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Master had a normal day going on.  He was expecting to get a phone call for work in the evening.  I had a normal day going on. I was working and getting frustrated with my flaky boss.  I was able to talk to Him on my lunch break.  I usually eat at my desk and then actually take my break when He has a chance to talk.  He knew I was utterly frustrated.  My boss had okayed a big jump in responsibility for me and then got cold feet and yanked it part way back.  I know I can do the job, she has never had anyone come in and do the job like I have.  I want to buy the business from her one day soon.  I want all the responsibility.  She is an older lady and having trouble backing down.  He talked me through it.  Gave me some ideas of how to approach her.  All good.  I felt better after talking to Him (always) but still a bit off.  I kept working, nose to the grindstone, through the afternoon.  All of a sudden, a large very handsome Man walks into my office door. “Hi mooncakes.”  My jaw drops, I drop the paper I was working on, I jump up and run across the office and hug Master!  I start to cry I’m so happy.  I introduce Him to my boss’s beau and then I excuse us and walk outside with Him.  I hug Him and cry.  I can’t stop.  He holds me and laughs.  I think He is still surprised by how much I adore Him.  We talk a little but mostly we just hug and I try to collect myself!  My boss had an outside appointment and needed to leave so she and her beau came outside and told me they we going.  I said good evening and then He and I went back inside.  We talked for a few minutes and I mostly quit tearing up.  It was about twenty minutes before quitting time but it had been a quiet afternoon.  I asked if He’d like to go to dinner with me.  He said He had somewhere He needed to be and work was going to call Him anytime but He'd love to go sit and have a beer.  I locked the office and we headed out for one beer at a local little craft brewery.  Very nice. 

Now this may not sound at all M/s or D/s or bdsm or whatever term you’d like to apply but it very much is.  He is my owner and knew that I was having an utterly frustrating and aggravating day.  He drove 40 minutes to see me for a couple minutes.  He drove 40 minutes just to hug me.  I felt such relief and joy in seeing Him unexpectedly that I burst out in tears and couldn’t stop for, probably, 15 minutes.  I was so touched that He would go out of His way to see me and hug me on a rough day.  Amazed that He would take His time to come and make sure I was ok and let me hold Him because He knows it calms me. Him holding me is my safe place.  He is my anchor and my harbor.  He quiets all my storms.  Thankfully.  And as such I, literally and figuratively, kiss His feet.  

To celebrate the end of tax season, Master had ordered a surprise for me!  OH JOY!!  The boxes arrived and He peaked in them and grinned.  He had been telling me that He had a couple things for me.  I was crazy with anticipation!  He told me to go upstairs and get the big collar, get naked, and come back down.  I was thrilled and anxious.  I ran up and did what He asked.  I walked back into the kitchen and told Him I was anxious. He said, “I know.  You walked right past it!!”  There was a neon purple, suction cup dildo on the counter and I walked right past it!! Totally focused on Him and my nerves.  I laughed hard!!  He put on the collar and had me jump up on the counter and try it out.  We had played the night before and that morning.  I was sore.  The dildo was fun but I wasn’t ready for it.  I sat with it in while He showed me what else He had found.  What fun things!!!  A deep purple silicone butt plug.  Very, very nice!  A set of really nice benwa balls.  They are bigger and heavier than our older ones!  A vibrator with fun pics on it (PIRATES!).  

And then the piece-de-resistance,  an amazingly beautiful, huge, stainless steel, double ended dildo!!! Good god!! The njoy 11!!  This thing is a big, beautiful weapon of a toy.  It is amazing!  

What a great end to tax season!  He is so wonderful!

I had gotten hints over a couple of days.  Master had a project.  First He sent me a pic of a redwood 4x4.  I had no clue.  Then He sent me a pic later of it cut into five pieces of various lengths.  I had no clue.  Finally we got time together and He wanted to finish it off and try it out.  We go out to the garage and He has the wood mostly sanded. It just needed a finish sanding and then He showed me four hinges and four rings.  I’m starting to get a notion.  We work together to sand it and rout the ends to attach the ring holders and rings.  I definitely have a clue now.  I know what we are making.  We start to put all the pieces together and I’m totally excited!  We are making a stockade.  Its a capital I shaped contraption with hinges to allow it to fold up for storage and rings to hook restraints on to keep my wrists and ankles immobile!  Woohoo!!  

We finish it and take it inside.  I can hardly wait to try it out!!  I stay downstairs while He goes upstairs and gets ready.  He tells me to come up.  He has the stockade laying on the floor. I strip and get on my hands and knees so He can hook me into place.  I’m now basically immobilized.  My wrists and ankles are attached to the rings and the leash of the collar is run through a holder too.  I’m really not going anywhere anytime soon.  I can hear Him getting things ready.  He is making threatening noises with floggers.  Building anticipation!  He starts in on me with various tools.  Hitting mostly my butt.  I’m tense enough and need this enough that I start to cry pretty quickly.  I’m a mess.  He keeps working on my butt with His toys.  He moves around to my face and has me suck His cock for a while.  I am sniffly and snotty and loving it!  He fucks my face for a bit, Him holding my head and me holding my breath.  I have to pull back a bit a few times to get some breath but we keep at it.  He goes downstairs again and comes back with something.  I’m in the ozone at this point and can’t even understand what He has.  I feel like He is holding ice cubes to my holes.  He keeps using what I think are ice cubes on me.  And then He inserts it in my butt and I understand, barely, that it is the anal hook but He has made it super cold. He has the rope attached to it which He uses to pull on the hook while He uses my mouth some more.  He tells me often that I’m His good girl, His fuck toy, His, all His.  

We play like this for some time.  I am basically incoherent.  I can be nowhere but the present moment.  And even that I’m having trouble processing.  I can’t talk.  I am in outer space.  He unhooks me from the stockade and undoes the restraints.  We are going to clean up before we are caught by daughter coming home from a day out.  He helps me to the shower.  I can’t stand up much at all yet.  My head is not on straight at all yet.  There is a small bench in the corner of the shower and mostly I just sit on it.  He helps me clean up and gets me out.   I’m trying to come back but it’s really difficult.  I’m slowly getting dressed.  He has already gotten dressed and told me we are going to get a bite to eat before a local favorite closes, so I have to try to move.  Right about then, daughter comes home!!!  He goes out of the bedroom and shuts the door.  I have to work very hard to get ready and to clean up our toys.  He has already tucked away the bigger things and I have the hook and the floggers to put away and I need to finish dressing.  I manage to do all this and get downstairs while He chats with daughter and her friends.  I did it in a total fog.  I still can’t process thought beyond the simple.  

I am introduced to the friends and I manage monosyllabic responses.  He says we are on our way to dinner and says our good nights.  I still don’t have my brain function back yet.  I’m sort of drifting.  Aware but not really taking in my surroundings. 

We get to the restaurant and order food and as we eat and start to converse, I can feel my brain starting to gel.  By the end of dinner, I can at least make sentences and carry thoughts.  This one took me really far into outer space and took quite a bit of time to return to earth. This was a really good one!!! Thank you Master!!!

We had quite an evening! I arrived at the house first.  I got things set up to make a cocktail the second Master walked in.  We both had long work days and were ready to relax.  I stripped and listened for the truck and the garage door to open.  When I heard it, I mixed our drinks and greeted Him, naked with drink in hand!  I loved it and He grinned! 

 We were in the living room playing a bit. He had spanked my butt some.  He’d slapped my face and kissed me. Master had rubbed, pinched and generally played with my tits.  Then He took both hands and SMACK! Oh wow!!  Intense sting on both tits.  They turned bright red immediately.  The initial sting started to back off and then a secondary sting started by itself. He hadn’t touched me again.  It was even more intense!  I’ve never had that happen before.  I jumped around a bit and panted, trying to catch my breath.  I started to laugh too.  What an odd sensation!  It seemed to start from the inside and it took a couple minutes to mellow back out.  What a good one!

Later, Master was sitting in His favorite chair in the bedroom.  I was kneeling between His legs.  I sucked His cock for quite a while.  I was totally in the zone.  Nothing existed except Master and His cock.  I was deep in lala land.  He had me get on my hands and knees and He started to take me from behind.  He began to put His cock in my ass and it was too intense for me.  I yelped and jumped away.  He grabbed my hips and said, “Get back here.  You’re not going anywhere.  Do you understand?”  I loved it!  He took me rough.  Lots of spanking and hard thrusting.  It was fabulous!  

As we finished, I started to bawl.  I was still on my knees with my head down on the floor in my hands and I just cried.  He sat back down in His chair and pulled me over to Him.  He stroked my hair and let me calm down.  “Pretty intense for you?”   I sniffled and nodded my head.  “Good girl.”  He kept stroking my hair and letting me breathe and come back down.  

What a ride!!

My work is to prepare taxes.  That means this time of year is hectic.  Every day is a Monday, all week long.  As well as taxes, I'm the front desk.  I greet you when you walk in the door and I answer the phone.  My job is crazy this time of year.  I work a lot of hours and can get really stressed out.  Master has made it a rule that I meditate every day.  It helps most days.  Sometimes I can't get my brain to be quiet though.  Meditating doesn't truly happen.  I sit quietly but I have trouble stopping the flow of thoughts or even slowing down and just letting them pass through.  

Last week, Master ended up with an evening home and decided to make us a big fancy dinner.  He cooks as often as He has time.  He is a very good cook.  This meal was elaborate and ended up taking about twice as long as He had budgeted.  On top of this, His daughter came home from work a little earlier than anticipated.  I had in mind to ask for a spanking that evening.  I could feel that I needed the catharsis and it would have hit my reset button.  Time, daughter and dinner all conspired against me!  

I told Him the next day that I had wanted a good cry the night before.  At first, He misunderstood and thought I'd been offended by something.  I had to clarify, no, I just needed to cry.  Ah! Now all was clear!

