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Just came back to see how its going. Nothing seems to have changed. We're still looking for a little slave to serve us.
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Started hanging around on too.
Seems nice there so far. Maybe we'll have better luck there since finding friends is ridiculously hard on this site.
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JUST TO CLARIFY!
I thought the question was "which of the following WAS invented by a Canadian"
And while I was thinking of insulin, I THOUGHT/SAID diabetes.
Silly me!
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So, Ev and I were playing "Are You Smarter Than a 5th Grader"
she got the question:
Which of the following was not invented by a Canadian? A: telephone B) Insulin C)Car
she didn't let me finish the question before she burst out in laughter.
It turns out before I got to the options she thought the answer was "Diabetes" and then thought "No, that was invented by Americans"
I love her so much, so many silly moments come at random times.
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Off to lunch with a family member today plus class-not that I mind. I love my history course.
On another note, write two chapters to my novel last night and I can't wait to write more. Hurray for getting my creativity back. |
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Just a little rant for me.
I think it is a amazing on this site that so many people are also looking for "friends only". When we try to message people to be friends, they don't bother to respond or even so much as glance at our profile. If you aren't looking for a partner, I don't comprehend as to why you wouldn't try to befriend someone whose sent you a message even if it's simply a short reply to see what the other person is like.
It's only polite after all to do that. If you don't mesh, you don't mesh but how would you know if you never respond?
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Saturn's watching "Drag me to hell."
Creeeeeeeeepy.
I think I'll stay on here so I don't end up awake all night or dreaming about it! |
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Off to class this morning.
Blahh so tired and achey.
I hope everyone has a great day though! |
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*thinks she and Saturn are idiots right about now.*
But Saturn. You= STILL A GEEK!
HAHAHA!!!
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Off I go I suppose!
No one feels like chatting? How sad. D:
Updated our profile today, hopefully its better than what it was.
Au revoir!
Some of us are going to go find something to do other than hoping for a conversation. (Why exactly is that so difficult to find on here anyway?) |
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Back from class. Had to have me some Stalin and Khruschev time!
Told my prof off-- mildly. Raise your hand if changing essay requirements 4 days after the paper due date is unfair? XD
Anyway. Around for awhile. hit me up for a chat someone? |
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Nice to know nothing changes around here. Send a few nice replies out to people looking for friends, get nothing back. kind of depressing, don't you think?
Thanks to the one Domme who did send us a kind message. :3
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Back on here.
Looking for friends and such.
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Just sitting back, relaxing and watching old Texas Chainsaw Massacre movies.... If Ev was here it'd be perfect
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I can't wait to begin my work term tomorrow. I'll get to apply all the things i've learned in the past 2 years and learn from others in the process... too bad it's not paid.
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Such an interesting day.? Found out I wasn't the only one to get a poor mark on my exam... 46% and i was still third highest.?
? Then I come home from Ev's to find out We have been viewed and contacted by a female Domme.? This.... is actually amazing that a female Dominant has looked us up, let alone decided to contact us.? It is actually great compared to last weeks events.
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Ev and I got a new lock for when she's at the Gym and it's? one of those customizable combination locks.
after the method of trying every number starting at 0 (we didn't know the combination) we found the number we needed, and then I stupidly changed the combo meaning we had to start over again.... she freaked at me.? it's funny thinking back on that
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Hmmm what to do today?
Maybe write some more to my novel since I"m on a creative streak.
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Soo bored
Anyone up for a chat-you know the kind which apparently is really rare here on CM?
Maybe you know the type? It's the kind where it DOESN'T go back to my sexual preferences and such?
Hm..
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Hope everyone's doing great!
Me, I'm in the midst of getting a few weeks ahead on schoolwork. Call me a keener but I'd rather have it done.
That! in the meanwhile gives me more of a chance to scope out more profiles on here. Looking for a slave is tough-especially one worth the time and attention. Hopefully we find her soon.
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I'm not even graduated from College yet and I've had to troubleshoot 7 pc's? i'm doing good!
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Watching the Olympics today. Great runs so far for everyone. Luckily, it hasn't boiled down to Canada and Germany yet that I've seen. Half of my family is German and the other half Canadian.If that was the case, I wouldn't know who to cheer for!
Hope everyone else is doing great!
