Rubensdream


rubensub Female Submissive, 54	Rubenesque Female Submissive, 39, Melbourne	Ruben Male Dominant, 26, madrid

		Back		KPM		Directory		Interests



	About Rubensdream I seek my King~ TO DOMINATE HIM Do not think for a moment that Trust and Loyalty are not earned. I am for the Brightest, Strongest and most successful among you. Mastery is not a right, it's a privilege and a responsibility.

Please be patient with me. This weather is too hot for me, simply...It sours my attitude so I won't answer anyone while its effects are foremost.

It's too hot...I can't think straight. Thinking in hexagons is getting me in trouble.

You have one chance to impress me...

Please check your spelling!

I think what a lot of Doms don’t realize (or maybe they do) is that a real Master is in your corner.

The Light+House to my Cliffside

It’s not all about him.

There is no Mastery without Dominance, but there can be Dominance without Mastery…it’s called dictatorship.

I’ll say it right now, I’m not looking for tyranny. Oh, I know it well enough…that’s why I’m not looking for it. I’m looking for Mastery. Looking for my King.

So the guys who assume power is akin to being a puppeteer…not looking for you.

How does she know so much about Mastery?! You may well ask….you see I have Mastery myself. I have Spiritual and Mental Mastery…it’s the Physical and the Sexual Master I seek.

The Priestess seeks to serve her King.

It's not always the easiest thing, to choose...All one can do is make a goal...but remember

Plan is fantasy.

okay, here's a weird exchange....but with a guy calling himself Trainer666B I shouldn't be surprised...

Trainer666B on 6/16/12 at 2:49 PM:
	i want you

Rubensdream on 6/16/12 at 8:25 PM:
	What would you do with me if you had me?

Trainer666Bon
6/17/12 at 1:17 AM:	its what i woudent do which makes me a great Master,if your still free and interested lets chat

Rubensdream on 6/17/12 at 10:32 AM:
	What you wouldn't do? well what is that?

Trainer666B on 6/17/12 at 2:17 PM:

	you seem to me as you are are some faker or some totally stupid bictch ,one of the two.you should end up hopefully with some waster as a Master.thats what you deserve,next time time some one offers you a chance,take it,you have know idea what you have lost in me,you would have had what you have searched for,but you fucked up.

I answered today right after I read it!

I tried writing

Witnessing your obvious lack of patience and compassion, I rather doubt it, mate. (he's from the UK)

but he's blocked me! what a freak. :O

What the fuck? Was I so out of line? I guess he didn't like my banter, lol And what did he offer me exactly? he must have confused me with someone else....if I'm missing a bonafide offer somewhere, someone please ...point it out to me. Pissed that i didn't chat? i was asleep. oh well, lol

again...what a freak

Slave and sub are such subjective terms at this point in our evolution, that they are barely adequate to describe the myriad ways in which BDSM concepts can be expressed and experienced.

I should be writing a thesis, lol

"I don't know if I'm sub enough for you...

my personality and sexuality are submissive, but my Soul is Dominant...

there's not much I can do about that.... Probably why I'm looking for a Master...! :)"

It's my Birthday today!

I'm horny as fuck and there's a whole lotta not fucking going on....

le moan, le sigh

These guys who use a fierce face in their profile, or grim reaper pics, especially, ...

Who the hell are they trying to attract?!?>

it cracks me up.

the big smilers are as funny as the grimacers!

lol

the fantasy is built on ice in Spring

Men don't want you to look into their hearts and those that say they do, don't believe you can really do it

For you guys out there who complain that women just stop responding...

Well, men do it too...you are not alone...lol

UPDATED-SEE END

Okay....I had an interesting evening...or afternoon, rather, with a cute thick boy...and he said it would last all night, after a break for him to go to his office party,...lo and behold, he invites his work mates over for an after party, and kicks me out!

I don't even know if it's the truth...

I always take things so personally....I mean, I was tight...he said he'd never been with someone with a pussy as tight as mine...maybe tight isn't good

He did say he wanted to see me again...I didn't say anything, and glared at him. At least he had the good sense to look chastised and at least not that happy about the situation...but he created it!!

