I am new to this site. I would like to meet a very dominant man or men. I am married and need to be discreet. I don't have any real experience but I have fantasized, read books and watched videos about BDSM. I have experimented with self bondage and have bought a very nice selection of bondage equipment. But self bondage just is not what I need now. I need the real thing. I am willing to learn and surrender myself to the right person. I am looking for someone that has similar interests and wants to show me the ropes. I have a strong desire to meet someone who knows how to make me submit and mold me into what he wants me to be. Heavy no escape bondage and forced sex is what I am looking for. Please be in my area Orange County CA.