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Today seems to be getting better and better, I may need to study and clean my room, but nothing is going to make this day go bad on me today |
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What a misserable day it is here today, I wake up to a misty and miserable day, and to make it worse, some people I messaged in our search for a slave have read our messages and didn't reply.
?It's funny how people on this site state they're looking for a Dom / Domme couple, but won't reply to a couple that takes interest in them.
Seriously, how bad do they want a couple if they won't reply?
Saturn
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Ugh thank god tomorrow is Friday. After tomorrow its 5 days of freedom..well..kind of. Still under a ton of work but phew! The term is half over! I'll be caught up after this week anyway.
Hope everyone is doing well!
Saturn and I are still looking for the right submissive/slave for us. Hopefully we find someone worth our time soon. The search is getting rather tedious. |
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What does it take to find a slave now days? We have had a few people look at us, and one who wanted us to pay to adopt her from some kind of agency...
Adopting an adult is an odd concept to me, especially since this person stated she was an american and her English basically said differently.
When will we find a female slave who will kneel before us.
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The olympics are underway, and we've got 2 gold medals finally.? Womens snowboarding is so intense
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It's funny, I came across some potentials, got their messenger addresses, yet they don't sign on for me or Ev to speak to... and what ones do, show NO respect what so ever.
It's frustrating when I am speaking to one potential only to speak with her less than respectful sub who shows NO respect in how he speaks to me... just a lack of respect. |
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I had a great time shopping with Ev yesterday, even if we didn't buy anything and had to walk in a massive blowing snow fall... I'm not complaining since it was my idea.
I gave Ev another session last night. She loved it... now if we can find that female slave (or male if i'm convinced) that we can give our dominating sides to...
I'm beginning to wonder if people on here just want a fast fuck rather than a relationship with a Dom and his Domme. |
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Off for some shopping today. nothing major though! Just need to get out of the house and find something to do.
Saturn and I hope to find our slave soon, we thought we had someone who was promising but alas, it was not going to work. Now we are waiting for than ever for that special woman (or maybe man) to come into our lives and serve us! |
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It's funny how so many people say they are looking for couples and appear to be desperate to be owned. Yet when they are on they don't bother to answer any messages stating that people ARE INTERESTED in owning them or giving them a chance to prove they deserve to be owned.
I want to find that submissive or slave who is right for Ev and myself, but it's FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE if nobody responds!
We don't care what race the person is, or size or anything... So you'd think that'd make it easier right? Apparently not. We have a large variety of interests and some kinks we'd love to try on someone, but nobody to try them on.
I've actually gotten bored of typing messages to people that I think would work well with us, and I hate doing the old "copy and paste" actions because that takes the uniqueness out of ever message I send.
We don't want a slave or submissive for that "quick fuck" or just for sexual purposes... We WANT one to be included in our relationship... To be OURS, and to be the owners they seek to have.
I know that some people claim to be Dominants when they don't know as much as others out there and think they know everything, and I know I'm not one of those people. I admit I don't know it all, but I still am willing to learn and work on that as I continue on with this lifestyle.
Are we having trouble because I've said Ev is a switch? I can clarify that if it's the case, I refer to her as "My switch" that means she answers to me, not anyone else, this means that in the relationship we seek, she has control over our sub/slave and they will NEVER have control over her.
I mainly want that submissive or slave so we can nurture Ev's dominant side... and she's not getting the chance to do that... and I can tell you, she is a very VERY demanding woman as it is... She can fall into the role of a Domme very fast when she needs to assert her power, and I want to be able to watch her do her work on someone. Not only is it one of my kinks I'd love answered, it is also a dream to watch her take total control over someone and basically grind them under her heals.
While we want men or women, I mainly prefer women so it can nurture her Bisexual side, which like many guys in the world, would be fun to see.
How many more times is this search going to be unanswered? How much fucking longer do we have to wait until we can find that person who wants to be kneeling at our feet and calling us those titles we long to hear?
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I've sent out so many messages to potential submissives, I know that they have read them, I just wish i'd get an answer like "sure" or "No thanks" but no reply is just as dis hartening as a no I suppose.
*sighs* that's life I suppose although I don't like it.
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i'll be in the video chats time to time for a nice chat with anyone, private message me if a conversation is craved
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Ohh I suppose at some point I should really go and write chapter two to my novel. Anyone ever have the absolute desire to do something but can't bring themselves to actually do the task?
