Want to thank A/all for lifting my

spirits and making me think about
what I would be if I gave up on the

lifestyle. Would be very sad and feel
like I had no purpose in life when I
know that I may be old but I still have
a few good years left in me. So thank
Y/ya'll and puddy wishes A/all a blessed
day.puddy

Well A/all this girl figures she is so

old nobody would want her. So she
is considering giving up on the lifestyle
altogether.I'm tired of getting my hopes

up only to be crushed over and over again.puddy

went well now I'm recuperating
thought I would let yall know on a couple of weeks I will be as good as new doctor says.wooohooooo.

my limits are scat,needles,knives,blood,gags,anything that is
illegal or could kill me... otherwise i can handle it ... i think...
at least i will try my best... have an awesome day ...puddy

well things didnt work out once again... think i need to do some heavy soul searching for a bit... im doing something wrong or i
wouldnt keep being rejected... meanwhile i guess i will keep hanging in there... have an awesome day...

hello A/all puddy is so glad to be back she could dance for joy... her puter crashed and it took a lil bit for her to save up to fix it or get a new one built...shortly after that she was devestated by the death of her mother... then it seemed like everything went wrong that possibly could... she lost her best friend,roommate and stepmother all in the same day... she kinda lost it for a bit and hid out to get her thoughts and feelings together... but now she is back and 110% ready to give herself  totally to her new Owner(s)... have an awesome year... puddy