Restrayned


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	About Restrayned I am a fully owned slave. I am to be used at Her will and for Her pleasure. I obey everything She commands/wishes/asks. I accept everything pain, punishment and pleasure she wants me to feel. I am Her bitch, Her whore, Her slut, Her puppy. Mistress Airy, beautiful, intelligent, graceful, funny, these words only partially describe Her. I absolutely, positively adore Her. I worship everything about Her. I love Her. My only wish is to serve Her proudly for as long as i can. I am chubby, which i am trying to lose some weight. I have my ears and nipples pierced for a total of 4 piercings. Which i wish to increase to 6, by a PA and my tongue. I am also planning on getting a tattoo of the bdsm symbol. I would also like to be branded of someway by Mistress, but that is up to Her. As you can see in my pics i have short brown hair, i am usually clean shaved. I am about 5'11". My interests are listed on my profile so i don't see a need to post them here as well. ** I am now a chaste sissy slave under the key of my Mistress. If you have any questions or anything about me, please send me a message. If you have any compliments/complaints or wish to ask about sharing or such please send a message to Mistress Airy. She is on my friends so she is easily found. Here is the link to my blog that Mistress likes me to update more so than here. So if you want to go ready it. Be my guest! http://geyst.blogspot.com/

I am now locked up tight. yup! in chastity! I'm loving it and i know Mistress is. :D

So for halloween i dressed up as a girl as per Mistress's command. I absolutely LOVED it! I had such a blast!

omg omg omg... i got my nipples pierced finally! i love them! ill probably put up some picks

I am feeling better emotionally about last week. Mistress and I seem to be on better ground now, which i am very glad about. I was given my punishment the next day for disobeying Mistress. It hurt.. and i deserved it. I honestly think i deserved more, but i will not argue with Mistress about it. ------------------------------------------------ Yesterday we had a session that was fun. I enjoyed it very much. It was mainly about not to keep Mistress waiting or else. :D I found out even more so that im not that fast of a reader.

This week has had me filled with very strong emotions in every direction...happiness, excitement, anger, saddness, pleasure, pain, heartache.. hell i think i felt all possible emotions in 3 days.

Its been an.... interesting(i guess would be good to go here) week, thats for sure.

I am currently under order that if i want to cum. I cannot touch my cock, i must use only toys to cum. This should be fun. edit:I did it! And wow it was fun! Very interesting new experience. edit again: i guess i could go into detail as to how i did it. Well i had my nipple clamps on, both my cock rings, and was riding my large black dildo. I was riding it at the head of it, feeling the ridges against my asshole and pushing it in as far and as fast as i could go, pressing it against my prostate. It was fun! <3

Mistress has now taken control over my financials.

So new news! Mistress now completely controls everything i do. It started originally from Mistress basicly reminding me of what i need to be doing. And she didn't want to intrude too far into my dealings. After a fairly long discussion, i hinted to her that she should just control everything i do (jokingly). From there it got serious and we continued to talk on the matter. And now she completely controls what i do. Currently we are going to start off slow and light. I will just give her a lot more detail into what i do and plan and such along those lines. And over time she will remove what i can do from me, taking total control eventually. I am so excited about it! It will be a new experience for the both of us. I love, adore and cherish that Mistress has taken this responsibility. <3

So now Mistress is torturing me slowly until she decides when i may release. Teasing me by listening to her moan as she cums, telling me what all she would do to me. and now she is commanding me have my butt plug in while i sleep chained up.

Well I'll tell you about what I am currently doing. I played and came without my Mistress's permission 2 weeks ago. After a few days of thinking, she had my put on my smallest cock ring (1 1/4 inch) around both my cock and balls and wear them until she said otherwise. It was so VERY painful, at one point I almost fell into tears. After she allowed me to remove the ring, I am to be chained while I am not in use as Mistress's slut toy. My hands chained together and my legs chained together. Thank you Mistress.

As of late its been rather busy for Mistress and I so we havent been able to play. Havent stretched my whore ass any bigger yet, still looking for something to be good enough to do so. :] Cant wait

Oh! and if the guy is there tomorrow im getting my nipples pierced!

i have recently "discovered" femme or becoming a t-girl. Well more like started to do it and omg i love it! Every bit of it thus far is amazing. I am still a bit nervous about going out and about but right now im not really worried about it. I still need to define my look and goals.

And thank you Mistress for supporting me!