That=me this morning.
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The sad thing about this site is that everone wants a "real" Dom/me.
What exactly does real mean?
A real person?
A person who isn't willing to play games but is actually serious?
A professional Dom/me whose willing to give up her lifestyle for you?
The problem is that they want a real Dom/me that looks like a professional in every aspect. You can't have your cake and eat it too.
I'd be willing to bet that most wouldn't know a real Dom/me if they looked at one because they're blinded by a surplus of their own personal desires. What you see is the picture in the profile, a few words which you don't like or the imperfection in the picture. If you gave people a chance, you'd probably have more luck.
I bet some have walked right by their perfect match and not even realized it.
Kind of sad really.
Lets face it, Saturn and I don't fuck around. We are who we are and we know what we want in life and from a potential slave.
I guess the fact Saturn and I are normal every day people who prefer to dominate isn't what people want maybe? I suppose we aren't REAL enough for anyone here? |
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canada is beating America, noone wants to talk with Ev and myself, I don't know if tonight is good or not |
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Aw no one wants to talk to me and Saturn?
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Well, Ev and I are both on and available for chatting to or conversations.
so please ,feel free to send us a message, we won't hurt you....
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Watching Canada VS America hockey game. Lets hope we repeat new years eve and win again!
Preferably without me having the heart attack about the tie though.
Please.
xD
~Ev |
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I'm waiting for the gold medal match in the Canada Vs USA hockey match, trying to entertain Ev. but i think i'm failing. |
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Oy! Sore from yesterdays playtime with Saturn (but liking it!). We had quite a lovely roleplaying time where he was dominant and then I got a turn.
Have to say i appreciate his willingness to let me tune up my own Domme skills here and there since we have yet to find a slave on here (which..is rather disappointing). I love being his little submissive girl-so much fun! But every so often its nice to go back to the other side of the fence and explore my Domme side.
And then there's the little "desert" event after dinner. Hehe! Hilarious. I sprawled on top of him after dinner and asked if he wanted desert-rather seductively I suppose. He got that..LOOK he always gets when we're about to play and when he agreed...
I hauled out my caramel cakes and gave him one.
LOL!
Needless to say we both had a laugh over that one!
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After an eventful day in classes again, I went to Ev's. About an hour after showing up I began to dominate her (since she's my switch it is entertaining).? We had our session for about an hour at least.
So later that night my mind was in the "gutter as it were"... So when Ev laid on top of me after dinner and whispered in my ear if I "Wanted Dessert" and she followed this with an ear lick, I was NOT expecting her to reach behind her bed to retrieve some Caramel buns she had stored there so no one would eat them. ? Talk about ones mind thinking something else!
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All too often on CM I see slave profiles demanding potential Dominants not to ask them about their personal likes and dislikes because they are ONLY a slave and therefore have no rights or opinions.
Well while I agree you are a slave, I question if you have the right to demand what I or another Dom/me chooses to talk about.
Have these people stopped to consider that taking in a slave is just a big deal for a Dominant as it is for the Slave or Sub?
Personally, I don't think I'd take in anybody for a lifestyle submissive or slave without knowing the basics about them. I wouldn't do it in the vanilla lifestyle and I certainly wouldn't do it in the BDSM world either.
Just because We ask you what your favorite movie is, or book or whatever the case is, doesn't mean that We are soft, just that We want to know a little about you to make sure We are a compatible match. For you know, I might like to talk about something you absolutely hate and while I don't care if you don't like the subject, I'd like to know you can carry on a conversation in said subject if I wanted it. |
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Anyone wanna chat?
I'm bored out of my mind!
I think I'm one of those people who fails at actually, successfully, entertaining herself.
Anyone up to the task of simply chatting?
('cause you know...God forbid you actually don't get to cyber with me! *le gasp*)
Hope everyone is doing well and had a good holiday. Back to the gym for me this week, soooo can't wait!
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Interesting week as of late.
two days before the new year, I let Ev dominate me for a bit, mainly because we've been having trouble finding a slave for her to dominate.
It was so fun too, the first session she had me with just a shirt on and i was not allowed to do anything but give her oral, then she dominated me for about a few hours. Let me tell you, she is very good with a needle, she pushed my limits up to almost an unbearable level but was gentle with me when i was coming down from my arousal.
