s4dmaster

I realized Maria was a special slave from the first email she sent me, a lot of time ago: differently from from many others which only look at the pictures or in the best case read the sessions, she had clearly attentively read all the site, shared with me her thoughts and asked questions. Our connection has always went farther than the simple BDSM and in fact our chats have always been an opportunity more for confrontation and dialogue than for "online play". And this notwithstanding my domination over her has always been palpable and real.

And now, thanks to a work trip I had the chance to pass three days with her! We met at the airport and went to eat something, like simple friends. It has been amazing to see this relationship grow in few days, without any forcing from me or her; it was not necessary tha we were playing in order to make me feel her as my slave, I could sense her submission in many small importantant gestures: her opening me the door when we went to the restaurant, her putting herself out for offering me some cookies which I liked to eat during the trip back to Italy, her worried eyes while she was explaining me the reason of her lateness.. And at the same time we were speaking and discussing completely freely, not because we were forgetting our roles, but because on the contrary they were inside of us, not a role to act.

All went so well that I decided to play a bit: two short mini sessions of 5 minutes each (a bondage and a spanking session), to start getting to know her from this point of view. Because it was the first time I had decided that I was not going to touch her in a sexual way, and this notwithstanding I felt very strong sensations, because I felt to have in my hand non a sub to play with, but a slave which was really gifting herself to me and which thus I could really take care of.

At the end of the visit Maria gifted me three books and a wonderful windchimes dear to her, gift which really touched me. But she did another important gift to me, even if probably without realizing it, asking me what she was supposed to do with a friend with which she was not sure to stay in contact or no: unfortunately I did not personally know that friend and thus I could not take that decision, but it has been important for me that she decided to at least partly delegate to me that decision, because I think that being a Master is more than knowing how to use the whip: it is about taking care of your slave and to gift her the control she craves.

Maria, I do not know how this relationship will evolve: honestly our distance is a big difficulty and there are other questions to face; I'm sure about a thing though: however it will go the felings you gave to me will always remain with me and you'll have always have a special place in my hearth.

Thanks
Francesco