He had a test this week at work in order to keep His license current.  This meant that He was home for an evening again.  What a bonus!! Two evenings in one week! Unheard of!  It also happened to fall on the evening of our local munch.  We made plans to go after He was done with the test and I was done with work.  He texted me on my drive over to His house.  "Put away the groceries, Strip, Put on the big collar, Wait kneeling for me"  

Well, He was done quicker than I expected.  I had only gotten the groceries partially put away when He came in.  We greeted each other and then I went upstairs and stripped.  He came up and put on the big collar and leash.  We went back downstairs and He sat on the "wrong" end of the sofa.  That is a spanking signal for me. He patted His lap and told me to lay down.  I put my head on the padded arm of the sofa and get ready.  He rubs my butt to warm it up and then He starts.  Not too hard.  He hits my butt and upper legs.  Usually it takes Him a bit of effort to make me cry. Not this time.  I had felt close to tears a number of times this week. Honestly, He probably was only about six hits in and I knew tears were coming.  He kept going.  Alternating spots to get my whole back side warm and stingy.  He has definitely given me harder spankings but this time, He didn't have to.  He stopped to check in.  "Do you want more?"  I shook my head no and just kept sobbing.  It really was a fairly quick one just because I cried so easily.  He rubbed my back and butt for a while and then I sat up and grabbed tissues.  Cleaned up my face a little.  Blew my nose.  I got off the couch and sat on the floor at His feet and just came back.  He rubbed my head and let me collect myself.  Once I was ready, we cleaned up and went to the munch with me in a much brighter, better place mentally.  

The rest of the evening was a blast!  We had fabulous conversations at the munch and even better private conversation on the way home.  I needed that spanking so much.  A quick, hard reset button.  It worked wonders!  I'm still wrapping my head around this need for release in pain but I can see it really is a necessity for me.  It gives me more space in my head and allows me to back up and see the big picture.  It opens my focus and clears out the ugly.  What a wonderful thing to discover! 

Master and I got to see each other last night.  He got home quite early in the morning and was going to get in a bit of sleep before I was done with work.  When I arrived, He was asleep.  I walked over to the side of the bed and stroked His hair.  He woke up and grabbed me.  He pulled up my sweater and grabbed my boobs.  He played and teased and sucked.  Then He pulled out His cock and let me suck on it for a few minutes.  

He got up and we started to get ready for the evening.  We had a couple places to go and then were headed for sushi.  He told me to only wear my sweater, no bra.  It is a cute button up cardigan and I was happy to do it.  He had me kneel and put His collar on me.  He unbuttoned my sweater to reveal a bit more boob.  He had me put in the remote control vibrating egg.  Every now and then during the evening, I'd get a buzz and a thrill!  We got in the car and drove to the first stop and got what we needed, and some of what we wanted.  Our time was a bit short, so we went straight to sushi and skipped our other stop.  We love to sit at the bar and talk directly to the chef making our dinner.  Our chef was a great, funny guy and made dinner really wonderful.  Master and I were flirting and playing while we ate.  Once, He grabbed my boob a bit hard and I yelped.  Pretty much got everyone's attention!  The chef got quite an eyeful too.  

After dinner, we walked over to a local pub and sat at that bar.  Master and I were playing and flirting here too.  He unbuttoned my sweater a little more.  Trust me, the girls were pretty much out there for all to see at this point!  He would reach in and stroke and grab them.  I swear, it really is amazing what people do not notice.  We had a whisky and talked about which girls we found attractive.  It's interesting how different our taste in women is sometimes.  He was drawn to an middle aged woman that I found uninteresting, I wanted a younger dark haired cutie.  It was fun to compare!  

We got back in the car and drove home, me with my top totally open. We went up to the bedroom and He changed me into His bigger collar with leash and had me strip.  He got naked too and had me suck His cock more.  He then ordered me to kneel, ass up, head down.  He then took me from the back, spanking my ass as He pumped.  Then He had me come back up and suck more.  Then back down.  More fucking and more spanking.  "Are you my slut?"  "You love to fuck, don't you?"  "Good girl, take it all." "Look at that round ass."  We went back and forth like that for a bit and then He came and let me swallow it.  Good stuff!  I ended up with rug burned elbows! Excellent stuff!

By now it was about three in the morning and we were tired.  Sadly, right about then the phone rang and called Him to work.  He had checked a few times and the estimate was Saturday about 11pm, so, of course, He was called at 3am Saturday.  He napped for about an hour and then got up and went.  I slept fitfully for a few hours.  I really did want Him with me.  I wanted His warmth and strength after our evening but His work had other ideas.  

We had the most amazing, wonderful, fun, connecting evening.  He is quite an amazing man and I enjoy Him immensely!  

How lucky can we get?  Master ended up with a weekend off through random work shuffling.  I had a few chores to get done before I could make it to His house.  We did some chores together once I got there.  It is a quite enjoyable gift to accomplish things together.  He had decided that we were going out for dinner.  I showered and dressed in a cute dress and heels and He showered and dressed very handsomely.  He looked at me and said, “Get out the egg.”  The egg is a remote control vibrator I bought us.  We went to a very nice restaurant about 45 minutes from His house and had a really nice meal.  Every now and then, He’d hit the remote and I’d gasp and jump and then laugh!  After dinner, He decided we’d stop for a drink at a place very close to His house.  We were stopped by a woman on our way in and she commented that we looked like the prom king and queen.  I laughed and said I did need a crown.  We did look very nice and way more dressed than anyone else in the place!  Of course, I think Master always looks like a king!  We left after one drink and headed home.  We went upstairs to the bedroom and Master had me kneel in front of Him.  He then proceeded to play with my boobs.  Lots of pulling and teasing and smacking and slapping.  Tons of fun!!  He made me cum so hard that I squirted on the carpet!  We played until 4 in the morning!  Luckily, the plan for the next day was to use the new carpet cleaner. 

We ended up waking up and moving at about 9.  Before my eyes were even open, He grabbed my head and pushed it down on His cock. I went to town!  I love His cock!  After a bit, He rearranged us so I was on my back and He stood at the side of the bed and took both available holes with His cock and a dildo.  He rearranged us and went at it some more.  Rearranged us again and came in my mouth.  Amazing, awesome, mind-blowing, wonderful, fabulous morning!!!  We did our chores around the house and then headed out for our day. He, again, had me put in the egg before we left.  We drove out of town and did some looking and some shopping.  Every so often, He’d hit the remote!  Woohoo!  He had promised me a spanking in the public restroom but that was not to be this time.  

We had a great dinner and a really nice drive home with the opportunity for conversation time.  It was a really perfect weekend.  Lots of connecting mentally and physically. 

Oh boy!! What a couple of days!  On Sunday morning, I took my third and final test and passed!!!!!!! It was just as nerve wracking as the first two but luckily the study period for this one was shorter.  Now they will run a background check on me... you all are clean, aren't you?  Uh oh...

Somehow, for a third time, the work gods smiled on us again.  Master was on His way home when I finished the test.  He was a few hours away, so I started the celebration by going to a great local breakfast spot.  I then read a book and waited for Master to arrive.  This is the first time in five months that I've read a book for pleasure, and it was a pleasure!  He arrived and I told Him all about my test and He gave me roses.  Three roses for three tests passed.  Let the celebration begin!  We worked on a project during the afternoon and then went upstairs to get ready for dinner.  But first, He put the large collar and leash on me and gave me twenty whacks with the cane.  He had me count each one.  He rubbed my butt between some of them.  He commented on the lovely stripes and told me I'm His good girl.  We then dressed for dinner and went down and got in the car.  As He was getting arranged, the tazapper, yes, the dreaded tazapper fell out of His coat sleeve.  He was trying to surprise me with it.  Oops!  I grabbed it and laughed.  He made a joke about how cool He is and then He zapped my thigh.  It makes a loud snap but it isn't bad. It's a quick zap that feels like a rubber band snap. The noise is worse than the feel.  He zapped my thighs a few more times and I laughed!  I was so scared of that little bugger and it turned out to be a fun toy.  He told me that He had tried it on Himself to make sure what it felt like before He tried it on me.  We went to a little restaurant and He let me order anything I wanted.  The food was great!  He zapped me under the table a few times.  I'd yelp and jump and laugh.  It was so funny.  Luckily the place was almost empty!  Part way through dinner, He handed me a butt plug and lube and said, "Put it in." and grinned like crazy.  I grinned right back and laughed again.  I tried to be quick about it but my body was still tense from the last few months of studying and testing.  I kept hoping none of the workers were paying attention.  We were in a booth and I leaned over and tried to put it in.  It took a bit of doing to get it in!  It was uncomfortable at first.  I really had to take a couple minutes and relax.  Then it felt good!  What fun!  

We went home and to bed fairly early.  We were both exhausted.  I had called work and said that I'd be a bit late.  He hadn't been called for work yet so we stayed in bed for a while.  He started to slap my thighs, tits and pussy.  In very short order, I was begging to cum.  He played with my clit for a bit but, didn't let me cum yet.  He smacked me more and I begged.  "Not yet."  He smacked me more and I begged even more.  He rubbed my clit and said, "Now."  I came so hard, I said every swear word I know and loudly.  I cried.  I bucked.  I grabbed onto Him so hard.  It was over the top explosive!  What an amazing tension release!  After, I held on to Him and floated back down to earth.  It took a while for me to come down and be functional again.  

What a celebration!  I almost never have marks later but, this time, I have a bruised boob to wear with pride and remember!  

Master surprised me and came over to have lunch with me.  He stopped in my office to pick me up. The first thing He did was grab a handful of hair and kiss me hard!  Woohoo!  I peeked in my boss’s office and told her I’d be back shortly and away we went.  He parked the truck and we started to walk around the corner to the restaurant.  He slowed down a little so I was in front of Him and WHACK!  He hit my butt a number of times with His tawse.  I gasped.  I started to giggle and grin.  He tucked it back in His pocket and I grabbed His hand.  We had a nice lunch and then He said He was going to the restroom.  He came back to the table and grabbed my purse and said, “Come here.”  I followed Him to the men’s room.  It was a fairly large single room.  He locked the door and said, “Drop your pants.”  I grinned again and pulled my pants and panties to the floor.  He turned me around and said that there was a bar to hold on to, if I wanted.  I put my hands between my knees instead and bent over.  He whacked me a few times with a leather paddle.  That one I could take.  Whack! Whack! Whack!  He rubbed my butt and then changed to His tawse.  OH MY GOD!  That is a stinger!  I grabbed the bar and tried to hold on.  I couldn’t do it.  It hurt a lot!  I let go of the bar and started to dance.  OH, Holy cow!  I danced and He hit.  I was trying to be quiet.  It was difficult.  He stopped and rubbed my butt and told me how wonderful I am.  He pulled me up by my hair and kissed me over and over.  I bent back over and Whack! a few more times.  I started to dance again.  He pulled me back up and kissed me and told me I’m His good girl.  He pulled my shirt open and undid my bra.  He took each nipple in His mouth and sucked just until it hurt and then switched.  He helped me get dressed again.  He unlocked and opened the door.  An older man was standing there waiting to use the restroom.  I walked past quickly, holding Master’s hand.  We got outside and both started laughing!  We got back in the truck and drove back to work.  When we got there, I leaned over and held Him for a minute.  He reached down and bare-hand spanked me and told me I have a great ass with all kinds of fun uses!  We got out and He pulled me over to Him and grabbed my hair and kissed me wonderfully again. What a great lunch!!  Thank you Master!!  

