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This is me to the very core of my being. For all of you that tell me I am a Domme and need to stop looking for a Dom, this is where you are wrong. I am an Alpha sub, the best person to have behind you, beside you.

**I did not write this.**

An Alpha woman takes strength to master
She aches to submit
But there is no submission without domination.
She may bottom, but rarely submits
When she bottoms, it is purely for her own benefit

The Alpha is using, tasting
Merely surviving until the day her soul is satisfied.

She resents the tactics, pretenders, fakes
Giggles at the silly demands some try to make
Laughs at their claims to be Lord of the world.

An Alpha views a lying man as a weak man
She feels pity for him.
Lie to her, mislead her, play her
But realize this in not her first dance
Your fate is sealed. There are no second chances.

It takes a strong man to capture the Alpha
It takes a strong man to Master a woman who’s mastered herself
But the Alpha is not given. She can only be taken.
Not physically taken, but mentally captured.
One day at a time, painfully slow.

Like a bad virus, He must first invade her.
His only agenda is getting to the depths of her soul.
For He knows the only way to capture an Alpha is to know her
Knowing her is the key to owning her.
He is patient, gentle and methodical as he pokes and prods her mind.
Slowly plucking away the pieces
He examines them, analyzes them,
Holds them in his hands, careful to never judge them.

It is painful for the Alpha. She fears the vulnerability.
He is close, so close to figuring her out.
For a brief time the Alpha wants to run away.
Run back to the time when He only knew the things she allowed.
Back to the time where she was in total control.

The Dominant never gave up, never let up.
He continued to probe her, press her, know her.
He watched and waited patently for the struggle within
It will happen. It always does
The Dominant senses the moment is near

The feeling of flight hits the Alpha, blindsides her
The Dominant presses harder.
She feels his grip growing stronger. The Alpha feels panic.
He is sympathetic to the panic because he understands her
He is amused by her attempts to regain a sense of control.
Laughs loud at the child-like behavior
Tolerates the cunt.

Finally, she is left clinging to only one small piece
A pivotal moment for both
He has known her needs for a long time
But He will only take what is freely given.
He demands total transparency.

The Alpha continues to struggle
Agonizes over the decision to let go or hold on
The Alpha's dreams are within reach
She never thought this day would come
Never thought it would be this hard
Never knew it would require so much strength

The Dominant waits.
He knows you can't force an Alpha. He won't force an Alpha.
His rules are very clear, His demands never hidden
The ultimate decision belongs to her

With all the strength the Alpha can muster
She drops the last piece in His hands
And ends the battle.

The Alpha will always be alpha
But not with Him
The lines are now defined.
The roles unquestionable

Indescribable peace fills her
Her soul feels safe and secure.
He saved her from herself
Gave her a strength she never knew existed
She is forever grateful

She gives him everything. Denies him nothing
Her well being is his greatest concern
His happiness her soul purpose
A mind once filled with doubt
Now flourishes, explodes
She trusts him beyond belief
His limits become her limits
Without hesitation, without question.
The two become one
Equally feeding from the other

The Alpha gave. The Dominant took.