i am a 30 something year old submissive/slave/P/princess.

my master just recently dumped me for his ex. in the most cruel way, by having her post on his profile and text. i am not in a good state of mind.. i am trying to get through this day by day. i dont understand how people can be so cruel.

i am hurting so bad, but i am lucky to have someone that cares so much for me that even through this rough time he is willing to mentor and protect me. For the last couple of months while things were going up and down He has listened to me cry, tried to encourage me. When my Ex-Master/daddy dumped me He was there too, and is still here when i need him. it is helping me, if it wasnt for him i would not make it through the day. Thank you DarknessNLight.

i am lonely and moody when left alone and to my own devices. a subbie left alone for too long is not a good thing. i am not sleeping and havent slept a full night or partial night since the last time i saw Him. my curfew/bedtime are out the window. i am in limbo and hating it. i need structure and enforcement of the rules.

Dont be surprised by my mood and dont judge me based on it. my moods are up and down.

Some say i am a switch. I have experimented with it in the past a bit and sometimes She pops up. but for the most part i am a submissive/slave.