samac


samacksam Male Submissive, 48	Samach Male Dominant, 51, Ohio	SAMACT Male Dominant, 40

		Back		KPM		Directory		Interests



	About samac Widowed bottom (5 years ago). Several years experience. Not looking but willing to be surprised. If you're looking for an uneducated door mat...move on. I have a pair of degrees and I'm a licensed civil engineer. I can easily walk into a biker bar or into a 5-star hotel. I'm VERY strong around men...and some women. BUT, I'll bend over for the right Domme. I can take care of many of the little nags in life. I'm not, however, a 'sugar daddy'. I am a man's man who will undress and put on an apron for the right woman. Oh, and She must know the difference between "your" and you're" I would love to ride over and say hi! Maybe do your dishes for you!

A lot has happened in the last few years. Many trips to Sturgis. Many trips elsewhere. No 'luck' with Femdomme.

I've enjoyed email from several wonderful women!! Each one would without a doubt have fulfilled my needs while I (hopefully...) would have done the same for them. Unfortunately, I ended up 'falling' for a vanilla woman while awaiting a woman to be my 'top'. It's been...and continues to be...very rough. Living a vanilla lifestyle while desperately needing a Domme is, in a way, killing me.

I'm praying for help with this...not knowing what to do to alleviate the problem. sigh....

Yes, I know, it's one of my own making....
Sam

It's been awhile since I posted anything in my journal. My journey seems to be going 'round and 'round with no apparent beginning or end!

I find myself attracted to femsubs. I find myself totally enthralled with femdoms!!!! I wish to be a woman's submissive servant yet have these crazy thoughts of being dominant with a femsub!!!!

(attention...attention...is there a psychologist in the house????)

Yeah, that's how I feel. I have found such good friends on this site. Yet, I find myself so confused, too.

Don't mind me (as if any Femdom here would!!!) I'm just ruminating on my future once again. To serve a wonderful woman for the rest of my days is the ideal. So, why do I wish to have a female servant/sexual toy?????

Sigh...please expedite the doctor's arrival.....

Something else I've thought of: I think an ideal situation would be to be one domme's submissve and for her to allow me to have my own female submissive. Yeah, I know, it's not going to happen, but I can dream, can't I?

Edited 09/04/06 - A wonderful Domme has pointed out that this contradicts one of my stated 'hated' activities: polyamoury. So, please disregard this post. Thankyouverymuch!

I just got back from 10 days riding. Spent 6 days in Sturgis and had a pretty good time. I rode in several thunderstorms in Utah and WY and a couple of hail storms, too.

I got to ride with some really great folks; all over the Black Hills: Mt. Rushmore, Crazy Horse, Deadwood, Spearfish Canyon, Devil's Tower, Sundance, etc. Saw some good concerts and some bad ones (Billy Idol sucked!)

While riding across UT and NV on Saturday I started thinking of vacations. I would like to take a one-week vacation and spend it serving one (or more) dominant woman in her home. Assuring her safety, she would have access to my private information (driver's licence, SS No., etc.) well beforehand. As I've only served my wife prior to her passing, I wouldn't have any good references. A contract for the week would be drawn up and signed.

Anyway, I think it would be enjoyable, enlightening, and instructive to domesticly serve her. No strings. No sex requested. Just doing whatever she wanted whenever she wanted....within the context of my profile, of course.

Has anyone ever done this, I wonder?

If you ride, ride safe.

When you discipline, do it thoroughly and with love...never hold back either. I wouldn't want it any other way!

Various ramblings....
I've been doing some riding this fine spring - seeing a lot of folks that are really poor riders out there on the highways and byways. I know that everyone has to learn, but they're a danger to themselves and to those with whom they ride! Get out there a practice, newbies! On your own on curvy roads and push yourselves to learn! Oh, and turn your heads, dummies!!! The bike follows your head!!!

Learned on Saturday that a friend went down on I-5 last week. He clipped, or was clipped by, a pickup and thrown under the wheels of an 18 wheeler. Tore him up. They had to pull him out of the rear axles he was so twisted up in there. 46 and became a grandfather 4 mo. ago. Ride safe, folks.....

So what's up with this thing that I'm experiencing??? I started reading profiles of submissive women and found that I occasionally get turned on by them! Meanwhile, I'm attracted to dominant women! I like their strapons and weapons of mass discipline. I'm a wee bit confused, folks!
Sorry if this rambling is coming off like a blog. I've just had lots of things on my mind of late. Maybe I need to take another ride across country!
Kisses to the FemDoms out there! Forgive my curiosity about FemSubs....I wouldn't know what to do with one if I had her!

WEll, I rode to Daytona and back the first two weeks of March. Went to Bike Week and had a great time! Rode 6,731 miles in 10 days.