The next session she flogged me which was quite arousing as well.
I like letting her explore her Domme side and I really can't wait until we find a slave for her to play her games oon while her own master watches on.
So, any slave that we end up with I know will be in for a treat.
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Hm what to report on? xD
Had a good day today. Saturn -whose typically the Dom let me dominate him today. Guess he figured out that I've been itching to dominate the last few weeks. Hm I love being a switch-I love it more when he lets me nurture that side even if its at his expense.
Hope everyone is doing well! Happy early New Year!!
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Hm.
Probably shouldn't have watched "Paranormal" with Saturn tonight. That was by far one of the creepiest movies I think I have ever seen! Has anyone else seen that movie? Geez, I'll be lucky to sleep tonight after watching that.
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Well, I hope everyone has had an eventful Christmas.
I took a few weeks off of my search for a slave for Ev and myself, and I am back at it once more. I would like to say, one more, Ev and I are looking for a slave who will submit themselves to us completely. |
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Blah
Finding a slave is proving hard and fruitless.
Is there no slave out there who feels the urge to be used by a mistress and a master?
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Why is it our age stipulation seems to be ignored? I'm sick of people asking Ev and myself if they can be our slaves and they're too old. What i mean is we are NOT looking for anyone who is over the age of 32. The main reason is it really creeps me out thinking of having a slave who is the same age as my parents.
Recently I had a person asking me what I would do to them as a slave... We all know that since I'm a dominant it would be what ever I want to do to them. It is a total turnoff when they ask "what will you do to me?" when it's obvious... it's the slave that must obey and serve us. Otherwise it's useless for the person to call themselves a slave isn't it? |
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So I'm totally psyched for Christmas this year. The whole family is visiting.
But, as usual, I have no Christmas shopping done. I can't bring myself to go to the mall with all those crowds! -- knowing me,I'll catch the Swine flu while I'm there. Pfft.
Soon time to break out the instruments and start practicing the christmas carols.
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I find it amazing that so many slaves on here have so many demands. I've found that the majority of slaves simply want to know what their potential Master/Mistress can do to THEM. Kind of a turn off really, I mean, the question should really be reversed.
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I guess since Saturn has mentioned what he's like as a Dom, I should do the same thing, shouldn't I?
I should be upfront in saying I'm most happiest when I get my way. I like being right and I like when things go exactly how I plan them.
I plan everything-do I keep with my plan strictly? probably not but I like everything to be kept to a schedule of sorts. I eat at specific times of the day for example and straying from that irks me. I guess I'm OCD like that since this planning bit applies to many things in my life.
I have high expectations which I impose on people around me. There is always room for improvement no matter how good something is. Slipping from striving to be a better person is something I don't like-and should my slave do it, they'll find that brought to their attention.
I'm demanding. I like control, the only person I give it up to is Saturn. Any slave with us falls under my dominion too and I like the power.
I give rewards only when their due and believe me, I'm much harder to please than Saturn. I'm critical, I want you to work to the best of your ability and if I feel that the work done isn't the best then punishment could-and most likely will ensue.
I might write more later
Damn headache is coming back.
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I thought it'd be good to tell people what I'm like as a Dominant.
Personality-wise, I'm normally easy going and easy to please. But, I have rules, and when I give rules on what you can or can't do, I expect them to be obeyed.
Not following a rule can give a variety of punishments, ranking from kneeling in a corner, to spanking, or denial of various things the sub/slave may desire.
Please me and you will be rewarded, with nearly anything they desire, or what i think they'd like. However these rewards aren't cheap, you will work like a dog to get any reward from me-if, I decide to give one that is.
I demand respect, if you disrespect me, and you WILL be punished, I dislike being disrespected, and I won't tolorate it, punishment for this will always be more severe than if a rule was broken.
I believe that the rule of who is in control is in more if a hierarchy, (by this I mean my rules and orders come before Ev's. If she gave one rule or order, and I give one as well, my rule is to be followed before hers since I am her dominant as well and she is my switch.
I'm still new to this lifestyle, but I love power and control, and would do what ever i need to do to keep that control in my grasp.
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I've just rediscovered my love for French bread.
And how fitting I should rediscover that while finishing off French homework. Thank GOD I only need 4 more courses for my degree.
