sassybabydoll3

I love it when trash takes itself out.  I am depressed and losing hope in life and you wash your hands of me saying im too negative??? You're a fake and a fraud and shallow and unworthy of any little.  You aren't cut out for caring for another. 

Hopeless.

I...am done with chasing an illusion.

When you read my profile and then message me a decent sized message and then include at the bottom "but im against diapers" ... ???  Why did you waste both of our times by messaging me?  You know I'm going yo block you, right?

To finish/summarize with that statement is clear proof *You do not understand my needs and just communicated to me that you do not care about my needs.  You only expect to have your needs fulfilled- - That is not how this works, at all*

I've been debating giving up diapers and being a little.. but even if I do.. I still want to be with someone who understands and accepts me, someone I don't have to hide any part of myself from..  So stop sending me these messages.  With or without diapers, I am not interested in a one-sided dynamic where my needs and my feelings aren't taken into consideration with care.

Thanks,
Sassy

I am tired of let people in....  I feell stupid for trusting.  I'm tired of finally letting my walls down, opening up and to someone who has such a special and major important role in my life.. only to be discarded at the slightest change of mood.  People just don't care what it does to a person.  My feelings.. matter.. I am who I say I am.. Some people want to just form a judgment and assumption of me unfairly and to disregard my truth because they find some created idea in their mind to be more legitimate.  So they pick manufactured fiction formed by their imagination... over the facts and truth from the source.. yeah.. that makes a whole lot of sense huh..  

I think I need to learn that if someone wants to believe the worst about me, then they were looking for an excuse.  I just want to say these men who message me deep and all acting like they care for me or my well being and like they have my back and talk to me every day and block me over nothing??  Please do not put me through this and play games with me.. Please.  I have been through enough and you have no care for the emotional hell and self loathing and mind fuckery you leave me to stew in..  My mental health matters and there is no need to lead me on and let me drop.  I need to keep putting myself out there to find the right one for me, but the fallout from the disbelief and hurt and confusion.. It makes me feel an absolute fool for believing someone who seemed genuine with a real interest in me..  That's a mind fuck.  My psyche cannot keep taking this kind of unfair and immature mistreatment.  

Please... I just want someone real, for once.  Not put on or an act or manipulation.  Just be real.  

I have come to hate this site. It's worthless, no one is real, and people thrive on their facade.  I'm done wasting my time on this fantasy BS.  I am giving up everything.  No more being little.  No more submitting.  No more aching for something that doesn't exist.  This is has been the biggest waste of the last 20 years and I hate myself for it.   What do I have to show for it?  PTSD from abuse and isolation from a pathetic excuse of human who advertised himsef as a Daddy/Dom on FL...ummm Loads of people wasting my life with no follow through who have no shame for their lies and manipulations?  This is just a bunch of people who create some idea of themselves but it's all an act online.  They can't bring it into reality.   There's no such thing as any of the things advertised here.  I hate this stupid con artist dating site.  I will never be looking on here again.  

None of my responses to messages are sending thru!! :(  sigh.  Now what?

Sail Away - - lovelytheband

Heyo <3

     So this past year I've really been losing my grip on the hope I will fine someone, let alone a Daddy.  It's been a new kind of inner crisis to navigate you could say lol.  My presence is nada on FL, and I have literally.. no family or friends/ no one in the area to even hang out with or do fun things on the weekends.. Idk.. It's been a...lot.. Anyways-  Due to my mindset and whatnot, I was shook to login today and found I have 2 and a half pages of messages to read and reply to.  If you messaged me from 05/06/24 to present- I AM  SO SORRY!!  You have not been ignored, and yes this account will remain active. I will begin sending out replies tonight and promise to be more mindful in checking my inbox regularly going forward.  I hope I haven't peeved anyone off.. of course I care!! So thank you for your patience as I get caught up this weekend <3      <3      <3

      Around the beginning of this month I glanced on here and decided to bring this profile up to date and to only use this profile.  Everything on here is now current and accurate.  My B profile I have taken down/hidden, and will only pop up if for some reason this one needs updating.  That is why some may of noticed I have two.  But they were confusing as to what was when etc etc.  So if you ever messaged me on a different profile: please reach out here if you would like to chat.  Also, please note I will not be checking that profile for the foreseeable future.  Updating this profile the other day was not accompanied by a long, long wait.  That's fantastic imo.  Anyways, I wanted to clarify.  Hearts and hugs :)  It's nice to be back.  Wish me luck  

I'm going to update my profile very soon, please be prepared for my inability to respond.  But things are way too out of date at this point.