I don't like surprises. I don't know what to think.

update

he has come around again, looking for leg....takes longer to respond...that seems typical, they think they have you, so they don't need to put forth effort anymore...sigh

I had forgotten how much i love cock, even though i've been looking for a good one...

I was reminded today, in the best possible way.

I'm looking for my Master again, and I'm not perfect. I seem to come across someone compatible, but the slightest imperfect move on my part, and they disappear... like falling asleep at 3 in the morning while chatting all night. That doesn't seem too unreasonable to me, yet it's used as a reason for rejection-or more accurately stopping communication. Like I broke a cardinal rule....um, excuse me, no one gave me your rules-I didn't mean to break them... Most Master's seem to want to guide a sub/slave, but if the slave is already perfect, why would she need a Master?

I guess I'm ignoring the obvious...the seeming compatibility is a lie. This is why it's a good idea to chat it up with someone before you ever, ever attempt to meet. A few years ago, I chatted with a fellow every day for a week, and by week's end, we were so hot for each other, we had to meet, and we ended up together for over 2 years- uintil his work took him away. These days, a Dom or a sub gives you a few hours, maybe, to decide you want to commit to them...it seems like there's some magic time...it's now or never

yeah, I've made the mistake of submitting fully, heart, mind and body to a Dom or "Master" who was just playing around and enjoying a feeling of power....the problem is, Power has little to do with Dominance intrinsically...one can be used to achieve the other, but they are very different concepts on their own...I have considerable Power, on my own-it's Dominance I'm after! Sexual Dominance specifically. Most people probably think they're the same....that's the problem then...We're all mistaking Power for Dominance.

these Masters-they're all so delicate, somehow...so ready to believe they are being disrespected or rejected...and perhaps they have, after all....but it's just unfortunate that their Skepticism is fraught with suspicion and not investigation, which is the positive pole! Like a bull, they see red and that's it!

So while I'm being misunderstood and rejected for it, I guess it's all right in the long run...anyone who can't admit mistakes and learn from them is no one who I want in my life or deep inside my body which is where I ultimately want my Master to reside for as much time as possible.

Have you ever been asked to meet by someone who closes their account before you can answer?!? I just don't know what to think about that!? Other than....too impatient, or creepy joke.?

Sexual confession 2:
Receiving cunnilingus has never maintained my arousal.

the Men who profess to "be able to make you cum eating pussy" never impress me...

in fact it's a little on the humiliating side for me somehow... a violation

i think it would turn me on if it was something taken from me, forced upon me....because the Master wants it-not to try to please me necessarily...?

if he used it to Dominate me that would be sexy.???

interesting...if he does it to please me, i don't like it...if he does it for himself, it's arousing.? I think men have been taught bad habits centered around what turns "some" women on, and most of those things don't work for me.? Men do different things to turn themselves on....i like those things better.? :)

Sexual confession 1:
the first time i spontaneously came with a man, he woke me up by stuffing his tongue in my ass-first time for that....i came hard and it shocked me.

i once was tied spread eagle vertically and lashed from behind with a many tailed flogger..the aim was to see how much i could take.? unfortunately he had left the heater on and it got too hot, and i succumbed to the heat, but not the pain.? i'm not sure how long it was, but i felt the passage of time.? he said i did well.? driving home i couldn't believe how wet i was...how horny.? that's the first inkling of how it might be.? i still don't know those limits....

to be ready to fuck and then not do it is the worst.

I talked with a Dom.? we had a lot in commnon.? We agreed to meet.? He stood me up.? Therre are so many men who just fantasize and stain their sheets, but aren't really interested in fucking.? i finally figured out what turns me out, and now i can't find the cock to do it.

rubberpuppy Male Submissive, 43, Hoboken, New Jersey	RubberToiletMa Male Dominant, 57, Bay Area, California	rubberpup Male Submissive, 29, staten island, New York	rubbertime Male Dominant, 42, bethlehem, Pennsylvania
rubberman Male Dominant, 45, New York	rubberboy Male Switch, 43, Richmond, Kentucky	rubber69 Male Switch, 33, Hull - UK	rubylips Female Submissive, 31
rubberkept Male Submissive, 30, NYC, New York	Rubic Male Dominant, 25, Portland, Oregon	rubico Male Submissive, 28	rubber321 Male Submissive, 38, London / Surrey

Rubensdream

About Rubensdream