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I am now a realslaveboythatisowned. I have the greatest mistress any boy could ever ask for. I feel so lucky to be allowed to serve her. I feel nothing but pride in being enslaved to her, I know she is better than me in every way and knowing that she is my owner provides me with a feeling of comfort and safety I have never known. To look to her and just let go and accept my place as inferior, weak and submissive while she asserts her dominance and superiority over me is the greatest feeling a natural born submissive man can ever feel. I'm so happy CollarMe has provided a place for someone like me to pursue their calling in life. I wish I had known my desire to serve would never subside and I would have offered my slavery long ago. I thought it was just a fantasy when I was younger, I didn't think I would want it to define my life. Now I realize I was born to serve, it comes so naturally to me, I cannot fight it. The world needs weak and submissive people to serve the strong ones, there is a place in the world for people like me. I cannot wait to see her life improve because she owns me, I hope to increase her income by turning over all of mine-she owns me and thus everything I own is now hers-I will be so happy watching my owner relax and enjoy life because I am doing her chores, housework and other tasks far beneath someone like her. Most guys on here want some fetish fulfilled, but I am one of the few sincere young men who just need a female to assert dominance over me and let me serve her however she wants. I would serve any way that I am told, but am lucky enough to have found a woman who wants and is capable of owning and making me a complete and total slave who lives with his owner and has no life outside of her-that is the life I have needed and craved since I was very young. I am surprised more women do not take advantage of guys like me, if for no other reason than financial. So many desperate to serve men would hand over their paychecks every week, keep their owner's house spotless and disappear into a box or cage in the basement or closet when she has no use for him. Being able to please my owner sexually is something any slave-boy dreams of, but I would be so happy still if I was only in her life to be worked and used for her benefit and profit, I would still love and worship her as my god all the same whether I was allowed to please her sexually or if she locked me in permanent chastity or had me "altered" to help me focus and to make me more doscile, meek and obedient. I am lucky to have an owner who will allow me to serve her in the bedroom when I have been good and she thinks I deserve it. I have a simple and basic life ahead of me, I only need to focus on one thing and I will be taken care of, loved and shown affection, rewarded for doing well and allowed to have a role in the life of a beautiful woman who is superior to me and who's life I could never be a part of as an equal or a partner but who will keep me in the role of slave/domestic live-in servant. I hopefully will record my descent from normal and free man to a broken and totally obedient slave in journals and possibly a blog with photos and videos that show how far down a capable, experienced mistress can reduce a weak-willed and eager to please boy. I am very curious to see if and how much she can change me from confident young man to broken young man kneeling before her, I am curious what will change in my mind and how will I see her after months of being her captive. How long until I fully accept slavery and see her as my real owner and master? If someone reading this has, is or knows of someone who is kept in such complete and total slavery by another please write and tell me a little about it, what it is like for slave and for owner. I am so curious to know what happens to someone when their life is totally dominated by another and everything they do and everywhere they go is because the person in control wants it or has given permission. How does the weaker one, the one with no power cope with the loss of all control and independence?? How does the slave think of himself after living like that long enough to adjust to it and accept it as how things are. Will the slave begin to see himself as a slave and accept the other person as mistress/master, will the slave start to look up to the other and see them as better and themselves as inferior because of the situation they are in?? Will the slave develope Stockholm syndrome and start to think their captor is good and is not harming them?? I feel like I am almost too good, too smart and to proud to ever allow myself to be reduced and dominated like that, but I know I'm no better than anyone else and in fact I'm weak in the mind and naturally submissive, especially toward women-all she has to do is use a commanding, confident voice and maintain eye contact and I will feel weak, afraid and as though I have no choice but to give in and submit, yet somehow I still feel like I'm in some way better than anyone who has ever been enslaved-maybe that has something to do with my need to experience it and know what it feels like to accept someone else as my owner and my life as being theirs to use for their own benefit with my wants and needs having no importance. I know that I know very little about what I desire and how it will really be as opposed to how it is in my head and my dreams. I do know that no matter how unpleasant, how difficult, painful, boring or tedious it will be in reality, no matter how much I will beg and bargain to be released once locked in and powerless-it is the only thing I want for my life right now, my only goal and the one thing I have worked to make happen above everything else in my life. I may not know what I am getting into-I'm certain I have no idea, but soon I will know what I've gotten into when my beautiful owner opens the door to her home and I find myself on my knees looking up in fear at that amazing woman who has a need and the ability to keep a young man as her slave. Sorry to ramble so long, I hope at least a few people who started reading made it this far before laughing or getting fed up with my foolishness. If anyone has lived as or had someone as their complete slave and knows what it is like, what to expect, how I will change or anything else interesting that you would be so kind as to share with me I would be very appreciative.

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8/22/2011 5:53:30 PM
I'm the luckiest guy to ever make a Collarme profile. I see so many people complain about Collarme and I hear people say they are done with it or have given up. Making a profile was the best thing I have ever done in my life. It has led me to to the greatest person I have ever known in my life. I feel so fortunate to be allowed to serve someone who is so far above me. She claims to be lucky because she has me as her slave, but its obvious that she is a real Queen and I'm just a commlon peasant at best, every minute I get to be in her life is a gift from heaven.

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nippliciousbabe
 
 Age: 38
 Ann Arbor, Michigan