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*bows*
Everyone said that I should tell more about myself so here goes... This one is very submissive in case ya hadn't guessed, actually a complete slave. I'm a half American/half Japanese female, 5'0" and 89lbs with brown hair and eyes. My nickname is pixie, pixie-pie, pixie-stix, pixalicious, pixster, etc. you get the idea. It started with my family calling me pixie-pie due to my small size and hyperness when I was a kid, my mother said I was always bouncing around place to place and hard to keep up with like a pixie. The name stuck and my whole life more friends call me pixie than by my name. I grew up in Tennessee so I'm a southern girl complete with a mild southern accent though I have a small quiet voice that makes me sound like I'm a shy pre-teen girl. Even though I'm not really that shy I do come across that way sometimes to people I don't know. I also spend a lot of time with friends in Arkansas. I'm actually an overly energetic super-optimist that my friends often describe as "bouncing off the walls with energy", to the point that a couple of them now like to tease me by putting me in straight jackets saying I need to be kept in them to contain my perkiness, plus they tell me that I'm supposedly "sexy and super-cute" in a tight fitted straight jacket :P I have also worn chastity belts and adult pull-ups or trim-fit diapers for years now, due to a car wreck I was in when I was younger I actually do sometimes need them but really only for bed as once in a great while I may have a minor accident, I do not wet them on purpose but that doesn't stop people from wanting to put me in them anyway even during the day. Apparently another of those things that I'm "cute" when wearing. Seriously, there is like this whole list of things that my friends think that I'm cute and/or sexy" when wearing that are outside of what many people normally consider cute/sexy such as; straight jackets, snug trim-fit diapers, chastity belts, puppygirl suit or snout/paws, muzzle gags, maids outfits, Japanese school girl outfits, about any corset and oh, speaking of which... I do wear corsets 24/7 and have for years. My normal days attire is a chastity belt with two plugs, a pull-up over that, and a tight corset over that. Then whatever outfit I'm wearing for the day. My sleeping attire is the same thing only without anything over it and/or whatever someone puts me in such as a straight jacket. I'm an experienced slave, puppygirl, and ponygirl groom/driver as my small size and light weight are good for training and driving ponygirl teams in sulky races. I knew as a young teen that I was different and with early research I knew what I was meant to be even before I turned 18. I've been active as a slave since the weekend after I turned 18, I couldn't wait to go to the local BDSM club as soon as I was old enough to be allowed in and by luck they was having a meeting the Saturday after I turned 18 and an older friend who was already a member took me and got me in.
I have slave papers, or what some would call a contract, which is perpetual and was written to transfer from one Owner to the next throughout this ones life if needed, this one has posted a copy of in her journal.

My cage is my "safe" place and where I am happiest to sleep, because so many asked about it I has added a description of my cage to my Journal. I am comfortable on a leash and also just as comfortable on all fours as she is walking upright. Having given myself as a slave since 18 there is no worry about hiding my position from "vanilla" people so I leave it up to owners to decide if it is appropriate for me to be led in public, etc. but if given a choose I prefer NOT to hide my position because I am proud of what I am and besides, I has a love of being led by my owners, as much as possible and the place does not matter.

While I am a slave and a pet and always strives to please my owners, I is NOT into humiliation [being led on a leash or kept on all fours is NOT humiliating to me] and I am also *not* into severe pain, I'm not what some call a "pain-slut". So corporal punishments to me are very real and not just a game, to be given only as *real* correction for when I've actually done wrong, which I try my very best not do.

Over the years since I was 18 this girl has been very well trained by three pairs of wonderful loving owner couples. A new baby forced my first owners to give me up, and major life/job changes forced both of the other two couples to eventually have to give me up as well. Right now I live on a ranch with other slaves in a home owned by one of them where I am kept as a pet but also drive the ponygirls here.

I am very respectful but will not respond to any lewd or tasteless messages, nor wanna-bee's who start off by trying to order me about or tell me what I "will do" when I do not even know them ...that is a fast way to guarantee that whatever they are telling me to do will NOT be done and the message probably just be deleted. I am a slave and property, but I am not YOUR property. I also do not accept friend request from people that I do not know, particularly people who send friend request when they have never even talked with me. While general respectfulness is natural to this one, individual respect must be earned. Something that all true Masters/Mistresses knows and understands.