Master sent me links to a couple porn videos.  Nothing unusual there.  I love to look and He loves to send them to me and see what I like.  These were all very public sex.  Like girl in bar and everyone gets to feel her up but only a couple people get to have sex with her and they seemed planned.  Some good and some so-so.  All of them used zappers. A couple different kinds.  One over-the-top scary. As in cattle prod. That one got a hell no!  One they used a lot was the tazapper.  I had to look up the name.  It's the red and black one.  OH CRAP.  He likes it.  I don't want it. 

I'm not a fan of fear.  It does not get me off.  I like excitement and novelty and a bit of nervous anticipation but not fear.  He has a bug zapper that we tried, only on my palm, and only once, and He tried it on His palm first to make sure it wasn't too much.  I hate that thing.  Talk about the work of the devil.  That thing is it.  He loves to get it out now and then just to see me get worried.  I know He's a sadist but I don't get the fear thing.   I don't understand what is enticing about it to Him.  

It scares me and I voiced that fear and told Him I did not want that toy.  He said He'll do what He wants.  This set off a bad reaction for me. I know He takes care of me. I know He never 'hurts' me.  That is all very true.  He is a marvelous caretaker.  But just Him saying that He'll do what He wants started a fear reaction.  Started me questioning what He was going to do with me and did I have any say at all.  It took a lot of talking with Him to remind me that He is always looking out for me and has never and will never actually hurt me.  I had to let Him know that Him talking like that made me feel like He was negating my feelings.  That it didn't matter what limit I set, He was going to do whatever.  He had to remind me that pushing me into a deep pit is never the intention.  Pushing me past my current limits is. It took quite a bit of conversation to get past this.  

Later, I looked up the tazapper.  It is a scary little monster but everyone who talked about it said it is a lot of bark and a smaller-than-you-imagine bite, although, it does bite.  I now have no idea if I'm willing to try it.  If He presents it one day,  I suppose I'll bite my lip and do it, but, really, I don't want this one.  

What an amazing weekend!  Master took a couple vacation days so we knew there would be no work calls.  There is a kink street fair in San Francisco and we had been planning on going for months!  Depending on how my test ended up on Friday, it was either celebration or consolation.  It was celebration!! One very large test passed, two more to go!  

I went down to Very Big City and spent the night in a hotel so I would have no interruptions to my final study session and no worries about the drive in the morning.  Very Big City is about two hours away from home and the test was at 8am.  I went to a small office building and checked in.  The office is for tests only, but it is every test imaginable.  I was the only one taking my test that day.  There were tons of other people taking other tests and security was tight.  Lots of ID checking and signatures.  It took me about two hours to do mine and then check out with a lovely certificate that says I did it!!  I called my mom and Master and told them both my most excellent news.  I am now two tests away from some official initials after my name.

Since Master and I had planned the weekend together, I went straight to Him.  We had a celebration lunch out and just hung out the rest of the day.  Once my “I passed” high wore off, I was tired!  We went to bed early and both just crashed!

Saturday, we lazed about in bed.  Master asked what I wanted to do and I replied, “Motorcycle ride!”  We had a few chores to do and then about one we jumped on His bike and rode to a town about an hour away for a late lunch. It was a beautiful day.  Not too hot, not too cold.  Simply perfect for a ride.  We were almost at the town, when we saw a road closure sign.  Hhmmm.  We parked the bike on a side street and took off our gear.  When we got down to the main street, there was an Oktoberfest going on! What a fantastic surprise!  We wandered up and down the street and munched and watched and generally had a great time.  The sky was starting to darken so we decided to start the ride back.  It sprinkled on us but it was fabulous.  The sun was setting and it was just beautiful. 

After a quick dinner, I asked if we could go to karaoke.  The first bar we went to usually has it on Saturday evening but not this time. We went over to one more (there are only two in town) and it was hopping with people and karaoke!  It is only the second time I tried it.  The hitch in my plan was that Master had a remote control vibrator in me.  At any moment He could push the button and I was buzzing!  It was terribly fun!  He let me off the hook and did not do it while I was trying to sing, thankfully.  He did, however, do it numerous other times during the evening. Every time it would shock me and take my breath away for a few minutes!  He leaned over the bar once  and accidentally pushed the button.  He didn’t know and I had to beg Him to turn it off!  Totally funny!!  

We got up early on Sunday and headed out.  San Francisco is about two and a half hours from Master’s house and we wanted to get to the fair early.  We drove to the nearest train stop, which is a good hour and a half, and then took the train into the city so we wouldn’t have to worry about the car and driving. I was wearing a top and skirt and the remote control vibrator and the nipple chain/leash/collar that Master made for me.  We got off the train and walked the few blocks to the fair.  It is a kinks dream.  Booths full of all kinds of toys.  People in all states of dress and undress.  Costume and naked.  There are play areas and music.  Pets, toys, subs, slaves, Masters, Doms, Dommes and a vanilla tourists.  If you go, be prepared to be photographed, asked and not asked.  

We checked out a ton of booths.  Master would hit the remote on the vibrator when I least expected it.  Like when I was a trying to talk to a vendor! Tried out and bought a couple new leather straps for my butt.  Of course, this meant baring my butt on numerous occasions. Talked to a ton of fun people. A few minutes after we got there, I asked if I could take off my top.  I love the feeling of being able to walk around without my top.  I have a total blast!  Plus I had the bonus of showing off Master’s creation. My goal was to be flogged this year.  I didn’t get to last year because when we went by, they weren’t ready.  This year they were!!  We happen to be walking by and a barker was calling out for floggees. We walked closer and Master talked to them for a minute and then He handed my leash to a Top.  Top walked me over to a St Andrews cross.  He asked Master a few questions and then said he didn’t have restraints.  He asked if I could just hang on.  I replied, “Yes.”  I leaned on the cross and he asked if we were only doing my upper back.  I didn’t reply but I pulled down my skirt.  He proceeded to hit me very lightly.  I was actually surprised how gentle he was….at first.  He warmed me up for a bit and then, WHACK!  Holy cow, it was hard.  Took my breath away and made me reel back for a moment.  He then stopped, rubbed my back for a minute.  I started to laugh.  He stepped back and did it some more.  Pretty gentle hits and then, WHACK!!  Every time, the hard one would just send me reeling.  I’d have to catch my breath and steady myself before we could continue. Every time, he’d stop and rub my back for a moment, make sure I was good and then continue.  He changed to a different flogger and did a bit more and then Master asked about a single tail whip and he did just a little with it.  He flogged me maybe 15 minutes but I couldn’t even walk straight when he was done.  I stood at the cross and tried to get my head back on my shoulders for a bit.  When I could finally speak, I thanked him and shook his hand.  I grabbed Master’s arm and held on for dear life.  I was so wobbly.  It took a bit for my head to clear and for me to be really present again.  It was fabulous!!  

Once we had seen and bought what we wanted, we walked to John’s Grill.  It is a really cool, old restaurant and has to do with the “Maltese Falcon.”  Master and I love old movies and this restaurant is just cool!  And the food is over the top.  We had a wonderful late lunch.  

We then walked to the train station and started our trek home.   

Now, you should go check out folsomstreetfair.com and see pics of the kink fest. You will be blown away.  It is so much fun and we have gone the last two years and been part of the freaks.  I love it!!

Here ends my weekend tale.  :)    Helluva weekend!

Master managed to somehow appease the work gods and ended up with Friday evening off.  He told me to be there at 1826, which means straight from work, no dawdling.  My boss asked me to go to the bank for her.  I was able to leave an hour early and got to His house early. Yahoo!  

He told me to go upstairs and get naked and bring back down the big collar and leash.  He took me over His knee and gave me a realigning-my-headspace spanking.  This was not a discipline spanking, this was a girl hasn't been spanked or flogged in a while and needed to have her brain smacked back into alignment.  Thank god.  

There is a local munch we like that meets on the first Friday of the month and when we can, we like to go.  It only ends up being about three times a year but it is still good to talk with the lovely kinky ones.  This munch, Master put the new nipple jewelry/collar and leash on me and told me to get my white dress and red heels and nothing else.  He slipped the big blue butt plug in me. He decided tonight He'd like a naked chauffeur and I was it.  Totally nude except for the nipple jewelry/nipple chain/collar and leash that He'd made for me.  It is exceptionally beautiful.  The big town where the munch is takes about thirty minutes to drive to.  We arrived at the munch and parked the car.  He walked around to the driver's side of the car with my dress in hand.  I got out, stood up and pulled my dress on.  A couple men walking by got an eyeful!  

We went in and had great conversation with our fellow kinksters.  When it was breaking up, a couple came over and started a conversation about the new jewelry.  You know, any excuse to show off my boobs, I'll take.  I pulled the top of my dress aside and showed off the lovely jewelry Master had made just for me.  I proudly displayed His handiwork!  This couple was fun and we decided to go get drinks at a bar a short distance from the munch.  

We had some great conversation and a couple drinks and then the two Masters started to scheme.  D and I knew we were in for it!  First we were handcuffed together.  We both got the giggles from excitement and anticipation.  Her Master, L, told her to put her lemon from her drink in her mouth and then I was told to taste it.  We sucked on the lemon for a bit together and started laughing.  D was then told to taste my drink.  She started to reach for it but was told, no, taste it from my mouth.  I took a pretty good drink and made sure I got plenty of salt and then kissed her!  L had a remote control vibrator in D and He turned it on and then I was told to feel it.  I looked at her and then reached between her thighs and felt the vibration. Woohoo!  The Masters put their heads together and talked so we could not hear.  We were then told to get up and head out to the cars.  Still handcuffed, I grabbed her hand so it wouldn't be quite so obvious.  She and I rode in the backseat of Master's car and followed L.  

