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	I am 39 yrs old, I have always been interested in BDSM. I discovered the lifestyle about 20 years ago on MSN chat. I am a Switch and enjoy both the Dominant and submissive roles. I am mainly interested in men, though I would consider women. I am open to friendships with people of all ages, but romantically speaking would prefer someone within 15 years of my age. I know from a submissive standpoint I like light pain, extreme pleasure, and submitting to anothers will. Knowing that I have no choice thrills me. (I know that safe words are essential and in a way I always have somesemblanceof control - but its giving that control to another that really makes me excited.) I enjoy getting spanked, whipped, and having nipple clamps applied. I also enjoy applying these things to others. Orgasm control also excites me. To hold off until ordered to orgasm is most definitely a challenge. I love it. I am also bi-curious. I am also interested in exploring the Daddy Domlittle girl aspect of things. I kinda crave things that make me feel kinda special and little though I would probably identify more as a middle. I like coloring and stuffed animals. I have recently been discovering my dominant side, and have learned that I like controlling others orgasms, and have an interest in chastity. I like giving spankings and inflicting light pain (or heavier depending on the submissives needs) I am still exploring this area. I hope to meet someone with like interests and who is non judgmental. I am a BBW. I enjoy intelligent discussion and I am very introspective. I am into exploring and trying just about anything within reasonable limits. I have multiple fetishes including BDSM, Medical, and have an interest in Enemas (my experience with enemas is purely curiosity as Ive never had an enema). I enjoy movies, scrap booking, and blogging. Some of my favorite bandsartists are Nickelback, Zac Brown Band, Rodney Atkins, The Eagles, Daughtry, Queen, Jake Owen, Jason Aldean, Sean Kingston, and Luke Bryan. My tastes in music are eclectic and varied. I enjoy everything from classical music to raphip hop and dont judge a song unless Ive heard it at least once. One of my favorite things to do is belt out a song loud and proud even if I dont know all the words. Relocation is negotiable for the right person. Who knows.

2/8/2017 5:45:28 AM

Feeling better than i was at last journal entry. Still feeling anxiety but its manageable... things have seemed to work out but still worried and concerned for friends.

9/4/2016 11:38:32 PM

Feeling broken and lost. Worried about some personal issues that will hopefully work themselves out but just feeling shattered at the moment. I'll be okay but anxiety is a bitch. Wishing I had someone to take care of me and be strong for me for a change.

5/27/2013 9:57:58 PM

Wondering if I'll ever find that one person for me. I've experienced emotional trials, and have found that while it hurts, and causes me some distress, I'll still rise above it and be strong. I just have to strengthen that wall and hope that no one breaks that shell.

12/17/2012 2:51:09 PM

Guess a 4.0 gpa, 4 outstanding letters of recommendation, and 3 essays aren't good enough for a scholarship committee. Life goes on.

7/3/2012 11:18:56 PM

Feeling Alone. Wanting to hear good girl, but knowing those words will not come. This too shall pass.

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