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Male Submissive, 28, Toronto
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About RedOrchid
*If you're going to use the grammar and spelling of a 5th grader, please do not message me. I can not respect a man who sounds like he never got an education.*
I am both new and old to this mindset. As a child I was always enthralled with tales of women captured and tied up. Going to the hardware store with my dad, I always begged to be bought lengths of chain and rope. I collected locks. I felt strange and funny when I read or saw pictures or movies of people being whipped or hurt.
Fast forward many years, and I am in a relationship that will last 5 years with a very sweet boy. But he is not aggressive enough for me. I begin to get lethargic with him, until one night he takes matters into his own hands and deals with me very roughly. From that point on we were on a wild adventure. We both did research, online, in books, and with each other. He discovered a Dominant in him that he didn't know existed. I refound my submissive side-a blessed release from my natural character, which is dominant, bossy, and in charge. Our research and knowledge was very sporadic and spotty and haphazard. We always wanted to learn more, and were both open to anything. But the core of what we did was based on our relationship. What was between us.
We just recently parted ways, and I am wanting to explore this side of me away from the influence of him. I don't know if this submission is something I can only feel for him, although I doubt it.
I have a dominating personality, and am often in charge in life. I am confident in myself. The most attractive quality a man can have is not being intimidated by me. A man who can respect me, enjoy me, and put me in my place, is the one who is going to get my devotion and obedience.
He will know that I am wild and willful, and he will delight in it. He will enjoy the challenge of subduing me, knowing that every time it will be a struggle. I put up a fight, but the result is worth it. I am obedient and respectful when I have reason to respect. You will not have to force me to obey, if you have done your job right. I will want to, to get your approval. And I will push you, to see how hard you will push back.
I am here for knowledge. I am here for information. I want to know how other people do it, what other people think. I want to start building my own identity, so that when the time comes, I can present myself to a Master, knowing who I am and what I want, both from the Master and from myself.
I am here for information, guidance, and possibly friendship.
I am Orchid. And I am red. |
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New boyfriend. Wonderful new boyfriend.
Not a kinkster. Maybe even a prude.
Nooooooooo..... |
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Horny and single.
Two words that do not go well together in my world.
Baaaaaaah. >=/
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Master-
Claim me.
Come for me.
Collar me.
Take me back.
I know I am not supposed to say this.
I know I am not supposed to be in your life.
I do not know if you think of me.
But I think of you.
Every day.
Please.
Be my Master again.
Please give me your collar.
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I spend too much time searching for him on CM.
Trying to guess if he would use his actual age/height/weight/ethnicity/state. Trying to guess what alternatives he would use, if he didn't use the true ones. Searching keywords like his name, his hometown, his middle name, the name he told me he used to wish was his when he was a boy....
I spend hours searching every possible combination of all of these factors. I have found no one who could be him.
If you're here, don't make me keep looking. Although I know you will never show yourself to me.
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I find it very funny that all of us who don't want to be identified on this site post pictures of our torsos. There are so many torsos! Clad, unclad, half-clad.....TORSOS!
Maybe I'll post a picture of my feet, since there seems to be a certain lack of feet.
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