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I try to be a good and understanding person and the partner Ev and I had cheated... and it was with the whole "It's not you, it's me" comment. Of course it is them! Ev and I did all we could to be there for her and she stabs us in the back.
Then to top it off, she was seeing this other person for the past two weeks... when she told us her online time was being limited.
so yeah... eventful week. We're considering a male slave now, but I guess it's because it's easier to find a male slave on here, and it appeals to my bisexual side. |
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Ugfh, I hate cheaters.
Hones to god people, I know some of us are into online relationships but the rules of fidelity still apply. Saturn and I thought we had someone to share love (no one from on by the way) with but it turns out she found someone and was seeing them behind our backs.
Lowlife much?
Honestly, if there's something that irks me, its cheaters.
So, we're back here looking for someone-male or female. Saturn and I have changed our mines on the female only policy we once had. We've thought about having a male slave and we're willing to try that now too.
Maybe now we shall have better luck. |
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still searching for that special someone..... no luck yet |
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well, it's been quite a while and Ev and I are still looking for that special submissive for us |
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Once more, EV and I are looking for a submissive, or even a save, not just one of us but both.
So please, people who want a Dom and Domme in their lives message us. We aren't looking into relocating anyone at the moment, we ARE however, looking for someone to share an online relationship with. With the eventual potential to relocate.
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Oy! Sore from the hike yesterday to release Saturn's aunt's ashes where her old cabin used to be by the ocean.
2.8km down hill in a sprinkling of rain =no problemo.
2.8km UPHILL in the POURING rain = big problem.
We were both soaked! But we did have a good mtime onice we were out of the rain.
I hope I don't feel anymore sick than I did last night. Knowing me I"ll be dying of a flu by the end of the week.
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I have pictures of the restaurant that burned down a few days ago.... luckily, only two people were sent to hospital.
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There's a fire in a restaurant called Pasta Plus, that's been burning for four hours.... hopefully it doesn't spread |
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Lucky us Hurricane Bill gave us a glancing blow. We were expecting some major flooding and wind damage but lucky for us it didn't happen.
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And the storm begins...
HURRICANE BILL HAS ARRIVED TO NEWFOUNDLAND!
wicked thunder and lightning storm
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I would really like to speak with a mommy domme from this site, mainly since Ev would like one. It IS true I am concirned that there may be a slight struggle in power... but it's mainly because I am used to being the only decent (I hope) figure in her life that didn't turn out to be a total jerk.
So, if there are any mommy dommes out there reading this, please send a message. I would like to understand this topic more from one before I begin to search for a wonderful maternal figure for Ev.
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The waves on the beach are wicked, in places where the water would be to my ankles, the waves come up to my thighs sometimes.
Going to be some storm.
Youtube has my video on it now!
Look it up under Hurricane Bill.
More videos to follow that once I go back to the beach this evening. I suspect there may be a difference in wave size.
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Going to the beach for awhile. Well..not to swim (not in the north atlantic my friends.)
Might get out of the humidity -good luck keeping my hair straightened in this. (Oh yes darling's Ev has curly hair). There isn't a straightener in the world thats going to help me today!
Wonder if Hurricane Bill has affected our waters yet.
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Saw "La Grande Seduction" last night, I normally don't watch Canadian films (well.... French Canadian), but since I enjoy comedies, it was worth it. I mainly had subtitles, but it was still enjoyable.
It gave "The Idiots Feast" a run for its money. Both films had a tasteful and light hearted feel to them when they got you to laugh.
Ev and I are still looking for someone here, and we've made a new friend from this site, so... so far it's a win. |
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Watched another movie tonight called "La grande Seduction"
thats right everyone, watched a french movie tonight. Fine by me, since I speak French. Saturn was stuck with subtitles though!
Great movie though, if anyones interested in the film, the English title is "Seducing Dr. Lewis"
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Should go back to bed.
Online bingo has been good to me and now I need some more sleep.
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Awake at4:30am because of a damn nightmare.
Not waking Saturn at this hour so I"ma stick on here for awhile if anyone wants to chat.
And for Saturn...
NO MORE DAMN ZOMBIE MOVIES EVER! (And I haven't even watched one lately...)
Not after the dream I just had....
8 years of practicing Lucid dreaming did nothing for me tonight.
Not one damn thing.
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Well I only aged about ten years this evening.
