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Male Dominant, 44, Portsmouth, New Hampshire
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About revdouglas
Allow me to introduce myself, my name is Douglas and I am a 36 year old switch with dom tendencies... I have recently been introduced to the lifestyle and found that I currently enjoy both the dom and sub sides of it... my background includes everything from banking to pastoring a church...I have a BA in theology w/ my strength in Biblical linguistics... I am looking for switch or sub females... If you are dom I would enjoy your wisdom, especially... due to my bi orientation i will not turn males away... I am very open and looking for intellegent dialogue from both sides to begin with, if anything else develops then I will let time tell... Thank you for taking the time to read my profile and I look forward to hearing from you... |
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All i have to say id that this week has been eventful...
wax play, first time...
recovery advanced, excellent talk today
changes ive needed in my life beginning to take hold...still need to decide if dead wood is worth keeping or discarding...dead wood seems revived, though...ill just keep this one under observation
new sponsee
bast friend and i still sensing some friction,? still giving me vibes im not sure of...may be still related to an incident that occurred...im over it but don't feel the same reciprocated...oh well, past is such...
her recovery is coming along well, i am sooo PROUD of her...
Proud of myself for newly implemented boundaries ive established with others in my life...
Progress, not Perfection
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So far this week has been interesting...
friend of mine dropping Xanax...DT's are going just about right for her week clean...proud for that...
On anther note, feeling like the 'bastard' child to a person i care about...seems, at times i feel like nothing but a blame and bitch at doll...Still, i care very much and still feel blesed by their friendship
I will survive...LOL
Life aint half bad...began talking to a person i seem to have much in common with...we just need to schedule some time to spend texting online...
Lastly, a very special friend of mine is feeling nervous about meeting someone new...she doesnt realize that "she is going to be FINE"...so she needs to quit her damn worrying...LOL (Tear)
Our Higher Power(s)? bless us
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All i have to say is that in the last year and 5 mths...
"Here on this mountain top...Uh oh
??? I got some Wild Wild life"
Talking Heads "Wild Wild Life
Thank you to all who have helped me reclaim my life...
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Better day...my friend and I went to a b-day for a mutual friend of ours...no "play" unfortunantly but some stimulating conversations...down side is her cat was placed in a shelter and come tues should be home...
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while listening to the coptic commemoration of the saints a few revelations have emerged from my soul
I am learning forgiveness... Learning to let go... It creates a peace in me and I believe will build better relationships and rebuild trust in others...still have much hurt... i dont think anyone can realize how much this event has not only hurt me but has changed me as well...
Im finding forgetting, though not impossible...time will tell...all my spiritual understanding i am currently calling upon for help...
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Eventful month... too eventful... I have been going through an event this month which has challenged my faith in basic trust... At this time things seem to be working out... I will overcome this, regardless and in the future allow it to build strength in me... My Higher Power, and a couple dear friends have helped me to cope and understand this lesson and for that I am eternally greatful... I have also enjoyed the dialogue with a couple people I have met on this site... Thank you.
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Spent a good weekend outdoors... Beginning to enjoy a deeper understanding for myself... Growing detachment of a toxic situation improving my mood... The other night I was able to take some time alone, much needed... This week will involve some changes that will only further my growth... I have started to write again poetry, freestyle) and I find this to be very soothing...
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This week has been interesting... I will be accepting a new job after June 1...I have a friend who had to put a kitty down... I further spent some time trying to contemplating several realizations I have come to...
Because of my leaving the church i have entered a new phase of discovery in my life and almost daily I am finding my new existance and lifestyle choices to be very positive... Any coments would be welcomed...
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