They had a hotel room for the evening so we all went there.  They had a toy bag with a leather paddle, a crop, and a flogger.  The two of us stripped down naked and laid down on the bed.  We goofed off and got really red bottoms from the Masters and felt each other up and had a great time!  We played for a while and then things started to quiet down a bit so Master said we should go now.  He grabbed my dress and told me to walk down to the car naked!  I giggled all the way and I did it!  He drove this time.  

L's remote control vibrator got Master thinking.  We stopped at an all night toy store.  He asked if I wanted to go in naked and see what happens.  I probably had eyes as big as saucers but I said yes. He held my hand tight and we went in.  Honestly, the staff didn't bat an eye.  I thought it was nuts!  The other customers didn't even seem to pay much attention.  I'm totally naked except for collar and beautiful handmade leash and shoes!  We wandered a bit and looked at goodies.  The little security guard was told by management to ask me to cover up. Master gave me his vest.  The guard said we needed to cover my bottom.  Master told him we were just going to pay and go out.  So we did!  A cute girl helped us cash out and we walked out to the car.  I gave Master back His vest and got back in the car.  

We decided to get a midnight snack at an all night restaurant.  I put my dress on, reluctantly, and we went in and got a table.  I was facing a pretty much empty couple tables and Master was facing the rest of the dining room.  We ordered and then I pulled my boobs out of the front of my dress.  I left them out for a minute, with staff going by, and then I tucked them back in, sort of.  I made the dress just barely cover my nipples and left the rest of my boobs out!  We finished and paid.  Right outside the front door, Master asked if I wanted to strip again. I did and walked to the car naked!  I'm not sure if people noticed except for one table that was at a window facing the car.  I stood there for a minute and could see the female looking at me.   Her male companion seemed to go get a waiter and come back to show him.  By this time, I was in the car and we were starting to drive away.  Heehee!

Master drove home.  While driving, He was fingering my pussy and squeezing my clit.  Oh god!!  We finally got home about four in the morning.  What an adventure we had!!  

Today, my butt feels like it should be black and blue.  I don't mark easily at all, so in reality, it looks totally normal again.  It is tender though and I have sore muscles all over the place from all our play!   There were more spankings and more play off and on all day until Master's job called and said He had to go.  What a fun time we had!

  About 4, He sent me a text, 1827.  I grinned like crazy.  That meant be at His house at 6:27 and don't be late or else.  He said He was going to nap and I should wake Him when I got there. "Use your imagination."  

I was in heaven.  All I could think about was seeing Him this evening.  Work could not be over fast enough.  I raced home and grabbed clothing for work and raced over to His house. (Not that fast.  He warns me to not get a ticket)  I was on time!  I quietly went upstairs.  His big bear form was in the bed and looked majestic.  God, He is handsome!  I put down my things, stripped and crept to the bed.  I pulled the cover up a little and ducked under it and took His lovely cock in my mouth.  I licked and sucked His cock and balls.  He rolled onto His back and grabbed my hair and held my head all the way down on His cock.  He let me up for air and we went at it again. He hadn't done that before.  He was rougher and it was good!  He pushed me down on His cock and His balls and held me.  Grabbed my hair or my head and held me down.  Awesome!

He pulled me up to His face and kissed me hard.  Slapped my face and kissed me more. Rolled me onto my back and He rubbed my clit and let me taste it. Yummy! He got up and went to the toy chest.  He signaled me to come to Him.  He put the big collar and leash on me and then signaled me to move to head down, ass up.  He spanked me quite a few times.  I could hear Him moving things in the chest, then I felt the anal hook, cold on my back.  He lubed me up and rubbed me and then put in the hook and tied it to the collar.  He then spanked me and rubbed me more.  He put His fingers in my mouth and let me taste me.  I heard Him go to the hanging toys. He had the crop and used it on my ass and thighs.  What a stinger!  I was so hot and breathless!! He pulled me upright, still on my knees, and put handcuffs on me.  Then He had me suck His cock more.  Again He held my head all the way down on his lovely cock!  What a beauty!

He took off the cuffs. He changed the hook to a plug and had me pull my dress back on, only my dress, nothing else. Low V-neck, no bra, no panties.  He took the lovely nipple leash that He made for me (it is beautiful!) and attached it and wrapped the end around my neck and changed to a small collar.  The chain was clearly attached to my nipples, if anyone cared to notice.  We went out to a local restaurant and had a nice dinner.  We sat on the patio, alone.  Whenever the waitress wasn't around, He let me show off my tits!  Pulled my lovely tits and leash out the V of the dress.  

After dinner, we went home.  He took off the small collar and nipple leash and put back on the big collar and leash.  We laid down in bed and He played with me for a long time.  Rubbing my clit, pinching and slapping my tits, fingering me, slapping my face, kissing me.  Oh my god!!  He is amazing!!

This morning, He woke me by playing with my tits.  Rubbing me and fingering me.  What a fabulous way to wake up!! He dragged me across the bed and fucked me.  He slapped me and grabbed the leash and pulled on me.  Rammed into me until my leg and butt muscles were shaking and I was totally out of breath.  It was wonderful!!!  What a way to wake up!

We showered and He made a beautiful, big breakfast while I changed the sheets.  He is a great cook!  

All this and I was only 15 minutes late to work and His work didn't call yet.  Absolutely over-the-top wonderful! I adore Him!!

  He had been hinting all day that He had plans for me.  Children away and no way work could call!  I couldn't wait to see Him!  He was done with work about 5pm and we both arrived at about 630.  He left His car parked outside the garage.  Considering that is our "dungeon", that is a massive clue about things to come.  We went inside and caught up on each others day.  Then He told me to go upstairs and strip.  I did and came back downstairs.  He looked at me and said, "Did I say come back down?"  Hhmm...no.  Back upstairs I go and assume a waiting-for-Master position. Head down, ass up.  And He makes me wait.  I finally hear Him coming up the stairs.  I hear Him get into the toy bag and I wait.  I had a really bad "missing Master" day Sunday and I figured I might be in trouble, although I really couldn't pinpoint why.  I hadn't broken any rules.  He says to me, "You were bratty the other day and I'm not happy."  I told Him I wholeheartedly disagreed.  He took a moment to reread our exchanges of Sunday and after thinking a bit said, "Hhmm, on second reading and with a clear head, I agree with you.  Darn.  And I was looking forward to disciplining you."  I still felt chastised but ok.  He tells me to sit up and talks to me for a bit.  Then He puts the big collar and leash on me.   

He grabbed the toy bag and headed downstairs.  We watched some porn for a bit.  He did some fingering, some grabbing, some pinching.  All good stuff!  After a bit, He told me to go upstairs and get the wrist restraints.  He grabbed the toy bag and I grabbed a mat.  He hung the chains from the hooks on the rafters and put the restraints on my wrists and attached them to the chains.  He arranged the floggers. I immediately start to feel a calm wash over me.  I hang my head and close my eyes and wait.  The first hit is a hard one with a braided horsehair across my butt.  Dang!  Wow!  Then He goes for various leather floggers and proceeds to really go at it.  Mostly upper back and butt, but some boob thrown in there.  My back is on fire and then goes numb.  I can feel the hits as thuds that rock my whole body and I love getting into the rhythmic sound.  I become the sensations and just hang there. I sway a bit with the force of each hit. It becomes a dance.  A couple times, He puts a glass of water to my lips and makes me drink.  He asks me a couple questions but I have trouble forming words.  I can think the answer but it's difficult to make them with my mouth.  He asks if I'm done after about 45 minutes and I nod.  He unhooks the cuffs from the chain and holds me up for a bit until I can get my legs back under me.  He takes things into the house and lets me trail behind.  I come in and hang on to Him in a hug for quite a while.   Just standing in the kitchen, holding on to each other. When I feel ready, I go put the toy bag away.  

I had taken this morning off from work so we could just lay together in bed, no rush.  I feel like I have a sunburn on my whole back today.  Nice reminder.   

He said He designed something for me and I will love it.  I wonder what He has up His sleeve?

Master and I were going to our local munch.  We were almost there when the car went into “limp home” mode.  He got it parked at the restaurant and then tried to restart it.  No such luck.  It was done.  We are about 45 minutes from His house and mine is even further.  Now at this point, either one of us could have gone over the edge but we did not.  He dealt with various insurance and tow truck people with calm, control and humor.  I trusted Him completely.   I was very proud to be with Him.  I always am.  We went into the munch and had a great time.  The tow truck arrived part way through and He went out to meet it and came back in. 

The whole time we were there, I kept thinking how amazing He is.  In a room full of Doms and subs, He stands out.  He has a calm, authoritative demeanor but has no need to prove Himself dominant.  He just is.  I’ve met very few Doms that have that very natural dominance and feel no need to prove what they are.  They have a very calm, personable manner and put others at ease.  Master does not demand respect, He earns it.  He earns it over and over.  He treats others with respect.  Every sales clerk, cashier, bartender, bagger, every service person I’ve ever seen Him deal with.  A kind word and humor.  We were able to enjoy our evening out because He is naturally in charge and I believe He knows what to do.  He knows how to take care of whatever comes along.  And He did beautifully.

His daughter was wonderful and came a long way to rescue us and get us home with no complaints.  Another testament to His leadership. 

He is a true gentleman and leader and I adore Him.   

I feel a bit down but I realize the major portion of what I feel is sub drop and unmet expectations. 

We had a whirlwind couple of days together.  It was magnificent but no sex and no play, partly because of time constraints, partly energy constraints.  I knew that after finishing tax season, I wanted a spanking or flogging.  I needed the stress relief.  I needed to cry it out.  I had told Master that I felt the need of that and He had said, "We'll see."   I expected to be satisfied.  Of course, time and energy made this not happen.  I have learned over the years to approach life with minimal expectation.  Anticipation, yes.  Excitement, yes.  But I've learned to try not to mentally plan, to just let things happen and be pleased and enjoy them.  Sometimes, I forget what I've learned.  

I've also come to know that after we get to spend time together, especially a few days, I drop pretty hard a day or so later.  I'm depressed and tired.  I was doing pretty well with it but this time was really hard.  I was grouchy.  I was feeling very jealous of the D/s couples who are lucky enough to live in the same house and get to see each other daily.  I was pissy!  I feel better but I really am still jealous.  The absolute joy of getting to see Master on a regular basis.  Heaven.  But it can't occur yet.  Even if we lived in the same house, His job makes seeing Him daily impossible.  We'd have more time but I could never count on evenings and weekends.  We'd pass each other.  One coming in and one headed out.  

