hi..i just got into bdsm recently..was introduced at the crucible in washington, dc.....looking to learn more and willing and open minded....so you all know my only experience was being cuffed and blindfolded while knives, claw, finger nail, and pin roller was used...then flogged....then feathers and fur....i dont have alot of experience...but i think this is amazing and i want to learn more...need someone to show me what im missing in r/t..i do believe im more submissive and not so much as a slave....sorry if im not worthy yet...i want to be...