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| IF you really know me, or WANT to know me, then this title should make perfect sense.
I'm a dominant man, with a submissive foundation of that thought process who is looking for someone who can truly keep up. I'm an intelligent, opinionated, multifaceted man of the 21st century. I thrive in my workplace, flawlessly and brilliantly. Everyday I do what my soul and my heart want. I follow my God. And I love my life to the best of my ability.
Then I come home.to my house. I make dinner, for just me. I clean empty bedrooms. I watch a movie, read a book, cook dinner, write my endless thoughts or whatever i may have energy for that evening. This too i do with only my energy to entertain my ever craving personality.. I take a shower, alone. I crawl into bed, by myself. I sit by the fireplace feeding a flame knowing my desire is to not be alone but to share in these moments. I read or surf online. . . still alone. I tuck myself in and I fall asleep.hopefully sooner rather then later. My vivid and almost total recall of play partners who I adored, but for one reason or another are not here, only satisfies my hunger in brief thought. Then I wake in the morning and think, that would have been so much better had someone been with me. And then I do it all again. Let me make it clear. I'm not whinning. I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm just making it clear the pace at which my world moves at away from work.
I don't understand, am I really that awesome that no one even wants to try. hahahaha. just kidding of course, but not really. I have had offers, don't get me wrong. I hurt inside for not being able to seal the deal of a relationship with women who are past the age or not capable of child bearing. You may want to read my "honesty" writing next. My match may be a sub, slave or even like minded Domme, it depends on who the most appreciative one is that I am able to touch her heart with these words.
I absolutely appreciate the lovely women (and men) I have met. And am making some decently bound friendships in the process. I hope to spend more time learning and growing. Hopefully traveling and really experience BDSM for all the lovely things it has to offer. but by God I would so much appreciate having someone who could experience this journey safely, beautifully, freely, openly and comfortably with me. I think I have gone about as far as I can on my own and by myself. I feel like I'm at a cross roads and I'm not certain if I should try to keep going or just call it good and stop trying.
I'm looking. I'm looking for Genuine. Simple. Friendly. I'm looking for love. Here, there and everywhere. I'm looking for Spiritual and Honest. I'm in need of Kindness that seeps from your pores and Humility known because of a life lived well. I search and seek and patiently wait for you. My best friend. My dearest prayer. My most loyal of hearts. A mother to our children.
Gentleman's Code
“…The code of ethics - for generations known as the code of a gentleman –– is an immutable law of etiquette. Too many of us are apt to mistake a rich man for a gentleman. No qualification could be further from the truth, since the the quality of a gentleman is necessarily measured by what he is and never by what he has. We've all the heard the term "nature's nobleman"; meaning a man of innately beautiful character who, never having even heard of the code, follows it by instinct. In other words, the code of a thoroughbred, whether it be applied to a man or a woman, or to a half-grown child, is the code of instinctive decency, ethical integrity, self-respect and loyalty.”
Emily Post
Long I had thought I would have found her by now. The submissive one that I seek is elusive. She should be passionate about her love making, bisexual and open to explore a poly household. Life is full of negotiations but we all have our wants, needs and desires that need to be met or we long for it, and by human nature decended from Eve, we seek what we want, regardless of consequence. The lifestyle living, where there is a consequence for your actions, and, for most, a pleasureable punishment for being bad. Without knowing your innermost thoughts, my belief is we will not reach your, or my, innermost desires, kinks and fantasies. Communication from the start required. Tell me about yourself. Share what you may, ask questions if you must, tease or seduce me if you desire. Rhd |
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I have accepted my fear.
I want a son.
I am told I am too old.
I am told to adopt.
I am told to get a surrogate.
I will NOT adopt or use a surrogate.
I WILL find the one.
I will keep trying if the child is a girl and hold no ill sentiments.
I will be old enough to be the child's father and grandfather.
I owe it to myself.
I will keep this promise to myself.
I will and have asked those who know me to know and share this about me and do not hide the fact in any relationship I enter.
I am thought to come on too strong because I want my partner to know this.
I do not lie.
I pride myself on my integrity.
I enjoy play partners as well, but,
I want a son. |
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I had a wonderful chat today with a lovely woman here on collarme. She was respectful throughout and non evasive in my question and non intrusive in her questions. I hope when she reads this she knows this is about her as the words that I will ask her to write on her profile soon would be "under consideration by Rhdsklr". |
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there is an amazing woman out there that I have met here, she knows who she is and I look forward to chatting with her again!!! |
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Its been a long and frustrating search. To date, I have met no one from this site. Profiles lead of to those of mutual interests, or real people? I think most.... are not. Your views are open for discussion, privately with me, communication is the key, hopefully this post opens a door, or window, to talk, not to get slammed in your face or on your fingers!!! Rhd |
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