Saturn left to go home, usually calls when he's at the bus stop (public transportation for the win?), and then tonight, he didn't!
He never does that.
Honest to God I think I may have had a heart attack -which only got worse when his mother called and asked where he was.
He had me and his mother frantically calling his cell phone (which had died on him), to find out where he was. I was ready to take the jeep and see if he wasn't on my end of town and look for him in case something happened.
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Oy...still looking for that perfect slave to serve us.
Spent the afternoon watching movies today-not half as much fun as we'd like to have with another girl. ;)
But hey, I"m a movie freak, at least I was mildly entertained?
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So the search continues for a sub. No luck yet in finding someone for Saturn and I.
It seems to be difficult to find a submissive or slave on here that wants a couple, and/or doesn't mind meeting online first before anything RL is in place.
Its a pity really.
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Well... Ev's famiy had a big dinner today. Normally that'd be a good thing accept for a few things. First off, let me say that Ev has a temper... and today was testing her limits to keep from blowing up.
We helped set the table (turns out that 9 peope showed up, and there wasn't enough space at the dining room table. Sp after setting the table and getting more chairs and another table out, we set our places on where we wanted to sit. (we placed the chairs where no one would be sitting back on to anyone.)
Well, we were involuntarily moved to the smaller table away from everyone. We were SUPPOSED to have Ev's mother at the table with us, but we instead got stuck with her step father who doesn't really talk much.
and to top it all off... we both had to get chairs for everyone, and things, and basicay... be servants.... know what's wrong with this? simple. I'M A FREAKING DOMINANT!!!! I give the orders and make orders, not TAKE them! Ev is my switch, and I don't like when people order her to do things without saying "please" or "thank you", that is a total lack of respect, and that's one thing I always say to her when she doe what I ask her to. So besides some good food... my day was more questionable due to feeling like I was below what I am and what Ev is... and needless to say, I thought Ev was going to get totally pissed. (when she's mad she has this tone that can frighten a charging rhino).
A life of a slave or sub... not the life for me.
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if we were looking for male subs, we'd find one by now, but alas, we seek the devotion of a female to give us the love we wish to return |
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Saturn and I can't believe how hard it is to find a submissive on here.
God forbid we want a relationship with you before we take you as our sub.
Must be a horrible crime on here or something to want to get a know person before even considering relocation? |
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I was trying to update the profile pic to show Ev and myself, I think I got it figured out
Saturn |
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Well... It's official
I destroyed 4 pairs of sneakers in under two months. I mean it doesn't matter the price, I always wear them out before I can afford another pair.
Walking is costly. |
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Ev's Thoughts
So its that time of the year again.
Almost 6 years since the day my grandfather passed away. He was probably the most influential person in my life.
Funny the things which affect us, isn't it?
I mean, the man was the only real positive male influence I had in my life. He had me in his arms as a toddler and taught me to read-out of National Geographic magazines. No Dr. Seuss for me, it seems, I skipped all that, haha!
How do you not miss the person who taught you God was not a vindicative entity (as one grandmother often made me feel he was), but full of love and protection? Now, I'm by no means religious and I"m about as open minded as the next person but it gets me thinking back on many of our old conversations.
Maybe that is why some of the people on this site personally bother me with their hate lists. Hating Catholocism, Christianity, Islam etc but expecting everyone else to support the religions on a persons like list while they hate others. Doesn't seem to fair if you ask me but maybe that's my grandfather's teachings coming through there, he always was a good teacher.
He and I would talk about God and his forgiveness in people's mistakes. Theere was no one who was incapable of knowing Him and feeling his protection. He excluded no one from his love, even those who followed their own beliefs, for God gave us the free will to do so and while some might stray from that path, God none the less loves them.
mostly though, we talked about the beauty in the world. You see, my grandfather grew up in Nazi germany, he never spoke of what he saw which leads me to believe he saw quitw a few horrible things. The conversations about WW2 often led him to hav tear flled eyes. Beauty in the world was something he strove to see, even through his fights with alcoholism which dominated his life up to the very end.
His loss was one which truly affected me and still does today. No one here can understand, unless they went through it themselves, what it is like to have such a close and beloved family member take their own life. His words often still come back to me when I see religions listed on a person's hate list on this site which is why i suppose I"m including it in my remeberance of him this week.
