?? ? ? I understand that most people on here are fake, and especially 99% of the "slaves". So with this understanding I will not expect anyone here to take me seriously at first; all I ask is that Y/you get to know me first and then decide if I am truly dedicated to my service or not.
?? ? ? I was introduced to the lifestyle through?gaming, ironic since the real lifestyle is very?different?than what you can find online for Doms, Owners, subs and slaves. I was lucky to be shown a game called Neverwinter Nights (don't play it anymore though now) and a server area called Pheonix Rising (which has been taken down and is one of the reasons i don't play it now). This server was run by a real life Owner and His slave/wife. They made sure things online didn't get out of hand and that the subs and slaves were protected from the fakes out there. It was a safe place to be introduced to the lifestyle and i came to love it quickly.?
?? ? ? i know now, after years of learning and soul searching, who i truly am and i know i am not complete unless i am serving (domestic and -not- just sexual play). i have a deep need and desire to serve my Owner, even though i do not know who They are yet, and to make their day, week, month, year and life better each day through my serving them than it would have been without me. Knowing i have pleased my Owner fills me with warmth and joy, it is all i need to get fulfillment from serving. i do not look at slavery as something sexual, though as a slave my body is my Owners property and not my own - to do with as they wish or to put away if they wish, but as full 24/7 service. In my view slavery starts in the mind, the slaves mind is focused on their Owner -always- and is looking for ways to please them. This leads to ownership of the slaves actions as well, since when the slave realizes something, anything, that would please their Owner they will do it. Then by extension the slaves body is owned as well since it is the vessel that must preform the action for their Owner. In this way nothing, not the slaves previous?possesions, the slaves body, actions or even thoughts, belong to the slave. Everything belongs and is used solely for their Owner.
?? ? ? This is what i seek, One who is willing to take this kind of Ownership of a slave, One who will keep their slave as a treasued possession, though it is still a possession. It is a difficult and tenious balance between affection and possession, and i have yet to find One who is capable of this level of Ownership. i hope i am not simply looking for the impossiable, but i am sure One is out there. If i exsist then there must be One who is looking for one such as me... i hope.