I've been sort of out of circulation. Had to put my profile on hold for a bit. Personal issues do raise their ugly heads at times, don't they?

Send an email if you're so inclined...Domme or sub. Take care, all!

The Bridge..........

A biker was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head
and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in
all ways, I will grant you one wish."

The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want."
The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of
undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel
it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but
it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a
little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me."

The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could
understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when
she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when
she says nothing's wrong, and how I can make a woman truly happy."

The Lord replied, "You want two lanes or four on that bridge?"

Getting into Heaven:

A man appeared before St. Peter at the pearly gates.
"Have you ever done anything of particular merit?" St. Peter asked.

"Well, I can think of one thing," the man offered.
"Once, on a trip to the Black Hills out in South Dakota, I came upon a gang of high-testosterone bikers, who were threatening a young woman. I directed them to leave her alone, but they wouldn't listen. So, I approached the largest and most heavily-tattooed biker and smacked him on the head,
kicked his bike over, ripped out his nose ring and threw it on the ground." I yelled, "Now, back off biker boy or you'll answer to me!"

St. Peter was impressed. "When did this happen?"

"Just a couple of minutes ago."

Well, the new year is off and running! I've had the pleasure of encountering some really wonderful and intelleigent and articulate women her eon CM. It's a rare pleasure to be able to converse with intelligent people.....they seem to be rare. Thank you for touching my life!

Something that's happening to/inside me I find rather interesting: I read the profiles of the new users to CM, many of whom are submissive women, and find that I'm attracted to their lifestyle. I've never considered myself, or felt like one for that matter, a dominant. I wonder....might I be a switch in sub's clothing??? Hmmmm....something to ponder. I really have no idea how to be a dominant man to a submissive woman so i'm unsure of the origin of these feelilngs, but they do seem to be present.

How is everyone doing this new year???? Hopefully, you're all finding the lights of your lives and things are going wonderfully!!!

Here it is, a brand new year!!! I hope it finds you all in health and happiness!!!

It is my desire and hope that all of the dominant ladies here and everywhere find the submissives of their dreams. That he/she will fulfill their desires and take care of their every need.

Have a happy happy new year!!!!

Christmas has passed....a new year is almost upon us. I hope you've all been blessed by this season; and, that that blessing carries forward into 2006!

Thank you to all who've written to me. My heart swells with all the positive comments about grammar, spelling, etc. It gives me hope knowing that the realm of BDSM is not wholly populated by illiterate and/or lazy folks!!!

To the wonderful Dom who wrote saying my ramblings sound more dommish than submissive: I tend to use the journal to vent....I will still gladly don an apron and fuzzy slippers to clean your home and cook your favorite dinner!!! .....sitting at your feet while you finish your repast.

Good Morning, All!

Here's to all who read this: Praying you have a wonderful holiday season. That shopping does not take precedence over the true reason for this celebratory time of year!!!

Take care one and all....kiss your Domme...kiss your sub....and hold one another tightly!

I find some things very interesting:

1) A Domme writes that you must be within 50 miles of her to receive consideration......and her profile says "California".

If one lives within 50 miles of "California", does he qualify? Living in, for example, Reno, would qualify one for consideration; even if the Domme lives in San Diego or Eureka.

Dommes: If you put that in your Profile, be so courteous as to say where the heck you live!!! It can't be *that* hard to remember where you live, is it??

2) A Domme lists her demands, one of which is that the sub provide a picture or said sub will receive NO consideration and may even be (gasp) Blocked!!!

Meanwhile, about 50% of the Dommes who write this won't put a picture of themselves up for the sub to see. What? You think subs don't care what a Domme looks like??? Granted, some may not....this one does.

3) Dommes demanding to be paid for services rendered......usually over the 'net and not even R/T.

What? Can't hold down a job?
And can a sub be really that hard up???

My thoughts for the day. Flames will be cheerfully ignored. Bad grammar, spelling, and punctuation will likewise cause me to point and laugh.

samantha Male Submissive, 36, san antonio, Texas	samaniMF Female Submissive, 41	SAMaso Male Submissive, 63, N.Detroit Suburbs, Michigan	samlutman Male Switch, 20
sam1000 Male Switch, 49, Glenview, Illinois	SampsonsFire Male Dominant, 43, NW Indiana, Indiana	sampsonsagod Male Dominant, 21	sam54467 Male Switch, 60, Madison, Wisconsin
samsub2004 Male Submissive, 30	SAMICANBE Male Submissive, 42, Ontario	SamanthaAnne Transgender Dominant, 53, Columbus, Ohio	samcash23 Male Submissive, 59, Seattle, Washington

samac

About samac