Chatting is one of the things I has always been allowed to do on occasion, but I do not "cyber", I am used to real life so cyber just feels hollow to me. Um, well, not really sure what else to say so will just say have fun and be safe.
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1/18/2009 4:08:42 PM
Some have asked this one how she balances being a puppy sometimes with being a slave. The answer is very simple... This one is always a slave but also a puppygirl anytime she's not performing specific duties, chores or task. Upon completion of a duty or command she returns to puppygirl mode unless instructed otherwise. She is also occasionally a ponygirl but that is a more random thing.

12/23/2008 9:16:18 PM
This one is very happy to say that she has found her new home. After receiving over 200 inquires here on CM and meetings with several couples who were in her area. Her handlers and friends set her up to meet a Master from the local BDSM Dungeon club whom she had meet before, though only casually. She had never really spent time with him prior to the meeting but once they suggested it and she meet him at the club and spent much tme with him one night, followed by another visit the following weekend, it turned out that he was a wonderful fit to this one and this one to him. This one never dreamed she would end up with a single Master instead of another couple but after spending another few weeks chatting and speaking on the phone with him following those initial meetings, it was then decided that he was to become this ones new owner. This one was locked in a cage, wrapped, and given to him as a Christmas gift at the annual Christmas party of a local BDSM club we are both members of. He is a wonderful Master of much experiance (a bit older than this one) and whom loves all sides of this one; a regular slave with all that entails, a puppygirl, and ponygirl. Master owns a small farm and this one will soon be joining him there, proud to call herself his property and to feel his collar. Master has accepted her contract in it's full form and says he is going to have it printed on parchment, framed, and hang within his home. This one is very happy and very excited to begin her new life with her new Owner/Master.

11/11/2008 11:25:32 AM
*My Cage*

 
Many have asked this one about her cage, if it was a regular puppy cage or bought online or what. So this one doesn't have to type the same description over and over she has decided to add it to her Journal here :)

Actually this ones cage was custom made for her specifically to be comforatable even when used for long terms without a break.

It is made of alumimum. She does not know the specifics of the kind of aluminim but it was made for her by a Master at a club once at the request of some of her previous owners. That Master owned his own metal fabrication and welding business and said it is some kind of really strong aluminum welded solid at all joints.
 
The edges of the frames on all four sides and on both ends are L channel that is 2" wide in each direrction. Running along them are round bars spaced at about 6" intervals on the top, sides, and ends and about 1/2" thick. In the middle of the width of the bars is a flat piece of 1/2" width running on the inside of all of the bars and welded to each individual bar.

When laying in the horizontal position the bottom has round tubing also but the cage also came with a flat tray that slides in on top of them though a wide, very narrow slot at bottom of the end that becomes the bottom when veritcile so that it slides in and then drops into position. The bottom was made so one is not laying on the uncomforatable bars. You can remove the tray and use the cage it as a standing cage or leave it horizontal as a puppy cage. A second smaller square tray can be dropped in through the door so one is not standing on the bars if the cage is being used in the veriticle position.

This one is just a hair shy of 5' so they decided the cage should be 6'6" so this one can streach all the way out, it is 2'10" high and 3" wide. A large section of the top (or side if used in standing position) can be opened so one can step in when it's in the standing position. When in the horizontal position (normal for this one) you use a door at one end, which becomes the top of the cage when in the standing position. The door at that end also has a narrower, but taller slot built into it down low so that food/water bowls can by placed into it without unlocking the door. The doors both latch without having to actually be locked but the latches also have places for small locks as well. Three on the long door used when verticle and two on the end door. The slots for the locks are made into little recessed places so they don't protrude out allowing someone to place something on the top of the cage and still have it lay flat, or put a cover on it and not have a bulge. The inside of the four corners all have small rings welded into the very corner.

This one rutinely sleeps in her cage, most of the time actually. She has a couple of quilts, a blanket, and several sizes and types of pillows kept in her cage. While she has been restrained (muzzled, blindfolded, teathered, armbinder, cuffs, etc) inside of her cage she has never been intentionally hurt or put in distress inside of her cage. She has been placed in it and left as punishment but she was taught that her cage is her "safe" place so she has never bee hurt inside of it, at least beyond what she does to herself mentally when left locked inside and ignored as punishment when she occasionally messes up. It is far worse than what her owners can do to her physically, even though this one is not a pain slut and is easy to hurt physically.

To answer someones question, the longest she has ever been kept in it continually without any break at all, that is to say the doors were padlocked and they were not unlocked even a single time, was 14 days. She had to wear an adult diaper and plastic panties and was given no other clothes other than a small thin, white bikini top, as they wished to keep her breast supported. This was part of early training with that couple. She was tended to and fed and sometimes
spoken to but also sometimes ignored for hours or much of a day. The first week she was not allowed to speak at all, the first 3 days not even puppy noises, the next several days she was allowed limited puppy noises, the second week she was allowed all the puppy noises that came natural but still had to ask permission to speak human until the last 3 days when she was allowed to spean freely anytime someone was int he room she could speak with and as long as they did not tell her specifically to be quiet for a short while.

