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	I am a married business owner with a secret addiction. Everyone I work with, deal with on a day to day basis sees me as the always confident, in control happy go lucky man. Under the suit though I crave humiliation, cbt, verbal abuse and to just simply be used for anothers entertainment. I have always gotten excited when a Female laughs at me or teases me and over the years it has gotten more and more extreme. As I drive between appointments with clients often I will either stroke myself thru my pants or will pull my cock out and stroke as I drive. A few times I have been seen and I am sure they wonder if what they saw was really a man jacking off. It always gets me hot thinking someday I would find someone who knows my secret and gets off making me fall deeper and deeper into this addiction. I have in my office thought how far i could go, could I actually cum without the girls seeing what I'm doing. Most days i day dream and it always ends up with me so hard and leaking I can barely stand it. The urge to just stroke myself till I cum and not caring who sees. It is difficult to describe but it really honestly does feel as if the other head has taken over and my ability to reason has been lost. I don't want to go have sex with someone, I just wonder if there is someone out there who is as into humiliating someone as I am into being humiliated? Please tell me I am not the only one with this desire, I feel like I'm losing my mind and I need to know I'm not alone.

8/22/2011 5:53:46 AM

Today is one of those days where the urges are trying to consume me. Every woman I see leaves me wondering, daydreaming what is she capable of, would dropping a pathetic perv to his knees excite her?

8/20/2011 5:12:23 AM

woke this morning so horny. Just thinking about random thoughts, being used, teased made to perform had me leaking so much. I may never find someone who enjoys making me do ... whatever they want me to do but I sure hope I do. I know my kink is not the ideal for most people but hey :) I am what I am and dats all dat I yam LOL.

I hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday and weekend

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