Mistress has a new goal for me! To stretch my ass. She has instructed me to fuck my ass every night until i cum. Making sure that my ass is used very often. I cant wait to see what large dildo she will shove in me next!

The past two nights Mistress has invited a female whore for us to play with. The first night i was tied on my back on a bench. My mistress straddling my fast, grinding down on me, while the female was riding me. First missionary then she got up, turned around and inserted my cock into her ass and pounded down on it. She then leaned forward and started licking my ass! Mistress then asked where i would like to cum in her. Mumbling? i answered in her ass, she motioned the whore off me and untied me. Then bending the whore over the bench and allowing me to fuck her ass as Mistress shoved the whore's face into her pussy. Once done i licked all of my cum clean from the whore.

Last night i was to sit there and listen as Mistress made her fuck herself with vibrators and dildos. And oh my it was nice.

Well its been over a week( i think it may be 2 weeks so far, my memory looses me sometimes). we havent played or hinted or anything. We've both been fairly busy. But i miss playing with Mistress.

Im angry and sad at the same time... I ordered a sound kit a while back and it still hasnt gotten here :[. Ive been tracking and i acidently forgot to put my apt # on the order but it still should have been held by my main office of the apts. Ive been checking with them, USPS and i cant get to the FedEX store while its open because of work :[. I just checked the tracking on it and it says that its been returned to shipper, twice, somehow?.. like they were going to send it, but failed? idk.. im just really ticked and want them to get here. I want to be tortured with them already to please Mistress.

Well last night Mistress was busy so she told me to play with myself.

SO.. hehe i pulled out all my toys. She had earlier in the day told me to put in my vibrating plug. I took it out, lubed up my large dildo and started out with it. I fucked my ass, must have been a GOOD 20 mins with it. After that i grabbed a pair of latex gloves, lubed them up and then fisted myself (well as best as i can). That was fun i really liked it. After that i took my large plug and shoved it in me (fit in rather easy now yay). I took it out ,put it in, did that for a bit to stretch my ass. I took out the plug and started to fuck my ass with my dildo once again.? I got real close to cumming and had to stop :[. Mistress then got done and gave me an order to go lay down and masterbate then when i got close to stop and count to 10 then stroke till i cam and see how high i can shoot. Unfortunatly it didnt shoot :[ Mistress wasnt disappointed, but i was slightly.

Last night was a blast. Mistress found another sub that she wanted to use to play with me. It was a male of course. Mistress so does love me playing with cock <3. It went on till late at night, but it was well worth it

Thank you Mistress

The other night was great to simply say. Mistress wanted me to prove that i wanted to cum. So she then ordered me to suck on my large dildo. Already being horny i sucked on that dildo. Fucked my mouth so much with it. She finally told me to just hold it in my mouth while she decided what to do next. After several minutes she ordered me to lube up my ass and fuck it hard with my. Once i started she wanted me to add clothes pins along the bottom of my cock. Fucking my ass hard she orders me to pull off all the pins at the same time. doing this nearly made me cum. after several mintues she allowed me to cum and it was alot. catching it all in my hand i licked it up. great night

The reason i havent been on lately is because i misbehaved and was told to not look at ANY sites, touch myself at all. NOTHING. I have been tortured in various ways throughout the past 2 weeks. Made to fuck myself with my new large dildo, while i fuck myself in the mouth with my old dildo and to listen to her moan as she cam. Tonight i was ordered (while i played my game) to tie up my cock tightly so it would stop me from getting hard, then insert my vibrating plug into my ass. And at various times would change the intensity. It felt so good, but made the strain on my cock hurt so much.?

Well i just ordered some new toys this past friday. Mistress wanted me to get one of them. A vibrating butt plug so she can tease me while im doing some of my fav activities. I cant wait for it either!! :] And ive ordered a dildo! A big one too 9inch tall and 6inch in circumferance. Should be here either wednesday or thursday! Im so excited!! EEEE!

The other night Mistress and I played, she asked me to put in my inflatable dildo and cinch my cock and balls with a belt before presenting myself to her. I did. She told me to count pumps and with each pump i got a slap on the ass with the same belt, tugging on my cock and balls. This went on and on. The dildo finally got to 50 pumps before i begged to stop. She then ordered me to stroke my cock (i already VERY close to cumming) i begged and begged to cum. So i would have her permission to do such. Finally she told me to, i cam so much. She then ordered another release. On that one.. i failed. Then she asked if it felt good. It did. I was then put under the order to not release again for 50 days(determined by the # of pumps) i could play and do whatever i wanted as long as i didnt cum.