The longest time she has ever spent sleeping in her cage every single night (though she was released during the day) she believes was about 7 months but she is only estimating as she was not keeping track at the time. We went on a trip and the cage of course had to stay home or it might have been longer.


This one also has a very large dog crate which she believes is the largest they make that has been used on trips, in the back of an SUV and carried into hotel rooms on longer trips. She also once had a folding wire cage.


11/4/2008 4:58:51 PM
*My Contract*


Many friends often ask this one about the slave contract that she has lived under for the past 8 years and which she continues to live under. Sometimes citing that it is one of the most though that they have seen as far as expressing the desire of perminance. So after many questions this one has decided to post it to her journal, though she has *** out the family name of her first owners. Following this contract there are details of transferance between her owners that took place without further interaction on this ones part but due to space this one shall not bother to post those.









Declaration by Kirika Ryoko Kuramitsu-Amane (aka pixiestix) offering herself into permanent bondage as an owned slave and acceptance of her offered position
by John and Leslie M******m as their property and the acceptance and acknowledgement of their role as her owners and master/mistress.
 
 
 
 
Part I. Declaration of Intent.
 
I, Kirika Ryoko Kuramitsu-Amane, also known to my friends and family by my childhood nickname 'pixiestix', now being an adult of sound mind and healthy body do hereby wish to declare my intentions and desires to voluntarily offer myself into servitude, done without reservations, to be kept as a slave now and forever. I declare this willingly and in fact with much joy in my heart and peace in my soul. I have and am being given aid in the terminology of this declaration by a friend who is a notary, but the choices and desires put fourth are mine and mine alone. These choices are mine to willingly make and execute. I am under no duress or influence, I now write this by hand and a scanned copy shall also be recorded and saved. I know that such a document as that which follows may not currently be recognized under the legal systems of ours or many other countries but to me it shall be sacred and though may not be legally binding in the eyes of the law I wish it known that I understand that in these times there are handwriting experts who can now tell a persons mood when reviewing a hand-written document. In the event that I ever am unable to speak for myself or in defense of those who I am about to accept as my owners, it is my wish that this document under such examination shall revel that I was under no duress, threat, or influence, and my heart is in fact joyous as I have written this. I say this only because should something by accident
or unforeseen events happen to me, I never wish my current nor possible future owners to be falsely accused of my kidnapping, illegal confinement, or any other crimes that may be mistaken by authorities in relation to my being kept as a slave. I am now and in the future the property of those who own me, this was and is my choice following a long thought-out and carefully considered desire going back to my very early teen years. Something for which I have long awaited adult status so that I may willingly and legally make this choice. I understand and accept that in this country all persons are free, including free to become whatever they wish and desire, and I feel that should include the freedom to choose to give up that freedom to another if that is their desire, as it is now mine.
 
I have undergone time since turning an adult to explore this position and these desires and needs. I have experienced life as a slave on a trial basis and took it with pride and a sense of peace and contentment. As I write this I feel all the more content in my decision and look forward to my chosen position with great anticipation. It is my promise that I shall be the best slave I can be, shall be obedient without question, shall accept any and all orders, duties, or requirements placed upon me or asked of me by my owners.
 
 
 
 
Part II. Formal Acceptance of Terms:
Slave, as Property.
 
Thought the rest of this contract I shall refer to myself as a Slave or as Property, and to those who are to become my owners, John and/or Leslie M*****m, as
being my Owners, Master, Mistress, Sir or Mam.
 
I formally ask for and gladly accept the position of slave, acknowledging that from this day and all days forward I shall be the property of my owners. I accept this position and all it entails without reservation. I accept that as the property of others I am relinquishing all rights and privileges granted to free persons. I give up all rights to refuse any order given which does not violate the general laws or cause harm to another person or being. I understand and accept that all orders given must be promptly obeyed to the best of my abilities and that if an order is beyond my current abilities that I shall ask for instruction and accept teachings and training by any means or methods deemed appropriate by my owners in the pursuit of furthering my knowledge and abilities so that I may perform all task assigned to me in a manner that is not only satisfactory but in fact is done in a manner well done and which is pleasing to my owners. I accept that I have no right of reprieve from this declaration, the position I take upon myself as a slave and the property of others is a permanent one and shall remain in effect for the entirety of my life. I have no right to ask for, nor be granted an end to my status as a slave and shall forever be owned as the property of another.
 
