I want to empower my husband more. I think it would be hot if he can feel the feeling when he realizes that he is the only one that can satisfy me. That is an incredible feeling and he need the feeling of appreciation that that will give him. I have this fantasy where a man will hit on me and I will talk with him and appear to get bored. My husband comes in and just kisses me passionately. I want him to realize that he is still a strong male. He is my love of my life and I will do anything to make him happy. 

I have to rant here a bit to get it out of my system. Please bear with me on this.

Im so fat and ugly that my own husband won't touch me anymore. He would rather flirt with some skinny red haired college slut that hates him than have his own disgusting wife touch him. anyone know a plastic surgeon that will consider a sliding scale or a pro bono case? I can't love like this anymore and I can't stand myself. I cry every night because he is having sex dreams of other women. I really wish I were loved by someone.

Hi people. I finally convinced my husband to let us have fun with another girl. This was so amazing that I would like to try it again, and maybe keep her this time. We are a traveling couple so we have a trailer. I am in charge of the house, and he works. He want me to be in charge of the money, but he is stubborn in handing it over (his suggestion). He loves to dominate in bed and I love it. He is my gentle giant. He looks mean, but he knows your limits and will not cross it (unless you want him to). He is respectful, loving, and my favorite Bear (all my friends on the show call him Bear. He is 1/4 Cherokee and his mom was going to name him running Bear. Bear just stuck when we found out. He is not gay though.) Anyway, so this is our first time on this site and we are still trying to get the hang of it. Forgive me if I am a little bit awkward. More to come...