To pretty much be direct, I love receiving head. That's all I care for and that's all i'm interested in. I think about it all day and everyday. When you have a good experience from someone who knows what they're doing you'll want it over and over again. I never had a issue of getting head when I wanted, I just always wanted to know what it would be like to get it from someone who does it out of habit. As a sort of fetish. I just love it that much.