I acknowledge and accept that as a slave I have no rights to own anything myself. Anything I am granted possession of by my owners it is understood that it is
merely their property that I am holding and I shall be expected to care for it as such. This includes, but shall not be limited to any clothing or comfort items that may or may not be granted me by my owners.
 
I acknowledge that as a slave, my owners are only required to provide me with basic shelter when deemed necessary, look after my health, and provide basic sustenance in the form of diet such as food and water as needed to provide for my health. All other items are deemed extras or rewards given to me by my owners and it is understood that any such items are not a requirement but instead the generosity of my owners should they grant them.
 
I acknowledge and accept that I have no further right of self-identification. I am no longer a free person, I am owned by another and as such they have the
right and privilege of naming their property as they see fit. It shall be my duty and obligation to learn and accept any new designation or name given to me
by my owners, if one is granted at all. My former name is my past.
 
I acknowledge and accept that as a slave and the property of others that they have the right to keep me as they see fit provided my basic health is cared
for, that they have the right to train or re-train me as they see fit using any methods they deem appropriate, and that they have the right to punish me by any method or means they deem necessary should I fail in my position, falter in my duties, disobey any order that does not violate the laws and rights of others, or displease them in any way. I understand that such punishments and training may be physical, mental, or a combination of both. I understand that any punishment or disciplinary action is their choice and I must accept it and must do my best to learn from it.
 
I accept and desire that my position shall be permanent. I shall be property, owned by others from now through the remainder of my life. It is know that in the changing lives of people that there may possibly come a time when those who are my owners now, may not be able to continue as my owners in the future. That they may no longer be able to keep me as their slave. In this event I shall put it fourth now that I do not wish to be released or set free. Instead, as my owners they have agreed that it shall be their responsibility to screen and locate new owners for me to which they may transfer my
ownership via any method they see fit and for any compensation they deem adequate, or may give me as a gift. I understand that as a slave I shall have
no say in their choosing of any such future owners and must trust in them that they shall find someone with similar values and aptitudes as themselves
to take over my ownership. if they allow me to meet or even have a say in the choosing of any such new owners in advance that it shall be a privilege
and not a right. Any new owners upon accepting me as their property take on, and agree to, the full terms of this document. This includes the responsibility
to again locate new owners for me should they also someday no longer be able to continue as my owners.
 
I accept, acknowledge, and desire that it in a way which should be irremovable and not easily hidden, that it shall be appropriate that my owners should
mark me as their property via a method of their choosing. Done irregardless of any discomfort that such a permanent application may cause to myself.
It is further their rights as my owners to mark or modify me in any way which serves to further enhance or ensure my service or obedience to them at any time they see fit and that I shall never have the right to remove or tamper with any such markings or modifications.
 
In my luck I was born into a family of mixed American/Japanese ancestry in which women have been renown for the blessings of remaining youthful both in appearance, abilities, and health well into their older ages. Mothers and even grandmothers in my family are often mistaken for older sisters. It is my hope for the service of my owners that I too shall share in this blessing but there is the possibility that I shall not benefit from this genetic inheritance or that my health and abilities may someday suffer for other reasons or illness beyond my control. It is my sincere desire that I shall never become a burden to those
who own me. I am their slave and I never wish to become so sick, ill, or in bad health or condition as to not be able to serve them properly. It would be
a dishonor to my service and my position to cause them unnecessary expense or burden. There may come a time when for some such reason I can no
longer be sold, can not serve, and have become useless in my position without a chance of recovery. I wish to state now that should such a condition
ever occur, I wish for understanding  and that I be allowed me keep my honor and the memory of my past service. To this end I would then have one final
request in return for the services I have provided though time. That is that I would ask that they help remove any markings that will identify me as having
belonged to them, to provide me with transportation to a place far enough from their home as not to bring dishonor or attention upon their household, such
as an isolated park somewhere in nature that I may be alone and undisturbed while also not disturbing others. Once there I ask they provide me with a
blade appropriate that I might use it in the performance of the traditional seppuku ritual of my ancestors and then leave me in peace. Allow a short but sufficient time for completion of the ritual, and then anonymously call the appropriate authorities so that I may be found before the risk of innocents such
as children finding me first. If I am granted the luxury of time, I would ask for a full moon night and a place in nature.
 
