This is my old profile. It still very much applies, but felt I needed a change.
i am searching for a R/T 24/7 M/s relationship. This doesn't happen overnight, but that is the goal. i believe the One that was meant to own me will find me eventually. i am patient because to be happy, that's where i need to be.
i identify as a slave, although i have complex personality. i am not a babygirl but can be somewhat of a Daddy's girl. i can be a mischievous brat, sometimes. i can be a 1950's June Cleaver taking off your shoes and bringing a cocktail after work. Or sit at your feet quietly boot blacking. That doesn't mean i'm "confused" about my identity. i'm a slave. Variety is the spice of life. Who wants to deal with, or be, the same thing day in and day out. Boring and trite.
i'm educated and have mastered two careers. One in in IT, the other in the medical field. i have traveled extensively for business, both here and abroad. i no longer need to "find myself". i know exactly who, and what, i am. i am not afraid of it, doubt it or think i should be anything else.
On the lighter side of things….i'm a humorous and happy person, sometimes full of mischief, with an exuberant spirit. i can be moody, but it is short lived. i love my frilly, girlie, corny 1950's stuff…bad men who are good people....and like to have a little adventure in my life. i have many career, and academic pursuits, that keep me busy. i love animals, the tiny house movement, off grid stuff and gardening. i'm allergic to drama.
my focus is submission and serving my Master. It is at the core of my being. i do not believe submission is a gift. Nor is respect or obedience a gift. It is a requirement, not to be cast aside on the days one is bored with it or wants to cry foul and take her toys and go home. Pleasing a Master takes much hard work, and dedication, but the rewards are many. i will only submit to, and serve, One that is a Master in His DNA. As i am a slave in my DNA.
i thrive with a strict Master and when kept on a short leash (pardon the pun). i respond best to accountability and consequences. i'm pretty feisty and will sometimes test the waters.
i have no difficulties blending my vanilla and M/s life. i do what i have to do in the vanilla world as W/we all must. But my heart is in my M/s world. Easy equation.
my kink, and fetishes, will evolve to match my Master's desires and in areas He determines i need. He will guide me to the mental, and physical, precipices that will fulfill U/us both.
That being said, I am an Alpha slave. I will serve One Master.
i think we all have many dynamics within us. It is how we both internalize, and externalize them, that defines who we are. What label you apply to me, matters not. W/we should always be evolving and exploring.
Thank Y/you for reading my profile. Namaste.
** All my pics are relatively current from a couple of weeks to usually about 6 months unless otherwise noted. They are refreshed regularly.