He really is magnificent.  Giving and caring.  Nurturing and intelligent. Concerned and helpful.  Exceptionally generous. He has limited time but always makes sure to text or call me often. He has asked me to rely on Him, to need Him, which I do, but there is a lot of time He can advise me but He cannot actually be here to help me.  I am His sub but I must be quite independent.  I rely on Him greatly but I must also act on my own.  Part of my sub drop is the switch from sub to independent.  I'm very much more happy in sub mode.  Independent is more stressful.  There are days that I would give anything to curl up on Him or at His feet and just purr.  

Maybe some day. 

Master said, “Go get the floggers.”  All I could do was grin like a moron and run upstairs and grab them.  I started back down the stairs and ran back up.  I had forgotten to grab the wrist restraints.  He bought beautiful ones that help my hands to not fall asleep.  I come back down and hang up the bag with the floggers in it.  He is hanging the chains from the garage rafters.  “Can we have a shot first please?”  He says yes.  So I go back in the kitchen and make a shot for each of us.  We clink glasses and drink it.  Then, back to the garage.  My heart is beating with anticipation.  He turns on the radio.  “i have a surprise for you.”  He gets a strings and wraps it from nipple barbell to nipple barbell and then puts it in my mouth.  “Hold on to it and don’t drop it.  Green, yellow, red.  Repeat.”  “Green, yellow, red.”  I close my eyes and start to breathe and relax.  I keep wanting to hold my hands together.  He has made a beautiful spreader bar but today we haven’t used it.  i hold my hands together above my head, wrists hooked to the chains. He starts to use the cane, crop and various floggers.  I drift in and out of the pain.  Sometimes I feel it intensely.  Then I dance and try to move away.  I make grunting noises.  Sometimes I don’t really feel it,  more like I feel the weight of the impact. This is the part I really enjoy.  I disappear into the impact.  The weight of the floggers rocking my body.  I ride the roller coaster of sensation for quite a while.  He keeps hitting.  Upper back and butt, mostly.  It is quite lovely.  He checks on me often.  Finally when He asks again if I’m done, I hesitate and nod yes.  Words have lost their meaning for now.  He starts to unchain me.  I can’t stay on my feet.  I lean on Him and He holds me while He unchains my wrists.  I try to hold on to Him but my arms are lead and I can’t control them.  He leads me into the house and says, “Sit.”  I stumble to a pillow on the floor but sitting feels wrong.  I kneel down and lay my head on it and bury my face, my ass in the air.  I can feel the wetness all over my inner thighs.  I lay there like that just fading in and out of reality for quite a while.  He is across the room keeping an eye on me and waiting.  After what feels like eternity, I crawl across the room and curl up around His feet.  “Are you coming back?”  I nod Yes against His leg.  I lay there for quite a while too.  Finally I feel able to move.  We cuddle for a bit and then I put away the floggers.  He puts away the chains.  We watch my favorite show for a couple episodes on Netflix and then go to bed.  Every time I wake up, He is holding me.  He has a hand across me.  He is holding my breast.  He has a hand on my thigh.  His leg across me.  Every time. 

Amazingly, Master ended up with Valentine's evening and most of Saturday off!  We made a plan to go to a small private club about an hour away.  We arrived and the place had a few people already.  One of our favorite couples was there and having fun already.  We all hugged and then we started to look around.  There were a number of women there, all of whom were wearing next to nothing!  Master got drinks for us and we ate a bit, watching the activity.  There was a DJ and a huge video screen.  We danced for a bit and then watched to fun again.  G came over to chat with us.  She is a FUN lady!!  Master told her I had gotten my nipples pierced.  I pulled down my the top of my dress to show her.  She immediately started to touch them and suck on them!  Woohoo!!  I laughed and pulled my top back up.  Master asked me to dance for Him.  I was nervous but I got up and joined a lady that was by herself too.  We danced and I calmed down.  It was fun.  I sat back down with Master and watched again.  The girls were mostly dancing with each other and rubbing and grinding and stripping.  There were a few couples doing some very sexy moves too.  The DJ then asked all the ladies dressed in red to come to the dance floor.  I happened to have a red dress on!  Once he got us all up, he told us to dance and put on a show!  We all danced with each other, rubbing and undressing!  I had my top pulled down by G and then numerous girls danced and felt me up!  Then G got her hands under my dress and pulled it up.  Ass out, showing it all.  She held it up and kept dancing with me!! I still had my dress on but boobs and ass all on display!!  After, I sat back down with Master and watched.  The later it got, the more fun was going on.  Sex in the back rooms and at the bar.  One girl was giving head to a man at the bar.  After a bit, she jumped up on his lap, legs spread and had sex with him.  Good show!
We were both feeling done after a few hours and drove home.  We fell into bed and both were out almost immediately  In the morning, actually closer to noon, Master's beautiful cock was ready.  We had wonderful, face-slapping pussy and anal sex!! He is magnificent!! 
Another great adventure!!

Master and i went to dinner the other night.? He ended up with a Saturday off and we took full advantage of it. We went to a small place with good food, a belly dancer and a bar.? After dinner, we went into the bar and had a drink, or two.? He had His tawze on His belt!? He walked back to the mens room and when He saw it was empty, He called me in.? We went into a bigger stall and He had me pull down my pants and bare my butt. He then reddened my ass with the tawze!? Woohoo!!? He had to stop a couple times when men came in to pee.? While someone was there, He finger fucked me while i tried to stay quiet.? Not an easy task!!? When we were done, we went back to the bar.? Master had a collar and leash on me.? The leash had been draped down my back all day, but while we finished our drinks, He turned it to the front.? No one even noticed!!? He slapped my face a little too.? No one even noticed!!
We drove home and continued the fun!!? He tortured my tits for quite a while.? Pinching and squeezing!!? He let me suck His cock for some time and then told me to get down on my hands and knees.? He then took me from behind, both holes!!?? Oh Yes!!!!?
This morning, i woke up happy, with tender areas from head to toe and rug burns on my elbows!!!?
Another super fun adventure!?

We were getting ready to go out. I was just out of the shower. Master came up behind me and smacked my ass hard.  Left cheek, right cheek and then both.  Wow!!  What a thrill!! I got dressed. He had me kneel at His feet and He put on a smaller collar and had a leash down my back, inside my blouse.

Master and I stopped to look at cars.  We sat in a few and drove a couple.  While we had the car salesman in the back seat, Master asked me a question and I answered, “Yes.”  He said, “Yes what?”  He had me say, “Yes Sir.” in front of the salesman.  Holy cow! That was a major turn on!  I’m getting totally wet replaying that today.

Later we were walking around Ikea, He grabbed my hand a few times and started to walk fast.  He’s over six feet and I’m five feet tall and was wearing heels.  I had to run to keep up and my boobs were bouncing! I was laughing so hard and He said He did it partly to watch my amazing bouncing boobs! Heehee!! He snuck in a few good tit grabs and a couple face slaps too!! What a fun day!

Master had a day off and had me come over to His house.  Yay! I was a couple minutes late because I had to shower and He only gave me a one hour notice.  His house is 45 minutes from mine.  I took the fastest shower ever but not quite fast enough.  He held me in His lap and spanked me.  Luckily, it was more a pleasure spank than discipline.  I try my best to never be late and this was the first.  He cooked an absolutely perfect late breakfast.  Each part was absolutely perfect; the eggs, the potatoes, perfection! After we ate, He told me to go upstairs.  He stripped the bed and pulled out the restraints!! He cuffed my wrists and then my ankles. Spread eagle on the bed!! For my birthday, He was fantastic and bought a violet wand!! This was the first time we got to try it!  He started with it on low.  He went up and down my body concentrating on nipples and pussy. It is an odd pinprick, tingly sensation!  He turned it up some and kept playing with me!! We had the room darkened so we could see the spark!  It is so cool!! He ran it all over me and it was a blast!  He then turned it off and tucked it away.  I thought we were done.  I was wrong.  He took a lovely blue butt plug and put it in.  Then He took our beautiful purple vibrator and turned it on and put it in my pussy.  Remember, I'm still in restraints!  He then told me, "Bye! I'm going to the store to get dinner."  I'm pretty sure I heard Him laugh as He walked down the stairs.  At first it was kind of a turn on.  After a bit, I went a little numb but it was still an interesting sensation.  He says He was gone about a half an hour.  I have no idea! I couldn't see a clock and couldn't move!  He finally came back, pulled out the vibrator and let me out of restraints.  He left in the butt plug.  We had a lovely dinner.  After we ate, I asked if I could try my other birthday present.  He had bought me a tail!! A beautiful black and white long tail!! I wore it for the rest of the evening. It is so absurd, it just tickles my funny bone!  Love it!
In the morning, we had the most wonderful sex. A bit of double penetration with Him and the dildo.  A bit of face slapping. A bit of spanking.  A lot of orgasms!! He got me weak and shaking by the end! Amazing!!  We had a simple breakfast and then watched a bit of porn.  He gave me a good hard spank again and got us both going again.  He took me from behind, fast and hard on the living room carpet!!!   
Another fantastic day with my beloved Master!

Master’s job schedule has been moderately ugly since we met.  It was all over from days to swing to graveyard and changed from week to week, sometimes from day to day.  However, He just had to go on the road for His job and now there is no schedule.  I am having trouble dealing with it.  I tend to schedule everything.  He was supposed to go out the other day at 1:00PM but instead had to leave at 5:30AM.  He gets a call to tell Him to show up two hours before He is supposed to be there.  This is all new to me.  He has done it for years.  Him having a schedule was new for Him. He arrived at His destination about 12 hours later, had a few hours off, and came back.  He was dead tired and we couldn’t see each other.  We do not live together and we both have our own children and obligations.  I was upset and asked to see Him last night without really thinking that I was taking His time with His daughter.  Selfish on my part.  I have been feeling overly emotional.  Every time we would talk about His change of work, I would start to cry.  This is not like me!!  It just hit my core to realize that I will be seeing Him even less.  He thinks it was a major case of sub drop and He is probably right.  It felt awful and kind of scary.  I am a strong, independent woman and I really never have felt dependent until Master came along.  I feel a deep need of Him and an unease when I can’t be with Him for a few days.  I will get used to this.  He is exceedingly important to me and a very special man and Master.  He owns me; body, heart and soul. 