[after the session, i went to deflate the dildo and it wouldnt deflate. It broke :[ one of my favs broke and i hadnt had it that long..]

Its been a while, sorry!
The past couple of days Mistress has had me wear my probe and let me decide what to do. (freebe days) Thursday tho was nice. it was one of the day that she would let me do what i wanted (still couldnt cum tho). I wanted to play, and Mistress asked if she could watch. Of Course! I pulled out my lock box, lubed up my dildo and had a blast! ramming it into my ass, hitting my prostate a few times! loved it! went at it for about 10 - 15 mins on my own. I would have really loved if Mistress was there to do it. While she was watching my arm started getting tired, but Mistress kept telling me to go faster and harder. Asking me if she would honestly slow down. Of course not. (im getting hard just thinking about it. OH, i wish i could touch)

Should have actually posted this after it happened but i didnt.

?I got a new toy! An inflatable dildo ( love it!!) During out last session Mistress had me squeeze the bulb making it larger and larger. I got to 26 pumps (which is pretty large) until i couldnt handle it anymore. Mistress was very pleased with me for how much i was able to take. She said next time were going to try for more. i cant wait!! :]

Last night Mistress wanted to push me. I was curious as to what she meant.. I soon found out. She wanted me to start out sucking on the dildo as if it was a cock. Then She had me fuck my dildo in my ass. I bounced on it, begging for more. She then asked if i was a dirty cock whore. I then was instructed to take the dildo out of my ass and to suck on it. At first i was iffy about it and didnt want to. So she made me fuck my ass with it again. This time she got clamps and attached them to my nipples and twisted then yanked them off. Again she asked if i was a dirty cock whore and instructed me to take the dildo out and suck on it.. After a moments hesitation i started sucking and sucked hard so i could please Mistress. Once she was satisfied with that she told me to fuck the dildo in my whore ass harder and faster and put the clamps on again. This time twisting them very far and held them there while i fucked my dildo. In one swift movement off the clamps came. I whimpered and yelped as the pain shot thru me. She then make me stroke myself as i listened to her cum loudly. It was a wonderous moan that came from her lips. Once finally calmed down she allowed me to cum and it shot very fast out of me. I nearly missed it, trying to catch it. I then licked up my cum as per Mistresses request. In all the night was WONDERFUL. I loved every moment of it. I cant wait for the next night. <3

Yesterday i had company over and Mistress knew. So she told me to go insert my anal beads into my ass and continue the day like normal. Except it wasnt normal.. Every time i walked, sat down or nearly anything it rubbed on what part of the beads were still outside of my ass. Making my cock hard and it stayed hard the whole day. Then later that night she teased me so much about how she was watching a video of a guy getting fucked with a strap-on and she made me beg as if i were begging to be fucked by someone else( by this time i was SOO horny). Then shortly after she went to bed and left as i was. Unable to touch, whimpering and wanting more.

I have severly disapointed Mistress and will now be punished durring our next session. I will not cringe or try to hide from it. I deserve all of what she has planned.

Under strict instructions i was told NOT to touch myself, but today i did. It started by me looking at toys and items online, then i started to look at videos and ... ended up masterbating and cam.

I told Mistress of what her pet did and now she will punish me accordingly.

well the past week has been a bad one for me and i havent been myself.? But im going to continue to write logs here. Im feeling much better now and ill be able to keep this up to date and current.

I know its been a while since my last entry and for that i am sorry. Been very busy this past week. My new assignment tho i am being trained so release when my Mistress wishes and currently is not that hard. But its gonna get that way soon. Anything to please Mistress! <3

Last night was simply amazing! Mistress finally allowed me to cum, but only if she watched via came. It added so much itself to the excitement of it. Finally being able to release just made it all worth it when i did. Now on to my new assignment! <3

I have a pic up of me with my hawk gone. Im going to grow it all out now.

Its been nearly a month since Mistress has allowed me to cum and im starting to loose it. I want to release so badly!

She promises that i will be able to cum soon!! I cant wait!

Welp! im cutting off my hawk tomorrow. so no more blue hair! :]

And on a side note... its been 3 weeks since Mistress has allowed me to cum. Im starting to go crazy here!

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