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prufrocklovesong

Male Submissive, 40, St Albans
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About prufrocklovesong

Slave with 12 years experience, who still feels like she is just starting.

Looking for a firm but friendly Master who is sadistic but loving. I want a Dominant who will kiss away the tears, whilst telling me how much worse it is going to be next time.

I'm a talkative person, and I like talkative people. Wordy men make me weak at the knees.

It's also worth mentioning that I am an orgasm denial slave - I have not experienced orgasm since 2011 and I intend to see out 2012 without one, after which I'll probably go crazy and hump a rugby team, lol.

I am looking for a Dominant who knows himself and what he wants, and has a fair idea of how to get it out of a submissive. I want to be molded, trained and controlled and in return I will serve sexually, sadomasochistically and domestically.

I am not looking for an older man, a Daddy Dom, a switch or a married man.

It is so hard not to orgasm at the moment.  I'm so on edge all the time and my body is desperate, crying out for release.  There's nothing I can do to help myself, I don't believe that a slave should have the right to make herself orgasm - I exist to give pleasure to others, not myself.  I must wait till I am collared and owned, and try to forget about my own selfish desires.

It has been so long since my body has had that pleasure.  I have not masturbated for nearly a year now, and I know I will never, ever masturbate again.  I long so much to belong to a dominant man who will own me 100%, I know it is worth waiting for, till I can give him the whole gift of myself, aroused, on edge, desperate to serve and please.  But all I can think about is being used sexually, in every way, by a cruel, dominant sadist, sliding his huge cock into my ass, hurting me as he pleasures himself inside me, me whimpering 'please Sir?' and being told no.  I crave it with every fibre of my being. 

I must remember that I am only a slave, my pleasure is unimportant. I must learn to focus my thoughts on the needs and desires of whoever I come to belong to.  I am so glad that I am pure of selfish pleasure seeking, but it is so hard sometimes to remind myself that I don't have that right to orgasm any longer.  Perhaps one day I will be owned by a man who indulges me in that pleasure.

 

 

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