Master and I went to a Renaissance faire this past weekend.  What fun!  We had to drive a couple hours to get there. He had me wear my cute jeweled butt plug on the drive. The first night we went out to sushi, yum!! While we were there Master said He would slap my face right at the sushi bar.  I got concerned and said, "But we are in public!"  He did it quick and fairly light and, of course, no one noticed!!  I am beginning to wonder how far you can push public play before people even bother to take notice. Nuts!  After, we went back to our room.  Master is truly a wonder!  He had packed restraints, a spreader bar and a couple of our favorite floggers and crop.  He had me lay naked on the bed face down, butt up.  He chained my ankles to the spreader bar and ran chain between my wrists and ankles.  He then cropped and flogged me good!! He brought the stinging rubber flogger and our favorite leather one.  He was trying out using both at the same time. Two handed flogging!!! It was rough but great!! Holy cow!!  Amazing!!
We dressed up for the faire. Master wore a kilt and He was so handsome!  I loved it!!  There was a super cute, funny serving wench at one of the ale stands.  She was raunchy and funny and cute. Wow!!  We definitely got all our ale from her!! Part way through the day we were walking around and she was on a break.  Master stopped her and offered her some moonshine from His flask.  She loved it so much, she kissed me and then Him!!!  Woohoo!!  Should have tipped her with my phone number! One of the vendors had a collared wench behind the counter and sold wrist restraints and floggers as well as other goods.  Master took a pair of floggers in His hands.  I turned my back to Him and He gave me a mini flogging right there!! The other wench behind the counter opened her eyes wide and said, "You look like you've done this before!"  Master smiled and I said, "Maybe a few times..." with a huge grin on my face!!  I had another wench "adjust my corset."  She just happened to brush her boobs on mine. Yahoo!!  We watched a glass blowing demo and went into the adult toys area of the glass shoppe.  Should have bought a toy!  But I decided to save my money for now.  We also watched a whip demo.  The guy liked to talk a lot but he was fun to watch and made me wish Master was flogging me again!  Or whipping me!  So much fun! I can't wait to go again!  I wanted to give Master head under His kilt but I never got the chance.  Darn...next time!!
We went back to the hotel room and Master and I played.  We had amazing sex.  He had me on my back and screwed my ass, literally!  I think I had about a dozen anal orgasms.  So many I lost count!!  He is good!!!!  After I licked Him clean and we took a shower before dinner.  My first faire and it was a total blast!!!!

Master and I went to Folsom Street Fair in San Francisco this past Sunday.  What a blast!!!  We took BART into the city so we wouldn’t have to deal with parking and traffic.  Master had me wear His large collar but He took off the leash.  While we were on the train, we got a few looks but less than I thought we would.  I had the leash in my pocket and I kept running my fingers on it.  It felt odd to have it but not be wearing it. He put the leash back on me when we arrived.  He led me around by the leash all day! We got to the fair a little early.  The booths were almost set up and the vendors were very cool.  It’s funny but within seconds of meeting us, the vendors would tell us they liked us and let us have a deal on their toys!  Master bought a cane to swat my ass with from one very nice female vendor.  She had some awesome floggers, canes, crops and paddles!  Fun stuff!!!  We wandered around for a bit and I was getting too warm.  Yes, a warm day in San Francisco!  I took off my shirt and just went topless the rest of the day!! That was totally fun!!  Master put sunscreen on me.  Last thing we wanted to burn the boobs!!We had a ton of people take our picture, some asked and some didn’t.  That’s fine, we were warned ahead that it would happen. There were so many naked men there! I think I got my fill of seeing naked, swinging dicks (except for Master’s!!!)  for a lifetime.  Or maybe just until next year, if we get to go again!  We stopped at one awesome vendor and had her demo a violet wand on us.  It was so great.  Master bought one for an early birthday present!!!!!!!!!  Thank you wonderful Master!!!!  Can’t wait to play with that one in private!  We met up with a lady that we had been talking to on here (Hi Shayna!)  She was great fun.  Wandered around with us for a while and then did her own thing.  We saw a few friends from the munch we like to attend also.  Great time!!  When we were ready to go, Master had me kneel and he traded the bigger collar and leash for a smaller one and told me to put my shirt back on.  We had a great lunch and then got back on the BART to head towards home.  We met an awesome couple on the train who run the munch in Concord.  What fun!!!!

Master gave me such a good spanking last night, i curled up and fell asleep for about an hour after.  I thought I just rested for a few minutes. nope! He said it was close to an hour. What a great spanking!! Thank you Master!!

For a gift, Master had gotten me a cute lilac jewel butt plug.  Very cute!  We had a limited amount of time to play before one of His kids would be home, so right after I got there from work, we played!  He had me strip and kneel down, ass in the air. He put His larger collar on me and then He slid in the new plug, all shiny and pretty!  It felt heavier than the silicone one He usually uses for me.  He handed me the wrist restraints and led me by the leash to the dungeon (garage).  He had hung the chains earlier in the day and I did notice them when I arrived.  My heart started to race with anticipation.  He fastened on the wrist restraints and then hooked me to the chains with a spreader bar between.  He started with the crop on my back, butt and thighs.  After a bit, He started to flog me with the rubber spline flogger that He made for me.  That sucker is a stinger and it surprises me how much every time!  He had snuck the clover clamps into His pocket and came around to the front of me.  He took them out of His pocket and with a grin shook them in front of me to get my attention.  I was a bit scared of them after the first try.  He fastened them on my nipples and they hurt.  Not as bad as the first time, thankfully.  And the right hurt more than the left!  He left them on and started with a leather flogger on my back, butt and thighs.  I was in lala land!  He kept going for a bit.  I had to ask Him to please take off the clamps, which he refused.  He changed to a leather braided flogger and kept going!  I was so into it!! He asked how I was doing and I'm not sure I really answered Him.  He felt between my legs and told me I was so wet, I should have my juices dripping down my legs. He removed the clamps. What a rush!! OMG the feeling of the blood coming back into my nipples had me almost collapsed on the floor! He really knows what turns me on! At this point, He had me drink quite a bit of water.  He undid my wrists and told me to put away the toys.  It's pretty funny that when we play, my bike handle bars become the flogger holder!  My bike hangs from the ceiling and is perfect for hanging the floggers and crop on while we play!!!  I grabbed the bag and put the toys in it and then carried them back to their storage place.  We showered and got ready for dinner.  We were drinking mezcal, which I had never tried but I found that I liked!  I was still dehydrated from play and drank too much.  When I tried to get up the next morning, it was almost impossible!  I couldn't believe how I felt, we hadn't had that much.  Master decided that I better not drive to work, so He took me to work.  He is the best Master ever!!  I was able to do my job and as the day wore on, I felt better too. 
A few days later, we had crazy good anal sex.  We tried later to use the plug.  Master had me kneel down and pushed it in.  We were going to a get together.  I had to go to the bathroom and I didn't want it to fall out, so i held on to it.  Well, um, I pushed a little as i was peeing and, um, I pushed it in!!!!!! I freaked out a little and fished it out of my butt.  I finished going to the bathroom and cleaned off the plug and pushed it back in.  It didn't feel right.  I went down and was telling Master this, when it slipped completely out!!!!!   I caught it and ran into the bathroom again, washed it off and tucked it away.  I told Master and we both about died laughing.  He had screwed my ass silly and I couldn't even keep the jewel in now!!!  Every time we looked at each other the rest of the day, we started to laugh again!!  No plug for me that day!!! 

Master and I got to spend the weekend together.  Friday evening, He greeted me naked, straight out of the shower and beautiful.  He smelled like Heaven.  He grabbed my hair and kissed me deep.  God, that makes me weak in the knees!  He then ordered me to strip and kneel.  He had me put my hands behind my neck and recite a poem He had me learn a while back.  Holy cow, that was difficult, but I did it!  He told me how proud of me He was, that makes me melt too.  He had me put my head on the floor, ass up high.  He lubed the butt plug and held it behind me.  He then told me to push against it and push it in. I did happily! We got dressed, of course, no panties and went to sushi.  Yummy!  We didn’t get too sleep until about 4AM. Amazing sex!  Heehee!! 

Saturday at about 6AM, the phone rang and He got called in to work. We had been invited to a play party and weren’t sure we could make it, but this allowed us to go!  We arrived and it was a small private party.  Good people, some sex to watch!  What fun!  When the party was winding down, we headed for the parking lot.  He had me bend over and hold on to the trunk of the car.  He had tucked the tawze on His belt loops again! Yay!!  He whipped my butt with it and a young man passing by commented on my ass and took a video of the event!! Hahahaha!  The tawze is a stinging little bugger!!  When Master was done with me, we got in the car and started to drive home.  He had me strip the top of my dress off and played with my tits. Squeezed, pinched, slapped!  When we got home, He had me strip totally naked in the parking area.  He placed my hands against the trunk with me facing Him and then fingered me hard until I could barely stand.  Then, while I was still wobbly, He had me pick up my things and walk into the house.  When we got upstairs to the bedroom, He had me kneel by the side of the bed and handed me a package.  I opened it to find a pair of clover clamps!  He had tormented my tits on the way home and they were sore already.  He put on the clamps and I couldn’t take it.  Too much pain!  He left them for a minute and then gave a very gentle tug! I yelped and had tears come to my eyes! He undid the clamps, thankfully!!  Then we went to sleep around 3AM.

Next morning, more amazing sex!  And a motorcycle ride to a tiny café for breakfast.  Very nice!  I love to ride with Him!  He had to work so I had the early evening to myself.

We had a very nice dinner about 11PM and the most flavorful blackberries ever with some port wine.  I had to get to work Monday so we called it an evening at that point.

This morning, the alarm went off and He proceeded to make me cum about a million times and then let me suck His cock!!  We jumped in the shower and He washed me and played with me until I was weak in the knees again!  We ate breakfast and He sent me off to work with a huge, tired grin on my face!  What an amazing weekend!!!

