthy eats and regular exercise-my health and happiness is more important, so if you don't like that soft squishy feeling when you hug someone, or a belly that doesn't jiggle when you poke it, Than you sir/madame are on the wrong page. I'm also visually impaired, so I don't drive, nor will I ever drive. I also have a disorder known as dermatillomania. It's pretty common and doesn't really affect me other than leaving me with more scars than I would like on my body. So no, my skin doesn't look like this without the wonderful aid of makeup. If you still need further explanation, google is your friend. I also have a mix of other cosmetic flaws in which society tells me that I should spend a billion dollars on plastic surgery/products/other needless things for, but anyone who can't see past these things, I really have no need for in my life anyway. I am quite comfortable being who I am and I don't need anyone to tell me that I should be unhappy with my life, how I should look or how I should live my life. My hard limits are scat, vomit, children, blood in the amount over a couple of drops and watersports. I am a size queen, so I prefer my partners to be on the larger side, but it is not necessary. You also score extra points if you can fulfil a fantasy that I have not yet tried. And for the love of all that is unholy be more creative with your messages than "hey baby"
liefdeminxy
 
 Age: 50
  Missouri