I state here and now that I, in all good faith and conscience, have written and agree to this document in the anticipation and desire that it be held as being
permanent. That I shall never again be free from it, that I now offer myself as a slave. The property of others. In the unlikely event something changes, that
I forget my place and ask or even demand to be released, I wish to state now that I do not wish any such request to be granted. I have had plenty of time
to consider this and a sufficient trial period as a slave prior to this that should I forget myself and ask or demand to be released that it was my own fault
and as such the continuance of this document shall be my punishment for such behaviors and for the wasting of time and efforts by those who would own
me. Regardless of any future situation I am clearly specifying that I should not and shall not ever be released from this obligation. I am a slave and shall live my life as such from this point forward. I exist now and in the future to serve and please my owners as their slave and as their property. 
 
 
 
 
Part III: Formal Acceptance of Terms: Owners.
 
We, John and Leslie M*****m, on this day knowingly accept the responsibilities of ownership of a slave and accept Kirika Ryoko Kuramitsu-Amane as our slave and as our property. We fully understand and accept her willing gift of herself to become our
property and serve as our slave. We have now had
her in our home now for a total of seven months and one week on a trial basis in this position. First for a week, then one month, then six months. She was
offered the chance to continue the trial position for either one or even two years but has chosen this course instead of her own will. We are fully convinced
that she is serious and dedicated in this endeavor, that she understands what she is doing, and that she is of sound mind and body to make such a choice.
We feel she is dedicated to this end and even feel that had we not accepted her as our property she
most certainly would have sought out someone else
who would. However, we are proud and happy to accept her in this position. She clearly understands the enormity of what she is about to do and not only
accepts but actually desires the prescribed permanence. 
 
From this day forward under the terms of this declaration Kirika Ryoko Kuramitsu-Amane is now, and shall be forever kept as a slave. She is now our
property do to with as we see fit, and shall remain so as long as we see fit and/or are able to keep her as our slave. Per her own wishes set fourth in this document, should we ever find ourselves unable to continue as her owners she shall not be released but will instead continue to remain a slave and it shall be our obligation as her current owners to find her new owners. As her owners we shall have the right to sell her, or give her as a gift  to any new owners that we deem fit and appropriate. She may or may not be consulted on this matter, but in either event she shall accept her new owners with obedience and shall continue all obligations as a slave and as property with them as she does with us and this document shall be transferred to any such new owners remaining fully and permanently in effect and shall continue again, and again, as needed in the event multiple owners take possession of her during the course of her life. By her own wishes she is never to be released or in any way set free. She will from this point forward always be the property of others with no rights or privileges. She is now owned, and we fully believe she understands and accepts that and even in the event she attempts to change her mind it shall not matter as this is what she has asked for, agreed to, and accepted in her own hand. By her own words she has stated that in the unlikely event she changes her mind later, she should still never be released. That will be her punishment for taking up the valuable time of those who would own her and keep her. Stated again in her own words, she is now the property of others and in one form or other shall always be property without chance of reprieve or release no matter what the future may hold.
 
Any provisions set-fourth in this document shall be binding to, and followed by, any possible future owners she may have during the course of her life.
That shall be fully understood and agreed with and signed upon by any potential owners prior to the transfer of ownership of this slave.
 
As her owners we accept the following responsibilities; We shall never cause harm to her which could permanently risk adversely affecting her health, we shall provide at least the minimum sufficient diet to maintain her health and physical well-being, we shall provide shelter from the elements when it may needed and appropriate, such as during foul weather. We further accept the responsibilities of keeping her safe from outside forces and in her
training as we see fit. Anything else granted to her beyond these things is due to our generosity, either as good-will or as possible reward for her good behavior and continual obedience.
 
As her owners we also accept that we may now and at any time use any methods deemed necessary or desirable by which to train her with or maintain
control of the slave. It is our pledge that no such methods shall ever cause truly permanent damage to her nor compromise her health, but otherwise
we may use anything or any method we wish to maintain control of and over her, keep her secured and/or ensure her inability to leave or escape her
position both as a slave and as our property, train her as we desire, and punish her as we see fit. This includes permanently and prominently marking
her as a slave and/or as our personal property.
 
 
 
 
Part IV. Final Acceptance. Signatures, Witnesses, Date, and Notary.
 
 
On this Day, the 21st of May 2001 we the Participants and Witness of this document do hereby come together to sign and acknowledge the final
and permanent implementation of the terms and conditions set fourth herein, immediately following which a Notary of republic in attendance and who has also witnessed the voluntary signing and agreement of that which is set fourth above shall affix her official seal. For permanent record this document shall then be scanned into identical copies for all in attendance and a permanent copy stored on disk. Each of the primary participants shall receive their own copy of the duplicated original.

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 Age: 19
 Burlington, North Carolina