Master decided i should meet His sister and her family.  We all met at a Mexican restaurant.  We had a couple margaritas and good conversation.  Master leaned over to me and whispered in my ear, "go to the mens room and I'll give you a spanking." Woohoo! After a few minutes, He politely excused us from the table.  I followed Him to the mens room.  He led me into a large stall, bent me over, pulled my skirt up.  I'm not allowed to wear panties under my skirts and dresses so that was not an issue.  He proceeded to bare hand smack my ass good.  He paused for a minute and I heard Him doing something.  I thought He was taking off His belt and i definitely felt leather hit my ass. He proceeded to smack me a few good ones.  Quick but wonderful!  He turned me around and showed me a new toy!!  He had tucked a tawze on His belt loops and when He turned me around, He had pulled it out and leathered my butt!  Before i could catch my breath, He led me back to the table and we had dinner and more conversation.  Heehee!! 
We all went back to His sister's house for more drinks and conversation.  Wonderful people!  Quite a bit later, we all went to bed.  I wasn't expecting more play but I got it!!  He had me lay over His lap and used His lovely new leather toy again on my behind.  Holy cow!  He gave me a few good whacks with it and fingered me good.  Gave me a few more good whacks!!  What a great time!  We played for a while.  I ended up crying just a bit at the end but it was fantastic.  He cuddled me up and let me come back down to earth.  And then to sleep.  
What a great time, what a great new toy!!

holy cow!! what a wonderful, intense few days!  Master is a beautiful, wonderful man!!  On Thursday night, He gave me another spanking to send me to Lalaland.  Wonderful!! 
On Friday night, we had plans to go to a play space.  On the drive, He fingered me to orgasm in the car!! We arrived a bit later than we had planned but what fun.  There weren't too many people there but the people that were there were very fun.  Two of our favorite couples were there.  One is the whip Master and his wife.  Very awesome!  i stripped naked and has strapped to the St Andrews.  He and Master took turns flogging me.  Him giving pointers to Master and me being the beneficiary! Woohoo!! The whip Master also used his single tail whip on me.  That thing is quite a trip.  He said he was being gentle with me and I believe it.  It is such a pin point little stinger that it may take some getting used to. Hmmm...more practice time?  Yahoo!!!  We hung out for a bit and talked to our other friend couple.  They are quite fun!!!  It was pretty funny though.  We were sitting on a couch having a conversation and there was a girl giving a guy head on the next couch and you could hear sex coming from three other rooms surrounding us!!  When the St Andrews cross was empty later, i stripped again and Master put me back on it and flogged me good!!  Totally completely into subspace.  He talked to me to check on me and shocked me.  I was so gone it was a surprise to hear His voice!!  Amazing!! 
We were both tired when we got home and pretty much straight to sleep. However the next morning,  what a sexy time!!!  He brougth me to orgasm so many times and ways that I totally lost track!  Completely sent me into subspace again and I really had trouble functioning for hours.  In bed, in the shower, in the laundry room, in the kitchen, HOLY COW!!!!
What an amazing man and amazing Master!!!!

Master is the most amazing man!!  I was leaving to go visit my son for a few days.  As a wonderful send-off, He spanked me good.  Took me over His knee and let me have it barehanded, until I was struggling to get away.  Then He'd back off a bit.  Take me to the edge of what I could handle and start to struggle, then back off a bit.  He did this three times!  Wow!!  He let me recover for a bit and then took me to the dungeon.  He had bought new wrist restraints and they are fantastic.  He suspended my wrists on a set of chains attached to a stretcher bar He made.  He then flogged me good!  He used a couple different floggers and a crop!  Took me to the edge of what I could handle again!  He let me recover a bit from that and then He used the hitachi on me.  Good God!!!  I think I came a hundred times (or at least it felt that amazing.)  What a wonder He is!!!  I could not wish for any better Master!!!!!!!!

i adore Master! i willingly wear His collar and kneel at His feet naked.  it feels like where i belong. 

i went over to Master's last night and He had a surprise for me.  He had put two eye bolts up in the garage and hung chain from them.  He had the softer cuffs on me and hung my wrists from the chains.  He then flogged for a while with a rubber flogger that He made.  after a while He switched to a leather one and proceeded to flog me until i was having trouble standing.  it was awesome!  He then carefully got me in the house and let me come down.  what a treat!! it was my reward for making something for Him.  :) 

Friday was quite amazing!  Master and i went to our first play party.  what an experience! tons of cool people.  sex going on everywhere, some drinking, some dancing, some talking.  mostly we went to see a true Master flogger do a  demo and class.  what a blast!! i was His first victim, oh, i mean volunteer.  i stripped totally naked and was strapped onto a st andrews cross.  quite an experience in itself.  never been naked like that.  room full of people. strip now!!  got strapped to the cross and just relaxed.  He is quite a flog Master!!  He did my upper back first while He was explaining to everyone how to do it.  really cool.  He changed whips a few times to change up the sensation.  Then He had me turn around.  boobs to the front!  He flogged my tits for a bit and then got out the single tail whip.  holy cow!!!! amazing!!! He pin point hit my nipples a few times and made me jump!  wow, does that hurt but in a good way.  then He'd back off for a minute and move right back in. snap!!!! i'm not supposed to swear but when He got me a couple times, oh yeah, i was cussing!  i ended up with whip marks on one tit that are still there!  after He was done with me, i watched while He did a few other women.  amazing to watch and see how its done and how other people react.  especially since i'd only received and never seen anyone else flogged.  quite a sight to see.  amazing to watch His skill and aim.  so cool!!!!! 
after Master and i felt done, we went to Denny's for 2am food.  i had on Masters big collar and He let me use a vibrator during the whole meal and ride home! heehee!! we got home around 3am and went right to sleep.  i woke up HORNY!  i gave Master head for a while and rode Him til my pussy was satisfied! :D  i came so hard numerous times, He is quite fantastic!  i sucked Him clean and then He bent me over His knee and spanked me and finger fucked me until i came two more times!! He is marvelous!!!  we then took a shower and i washed His lovely body from head to toe.  i loved it!!  what a wonderful, fantastic night and morning!

Oh my god!! Master had me do it again!! At a couple minutes before two, Master told me to put the vibrator in and turn it on.  Immediately, I was soaked.  I left it on and in and tried to work a little but it was really no use.  I could feel it pulsing all the way through my pussy and my ass.  Crazy!  After about 40 minutes, I asked if I could please remove it.  He said, “No, turn it up.”  Oh wow!!  I did it and I was rocking but not allowed to cum!  A client came in asking, “Which repair man do we use for our rental?”  I had to go to a file and look it up and the whole time the vibrator is buzzing away in my pussy!  Hahahahaha!   I sat down and tried to catch my breath.  Sitting pushed the vibe in even deeper though.  I was starting to sweat, legs were feeling shaky and I had soaked my dress and starting to get to my chair cushion!  Finally a little before three, yes an hour later,  I begged, “Please, Sir , please may I remove it, please Master?”  “No”  “Thank you Master”  “Yes”  “Thank you Master thank you” “Did you cum?”  “No, Sir, no I did not”  “good girl”

What a rush!!!!  Thank you my beautiful Master!

What a day! I’m all alone at the office this week.  Master had an awesome plan!  This morning when I got here He sent me a text that said, “Play with your clit. And get yourself wet. Then lick your finger. At your desk!!”  I already had His ben wa balls in and no panties on.  I stroked my clit for Him until I was nice and juicy wet.  Then licked all the juices off each finger.  So good.  I sent Him a little video of me doing it too.  Around one, I asked if I could take out His ben wa balls and if I could use my vibrator at my desk.  He told me to wait until a little after two.  So I waited but not very patiently. It was two when He phoned me.  He told me to take out the balls and put them on a napkin on my desk.  If anyone came in and asked I had to tell them what they were!! Oh no!   Then He told me to put the vibrator inside me on low and leave it for a half hour but I wasn’t allowed to cum! Holy cow!  I did as I was told.  I put it in on low and almost immediately had to fight the urge to cum.  I slowed down my breathing and concentrated on not cumming. After about 15 minutes, He told me to turn it up and leave it for 25 more minutes.  Oh wow!!! But don’t cum!!!  A little after this a client came in and needed a copy of a form.  I waited on him, vibrator pulsing away and me breathing heavy.  Hahahaha!  When the client left, I asked Master if I could please cum. He said no.  Aaahhhh!! So hard not to cum!!  I could feel the juices running down my leg a bit.  I was so wet!  Finally it was time to take it out.  I asked if I could remove it and He said yes.  Then instructed me to lick it clean.  Yahoo!!  I pulled it out and licked it good.  I was so wet! I’m still shaky and sweaty but it was so much fun!!  Thank you Master!!!!

I decided to surprise Master with a new crop.  I knew play time would be really fun this time!  I already had on His bigger collar and chain leash.  He told me to lay face up and then He restrained my wrists and ankles, spread eagle.  He had new toys too!  He had gotten clothes pins and put one on each nipple.  Whoa!  He then took the crop and with precision, proceeded to smack my pussy and ass.  He got the bottoms of my feet and my inner thighs.  Holy cow!!  He left the clothes pins on for a few minutes until I was begging Him to take them off.  After He removed them, He went back to the crop, smacking it all over me.  Every time He hit my nipples, it was like a jolt of electricity.  He also had a rubber flogger.  That bugger bites!!  He was gentle with it but it has a dark side!  That sucker left small red welts all over the place.  It would be a fearsome weapon if He wasn’t careful!  After the flogger and crop,  He decided to let me squirt.  Woohoo, I love that!!!! He used His hand with expertise and soon had everything soaked! He released me from the restraints and had me clean up.  I then fell asleep with the big collar and chain leash on.  When I woke up, I had a red chain mark pushed into my back where I laid on it.  Pretty funny looking!  Can’t wait for the next adventure with Master!!

Master and i had plans to go to a munch.  i was really looking forward to it!  i got off work a bit early and got to Master's house.  He promptly had me politely ask for His collar to be put on me.  That always makes me feel better! Makes me more mellow and in the right head space.  i kneel at His feet and pull up my hair, He slides the collar on my neck and i sit for a few seconds, letting the day slip away and letting thoughts of Master fill my head.  its a beautiful place! Sometimes I hug His calves, sometimes I kiss His feet.  Its my happy place!  