How can this person expect open mindedness about their own beliefs, tolerance about their own beliefs, if they themselves cannot except those of others?
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All About Saturn
Name: Saturn (no, it?s not my real name, but it?s what I go by on sites like this)
Now, to tell you about myself? I?m the Dominant one in this relationship, Ev is the Switch of this operation and to me she's my submissive but, in terms of having another submissive, we've agreed to be more or less equals in that regard. Rest assured, you will be the sub of this relationship, not her .
I?m aso the more calm and collective of Ev and myself. She has the temper, and I can take a lot before I begin to rant about the problem (even if it?s the inadequacies of some jackass who pissed me off that day)
I am quieter than Ev?. Depending on the topic of conversation. I?m more of a techno geek in training I'd like to build my own pc one of these days.
I?m a movie lover? mainly I like horror type films, you know, slasher, and violent movies. Anything with Jason, Freddy, Leather face, and Zombies and I?m there - often covering Ev's eyes from the gory scenes! Oh and I love Evil Dead
I used love to collect videogames, and comics (Punisher is my preferred series though), I don?t do this much more however since I?ve gone past this phase of my life.
My biggest passion is Medieval history though? if there?s anything on about the early to late middle ages, guaranteed I?ve seen it or want to see it.
Other than that, I love to cook and try some new recipes.
I love music, almost all kinds, and I can play Viola? not as well as Ev, but I still love to play now and then. I am artistic though, I love to draw, color, and paint things when the feeling hits me.
I share ownership of a hamster with Ev as well-she jokingly says we have joint custody. I love animals as much as the next person.
I live at home, since my college is down the street from my family home and it was a decision which would leave me more financially stable. However, I spend almost all my time with Ev. So I basically live there? and if I?m not at the Gym, or at Ev?s I?m normally in classes learning to be a computer network technician.
That?s pretty much all I want to say about myself, but keep coming back, who knows? maybe you might see some interesting things in this journal.
There is still much to learn about both Ev and myself, so feel free to ask us questions.
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I wonder how many people on this site actually read? We've gotten several people asking us if we'll take a male slave.
Whats the issue with that? We've said we only want females.
On the other side,
went shopping with two elderly people today.
There are just no words to describe that experience.
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All About Ev
Name: Ev -- not my real name >.<
So...about me. I"m the switch of this relationship, though I think Saturn will agree I'm the one with the temper and the higher demands. Haha! However,I AM Saturn's submissive as well though for anyone contacting us to be OUR sub, you will listen to both of us as though we were equals.
I like to talk, so be prepared to listen to me. I ask a lot of questions and I love to answer questions, which works well since I'm going to be a teacher when all is said and done.
I love movies, though I do prefer historical based movies and documentaries. However, thats not the only thing I watch.
I'm musical. I taught myself Violin, Viola and piano and I don't care that I wasn't taught by a teacher. Sometimes its more fun on your own and I come from a family of self taught musicians. However, I did compete in folk music festivals for several years as a singer.
I adore animals. Currently, I have 2 cats, 2 birds, a hamster and a dwarf rabbit. I WANT a dog, but currently don't have one.
I live at home currently since my parents live 2km from the university I attend and they work right next door to the university as well. It was more financially practical to live with them then to move away. Its the same situation for Saturn though we hope to live together in the near future.
I speak French, rather fluently, its one of 3 degrees I'm currently doing at university. The others being History and Religious Studies, though admiteddly, I'm not all that religious (so don't be afraid?).
I also don't bother capitalizing anything in reference to myself (ie. That looks a lot like My car). I don't care if you do it, but I'm a bit of a grammar Nazi and I personally think my eyes will bleed if I do that.
I suppose this is the basics about me. If you want to know more, you're free to ask. |
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Its rather sad we're not getting more people interested. They're missing out. XD
Well...today they might have been useful *lost count on how many loads of dishes she washed today*
Cats could use grooming too. Could make a fur coat out of what I got off the lint brush this morning. *keels over*
however, I DID find my violin tuner this morning thank God! Its been missing for weeks now and while i have no idea how it got into the china cabinet, at least I found it and I can honestly say the instrument is at least in tune now.
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still no luck....
we've had one or two people look at our profile, but other than that... no one seems interested |
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And so Saturn and I search for the right female sub.
Hopefully some luck soon!
No one seems to want an online thing.
How disappointing. |
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