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About realbarrow
I'm pretty sure I know what I want in life. Now I just want to find one who wants the same--or at least someone who wants the other side of the same coin.
I'm not interested in someone who wants to spend her life in a cage. I don't anticipate being quite rich enough to support a slave who's looking for a free ride, even if I wanted to.
I'm not looking for a sex toy.
I want to find a woman who can submit herself to me completely. Who desires to fill my every desire. Someone to be my slut, my bitch, and my pain pig... as well as my dearest love, my lady, and my partner. I want to find someone who can share my most twisted desires--and even allow me to inflict them on her--but, at the same time, I want her to share my life as well. |
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All right, someone remarked on my profile lately and asked offhand if I was doing ok since... oh, whenever my last journal posting in 2006 was. The answer is yes. And apparently I should update this more often. I did graduate. I am looking for the beginning of a career. Subs/slaves/leeches seeking immediate relocation and a ready paycheck to mooch off of should look elsewhere.
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So I thought I'd update my journal for the two or three people who look at my profile each year. (Is it just me? Or is it that mens' profiles are never actually looked at by anyone? There's a topic for your next sociological study.)
I've graduated. I'm looking for a job. I'm still looking for a woman, it seems. And the last person from collarme who wanted to call me hasn't been online since the day before I sent her my phone number. What good luck I have! :P
I like the graduation thing, at least. And I like the fact that I know more now about what I want in life than I did a while ago. I'm not sure I like the whole getting older part, but we'll see. Anyway, that's the news from Lake Wacko. Adios. |
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I'm a virgin. Sometimes I don't know why. Sometimes I've no idea what I've been waiting for all this time. For someone else who's been waiting, maybe. Of course, she's nowhere to be found. Damn. |
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I officially have two pet peeves: 1) Music grad students who think they know the English language better than me 2) People who can't be satisfied with just one good woman and have to go around hunting more while others go hungry. |
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Ok, keeping in mind that there are no paragraphs... I think I have a better idea of what I want to learn now than I did a few weeks ago, which is a definite sign of improvement. I'm still not quite sure where I can learn it, but that'll come in time I think. |
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Good Lord! There were paragraphs in that when I wrote it. This infernal machine removed them. Unbelievable. |
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I'm only doing this because I feel like showing a little investment, a little effort, on my profile/journal will make me seem more sincere in my interest. Not that I wish to *seem* sincere, since I believe I truly *am* sincere, but appearances are all important. After all, we are not what we are to other people, but what we appear to be. Let me know if you think I'm wrong, eh?
I don't really feel like doing this. Not that I'm hiding anything or that I think my life is too terribly boring (not more than most) for a journal. But, frankly, I don't believe in writing a journal. Especially not one that others really need to see. I have a simple reason for that, not a selfish or shameful one... I'm a writer.
As such, my writing is on display somewhere all the time. People are constantly able to access my thoughts in written form and form their own opinions about mine. It's business. It's not pleasure. It can hardly be considered fun anymore. So I can't say as I'm enjoying this much, either. But I'm doing it anyway.
The things we do for appearances, eh?
That's plenty enough writing for one sitting, isn't it? I hope it's up to par. Someone just complained at me about my spelling. I tried to respond nicely, but my thoughts on mechanics are much the same as they are on writing in general... it's not something I do for the fun of it.
I'll go ahead and say it. I don't write for fun. It's not fun. It's painful. It drags parts of me into the light that I'd rather keep hidden, buries things deep inside me that I'd rather leave out. Some people claim writing is therapeutic... but these people are not writers. Writing is hell. Writers begin writing because they think they'll enjoy it... and they keep doing it because they must.
We have no choice, you understand. None at all. Not because we must do so to make money (we don't). Not because that's our chosen career (we have other skills or we'd be useless as writers). But because, if we did not write, we would whither and die. We have no choice whatsoever. |
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