Master and i had an outing today. What fun!!  First we went to a pet supply store.  Sounds mundane, right?  Not with Master!  After looking around a bit, He took my hand and led me towards the restrooms.  He checked and then led me into the mens room.  I knew He had something up his sleeve but had no idea what.  He took off my belt and pulled off my skirt, what a rush!  He never has me wear panties so they were not an issue.  He let me lean my back against the wall and braced me with His leg.  He then finger fucked me!  He knows just how to do it so i melt.  He did it just the way i love it and i could hardly stay on my feet.  I felt the heat rush to my pussy and the tension build so amazingly.  He fucked me hard and fast,  I turned to liquid it was so fabulous.  I came once and He continued.  He kept going until I could feel the heat and tension building again.  I was just about to cum again and squirt when He stopped and had me put my skirt and belt back on.  He let me lick my juices off His hand, one of my favorite things.  Then He led me back out to finish going thru the store. My face was flushed, my knees were weak, my head was spinning and i had a hard time walking.  My juices were running down my leg.  I was so turned on!! I had to hold on to Him or i would have tripped over myself.  I heard Him tell me to pick up a dog collar and i couldn't even understand for a second.  Then i did as He told me.
Next we had to stop at Target for clothespins.  We looked around a bit here too. Then Master led me to the family restroom.  Anticipation!!  He had me turn around and bend over, ass up in the air.  He pushed my skirt up and began to finger fuck my ass.  Oh, it was wonderful!! He then began to push in something else.  I had no clue.  He pushed and wiggled it in.  He had bought a butt plug!!!! What a great surprise!  He had me straighten up and then we walked out.  There was a lady and an employee right outside the door, heehee!  I had the biggest grin on my face!! Every once in while, He'd grab my ass and push on the plug, fantastic!!  We walked around for a bit and finished up there.  Butt plug in, our little secret!
By then it was around lunchtime.  We got back in the car and Master had me take off my bra.  I love the feeling of being basically naked in public.  It is the best turn on!!  As we drove thru town, He pinched and played with my nipples.  Squeezed my boobs and kept me totally turned on.  My pussy was still dripping wet.  We got to the restaurant, my shirt still fairly open and boobs on display.  The waitress there had commented on my collar last time we were in, so we had gotten her a cute collar, without her really knowing what mine meant. She was thrilled with it! She then commented on my collar today and asked what the tag meant. I smiled and glanced at Master. I then looked back at her and looked her straight in the eye and said, "slave."  She blinked and said, "Oh!" And looked a little shocked.  We had a great lunch and then got back in the car.
Master drove for a bit, then we stopped at a light. we were the first car. A man walked across the cross walk but didn't glance toward the car.  Master had my shirt completely off and was playing with my tits and the man never even saw.  He was four feet away and never saw!  We turned and then pulled over on the side of the road.  He told me to turn around and put my ass in the air.  I took off my seat belt, put my knees on the seat and put my head down on the seat with my ass facing Him.  He gently took out the plug and then started to rub my clit.  I was so wet! He rubbed it for a bit and got me right to the edge of orgasm and then started to finger fuck my pussy again. Oh my god, it felt so amazingly good!!  I was moaning and squirming against His hand.  He fucked me harder and it was so intense!!!
What a great day! What a great Master!!

Master has decided i should learn to deep throat His cock. Helpful hints anyone?

Master has decided to teach me to squirt.  We have gotten me to squirt a bit before but last night/this morning, what a gusher!!! It felt so good!  The tingle and rush, the warmth of the liquid then the chill as it cools.  Master rubs my juices on my face and I love it!  It feels so incredibly amazingly great!! Thank you my Master!!

Thursday evening Master and I went out. He dressed me in His shirt, a belt and a cute pair of pale Mary Jane heels and nothing else. We sat at the bar and ordered a couple of drinks. He leaned over and quietly said, "Spread your legs." I complied. He began to play with my clit. Rubbing it nicely and making me squirm a bit. It felt so good.  I love when he rubs my clit.  Totally gets me going and fast! There was a table of four men about a foot away and they had no idea that I was getting off right next to them. He rubbed a bit more and then leaned towards me and told me to take my vibrator and go into the restroom. take off His shirt and use the vibrator to cum twice before I came back to the bar. So I went in and chose a stall. Took off His shirt and fucked myself until I came twice. It was hard to maintain and stay fairly quiet in the stall.  All I wanted was to make noise and cum hard! I heard a couple ladies come in and go out but I ignored them and did as I was told. I put back on His shirt and came back out to the bar, grinning like a Cheshire cat! I sat back down and sipped my drink. Master reached between my thighs and pushed my legs apart and started to finger fuck me. It felt so good!! I tried to stay quiet. It was difficult! We finished our drinks and We left shortly thereafter, His shirt just barely long enough, only a few buttons buttoned, heels clicking, no panties, walking back over to the car and starting to drive home. He had me totally open His shirt as we drive thru town, letting everyone see my tits. Can't wait til He let's me do it again!

Master and i were headed to a munch last night. After a good, thorough spanking, just because i love it, we got dressed to go.  He had me put on no panties. He had collared, leashed and cuffed my wrists and ankles after He had me remove my skirt in the parking lot and unbutton my blouse.  my ass hanging out in the chilly evening air, what a thrill!  It was a 30 minute drive and i was naked the whole way.  We live out in the country and we were headed to the city.  We started to enter traffic and i became very aware that our fellow drivers could look in and see my tits and possibly more.  What a turn on!!  He played and pinched my tits over and over!  
We arrived at the munch location and He had me button up my shirt but He left collar and leash on. He just pulled the leash down the back, inside my blouse.  Sexy!!  He had me stand up in the parking lot, bare ass hanging out and pull my skirt back on after He had taken off my shackles and cuffs. We walked in and met a ton of cool, kinky people and had some great conversation.
After, we drove home, He had me totally bare my breasts again.  God, i love that feeling.  So sexy, so open, so horny, and so hot!!! Beautiful evening!! So excited, can't wait for the next time He lets me be naked in public!!!

We are standing at the car dealership.  The salesman is going on and on.  I am wearing a dress and heels. Master is beside me.  He reaches over and pulls up the back of my dress.  He pushes His finger into my ass and pushes in and out.  The salesman has no clue and I feel like cumming.  My ass exposed and Him playing with it....

There was a street faire in town, a ton of tourists, along with the locals.  The main street was closed to traffic and everyone was just looking around and having fun.  Master and I looked around and after a bit decided to go have a drink at the hotel bar.  It was packed full of people.  Noisy and exciting!!  We had a beer and Master leaned down and told me to take off my bra.  I looked at Him questioning, so He repeated.  Right at the bar, with a million onlookers, I slipped my bra off and tucked it into my pants.  If it wasn't Victoria's Secret, I would have just left it there! So freeing, so exciting, such a turn on!!! I had a thin T shirt on with a zip up shirt over it.  I pulled down the zipper and left my boobs to show covered only by the thin fabric.  My nipples stood up, hard and erect.  Master rubbed and played and pinched them the whole time.  We had a couple more drinks and then left the bar.  We walked to the car and He said He had to pee.  On the side of the road, with traffic going by, He peed.  When He was done, I bent over and took His beautiful cock in my mouth.  I sucked on Him for a bit, enjoying every minute and inch of it!! He said, "Let's go eat."  He zipped up and we went to a local little restaurant.  Before we went in, He told me to take off my T shirt. I did and left my zipper down almost to my navel and we walked in.  I asked to go to the bathroom but He told me to sit down and wait.  He got us a table and then allowed me to go.  What a hot display of power in public!! We had a nice quiet dinner with my boobs fully exposed!! Hot, hot, hot!!  We went back to the car and He pulled open my zipper.  We kissed and He pinched and pulled my nipples.  I moaned with pleasure, what a feeling!! He slapped my tit.  The sting was exhilirating!! He did it to the other.  What a rush!!  The slight pain, the sting, the public play, I was so hot for Him!!  We drove to a quiet spot and got in the back seat of the car.  He stripped me naked and turned me over His knee.  Whack!! On the ass.  Whack!! Harder.  I moaned and pushed my ass back towards Him for more.  He proceeded to redden my ass for quite a while, me moaning with pleasure!!!  I love the sting, the pain, the rush, the forbidden aspect of it all.  I turned around when I couldn't wait any longer and took His cock in my mouth again.  I licked and sucked on that lovely thing, massaged His balls until I was dripping wet while He fingered my ass.  I rocked and moaned while I sucked!  I took Him out of my mouth and jumped on Him.  I pushed His cock hard into my dripping, wet pussy and rode Him.  He feels so good inside me!  I ride and push until I cum so hard its incredible.  I clawed the roof of the car as waves of orgasm push me farther and farther.  Its so amazingly intense!!  After I cum, I climb off and lay down and try to come back to earth. It felt like a very long journey, I was so far gone.  
I can't wait for the next public display......

It started as a normal day.  We had a couple errands to run. Master had a devious plan....
On the drive to the stores, He told me to take off my bra.  I love the feeling of naked in public, so titillating!!  I took it off and left an extra button on my shirt undone.  My boobs could be seen by anyone from the right angle.  I felt so hot and horny! All thru the vanilla stores, He'd sneak a grab and a pinch here and there, reaching into my shirt and exposing me more.  It was amazingly sexy! After we finished the errands, Master took me to a pet store and bought a really pretty, bejeweled collar.  He put it on me in the parking lot.  I had a hard time holding back.  We kissed hard and for a long time with Him pinching my nipples.  I could have cum right then but He pushed me back.  My head was spinning I was so horny and dripping wet! We drove over to a little bar and had a couple drinks, chatted with a couple locals.  The whole time my tits were on display.  Anyone passing by would have gotten a good view.  I felt so excited and sexy, totally proudly displayed. Part way thru, He grabbed me by the collar and pulled me to Him.  He kissed me hard!  I loved it!! Such a public display of dominance!  There was a young man off to the side behind Master.  He had a good view of it all and was floored when Master kissed me so passionately while grabbing the collar.  His jaw dropped and he couldn't look away the rest of the evening.  What a power I felt over him!  I was so turned on, I wanted to drop to my knees and suck Master's cock right there!! So wet, so hot, so dripping!  We finished our drinks and went out to the car.  Master told me to undo my shirt and I was completely exposed.  I love that feeling!! The drive home is about 45 minutes and the whole time He squeezed and pinched and played with my boobs.  It was amazingly hot!! I laid down in His lap and rubbed His cock thru His pants.  I wanted to suck it so much.  I wanted to just jump on Him and fuck right then!  But it didn't occur that day...maybe soon....