I've often wished I wasn't a cock whore. To always be craving to have a cock in my mouth, cunt or ass. The other wants, I can handle better. wanting to be beaten, degraded, I just go online for. But when I want cock, I want the real thing, not a plastic/latex imitation! lol.(though with someone else using a plastic or latex toy on me, that does satisfy. *Was asked for clarification*)
Cybersex/phone sex, satisfies the need for the moment, but only if I do it 2-4 times a day. And with family, friends bugging me all the time, trying to pack up to move West, tying up loose ends.......No time for cyber, much less for finding real cock to suck/fuck, no men to use and abuse me for real. LOL. You know what that means, right? Mean that I am going to be making up for it with a vengence when I get to Cali!
I am looking forward to being sore all over, from the amount of attention I am hoping to get. |